I feel like shit today.
I'm pretty sure my boyfriend wants to break up with me but hasn't because he feels bad.
I don't have anything without him because I'm a pathetic person. I only have two friends from high school that I actually see and it's only weekends.
I have no friends at school and I can't make any. I'm not a likable person.
I feel really pointless right now. On top of feeling depressed about other things like the future with jobs, I can't handle this. I'm basically going to end up alone because I can never find anyone who likes me. Clearly I'm at fault.
I can say this honestly, I truly do not like being me. I just don't fit anywhere.
I'm pretty sure my boyfriend wants to break up with me but hasn't because he feels bad.
I don't have anything without him because I'm a pathetic person. I only have two friends from high school that I actually see and it's only weekends.
I have no friends at school and I can't make any. I'm not a likable person.
I feel really pointless right now. On top of feeling depressed about other things like the future with jobs, I can't handle this. I'm basically going to end up alone because I can never find anyone who likes me. Clearly I'm at fault.
I can say this honestly, I truly do not like being me. I just don't fit anywhere.
SEPTEMBER 2008














