I'll be... A free SG account. Might as well milk it! Thanks whoever set it up for me...

ok, so, i was low, whatever. truth is, it's not that unusual for me.
So this is goodbye, my account will end soon. i've got a life i need to pay attention to.

My friend, who just got out of the hospital for overdosing on sleeping pills, hasn't eaten in a couple of weeks and passed out behind the wheel, causing a car crash. she's ok, but not really.
funny what happens when you aren't watching, huh?

Anyway, so i'm not keeping up with the site, not a big deal, i'm not dying. email me, add me to msn, if you want to talk, we'll talk, any time.
friends are good.

This is me.
I am Jim.
I am not cool.
I am not talented.
I am not special.
I am not attractive.
I am not emo.
I am not punk.
I am not edgy.
I am not tattooed.
I am not pierced.
I am not witty.
I am not clever.
I am not different.

I don't like the music you like.
I don't agree with your poitical views.
I don't read the same books you do.
I don't appreciate the artists you do.

I drink too much.
I eat too much.
I don't exercise.
I am not worthy. of any kind of regard or respect.
I am not someone you want to know.

I am the internet's loveslave.
I've ben watching nonstop streams of Sifl and Olly and Harvey Birdman for the last 22 hours.
What a world.

It's official, I am now dustin hoffman in the graduate.
coo-coo-ca-choo, mrs. fujita.
Jesus, I love karaoke booths.

Ok, here's a weird thing:
For the first time, I found a "vibe" more attractive than personal appearance, on a first meeting. Let me explain.
Yesterday I had a one-on-one lesson with a young woman who shall remain nameless (not that it matters) and sitting across the table from her, I was immediately and quite amazingly aroused. I don't know why. I wouldn't call her pretty, really, but something about her was intensely attractive. This in itself is nothing new. I have been attracted to people who I did not find physically "beautiful" at first, but whose attitudes, personality, or behavior were attractive. However, that usually only happens after you actually know a person. This was lust at first sight--that first, gut reaction when you see a person. And it was STRONG.
I have never felt that before. As the lesson went on, I discovered that she was also extremely intelligent, funny, and interesting, so wow. . .
But that initial feeling still remains foremost in my mind. Has this ever happened to you? Have you been turned on by an aura?

Weirdness. . .
On another note, I think i might leave the site. To many asshats, too little time.
I dunno, I'm mulling it over.

Hmmmmmm. . .
Well, a new foe has been added to the beastiary. . .but i'm not sure if you're ready for it.
On another note, I am slowly growing a life. . .i wonder if this whole thing is really right for me.

my liver hates japan.
and apparently so do all my freinds, cuz they're leaving.
losers.

i think i may drink myself to braindeath if this continues.

(and so it ends, finally.)


There once was a saviour named Jesus,
Who did all he could just to please us.
But though he was lord,
he soon met a sword,
And then he was fucking dead.

The End.

(wtf???)

Aka ni taishite burei da! Yoguri ni yoberu!
[I'm disrespectful to dirt!]
Honki da yo!
[Can you see that I am serious?]
Kore! Minna doke! Burabura shiteru tokoro ja nai!
[Out of my way, all of you! This is no place for loafers!]
Ore to issho ni nasu ka, shinu ki ka?
[Join me or die! Can you do any less?]
Aa! Isamashii houmu rogo desu ne?
[What a brave corporate logo!]
Misutaa Supaakoru no charengi ni ojimasu!
[I accept the challenge of Mr. Sparkle!]
Ausuma pauwa!
[Awesome power!]
Natsu yasumi no keikaku wa aru deshou?
[What are your plans for summer vacation?]
Misutaa Supaakoru! Un no yoo besuto washuuuuuu!
[For lucky best wash, use Mr. Sparkle.]