Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you...
I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My only weakness is
That I care to much
Our scars remind us
The past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel
I sew myself shut
My only weakness is
That I care to much
Our scars remind us
The past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my, sweet release
So let me rest in peace
You know,
You got a willing slave
And You just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
But Till you do,
I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
Let me rest in peace
I know I should go
But I follow you like I'm possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat, it would break my chest
but I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
Let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace?
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my, sweet release
So let me rest in peace
You know,
You got a willing slave
And You just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
But Till you do,
I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
Let me rest in peace
I know I should go
But I follow you like I'm possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat, it would break my chest
but I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
Let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace?
BOO!!!!
Yes, people I am alive and well.
I know you all miss me terribly, but I will be back sometime soon.
So it will be ok.
lol
Things are ok and I would even go so far to say that I'm *GASP* happy!
Or at least as happy as someone as morbid as myself can be allowed. lol It's so nice not being afraid to go home from work in the morning.
But I am off to sleep I need to catch up cause we're having another party tomorrow. QUICK SOMEONE CALL ME A BABYSITTER!!! OK I swear I'll TRY to behave this time.
Luv ya all.
Yes, people I am alive and well.
I know you all miss me terribly, but I will be back sometime soon.
So it will be ok.
lolThings are ok and I would even go so far to say that I'm *GASP* happy!
Or at least as happy as someone as morbid as myself can be allowed. lol It's so nice not being afraid to go home from work in the morning.
But I am off to sleep I need to catch up cause we're having another party tomorrow. QUICK SOMEONE CALL ME A BABYSITTER!!! OK I swear I'll TRY to behave this time.
Luv ya all.
Thank you to everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday.
BUT in my true style it was no different if not a little worse than any other day.
I got stuck working a 10hr overnight shift the night before and a 9hr one the night of. But the funniest part was that the only people here that remembered was my one sister my real dad and my roomys BOYFRIEND!! my own roomate forgot. *don't worry I'm gong to make him regret it.* lol
This weekend it's time to make with the drinky who wants to come?
OH and I should update from my last journal.
The only good guys out there that I know are either married or gay. You guys are all awsome but you live to far away.
......Maybe it's time for a girlfriend.
Luv you all!
BUT in my true style it was no different if not a little worse than any other day.
I got stuck working a 10hr overnight shift the night before and a 9hr one the night of. But the funniest part was that the only people here that remembered was my one sister my real dad and my roomys BOYFRIEND!! my own roomate forgot. *don't worry I'm gong to make him regret it.* lol
This weekend it's time to make with the drinky who wants to come?
OH and I should update from my last journal.
The only good guys out there that I know are either married or gay. You guys are all awsome but you live to far away.
......Maybe it's time for a girlfriend. Luv you all!
OK so Vampy is not allowed to drink like ever again! Or at least not
without a babysitter.
lol
We are pretty much settled into the apartment and had a party Friday.
It was intresting to say the least. Nothing like walking in on your gay roomy
humping the back of your younger sisters STRAIT friends head on the couch in front of the whole party. OH MY! I wish I was sober enough to have remembered to take pictures but I wasn't so just use your imagination.
On a different note....
I have decided all the good guys out there are either GAY or MARRIED.
without a babysitter.
lolWe are pretty much settled into the apartment and had a party Friday.
It was intresting to say the least. Nothing like walking in on your gay roomy
humping the back of your younger sisters STRAIT friends head on the couch in front of the whole party.
OH MY! I wish I was sober enough to have remembered to take pictures but I wasn't so just use your imagination.On a different note....
I have decided all the good guys out there are either GAY or MARRIED.
I GOT MY OWN PLACE!!!!
Now for any of you that know me you know that is a HUGE deal.
No more bastard!!!!
It was very last minute and we moved all my shit out last night.
We tried to get it all done before the bastard came home but he walked in on the middle of it. All hell broke lose, I ended up with a nice bruise on my arm, cops were called, but it is done.
As soon as my new roomy moves in next week I should be back around becase he is letting me use his laptop but until then I'll check in here and there from my moms. Pics as soon as its settled.
Luv you guys.
Now for any of you that know me you know that is a HUGE deal.
No more bastard!!!!
It was very last minute and we moved all my shit out last night.
We tried to get it all done before the bastard came home but he walked in on the middle of it. All hell broke lose, I ended up with a nice bruise on my arm, cops were called, but it is done.
As soon as my new roomy moves in next week I should be back around becase he is letting me use his laptop but until then I'll check in here and there from my moms. Pics as soon as its settled.
Luv you guys.
