Alright! Finally! I got a job. Correction: I have three jobs.

I have two crappy part time jobs at the Salem, NH mall. Forever 21 and Express. And the job I have been waiting to hear back from that is 15/hr...well I start next week! For a little while it is only part time at the peoples house while their office is being built. But it should be built in a month. So then it is bye bye Salem, NH jobs and helllooooo Danvers. W00t!

I am pretty happy about this. And then, maybe I can afford my own apartment! I would be VERY happy. I would probably move out to Danvers or somewhere over there.

Adel=Happiness

So, you know that job that paid a lot and I was able to afford a new car and phone with?





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Yeah, I lost that job today, and I have to find a new apt by the end of sept...





I am royally fucked.

Phew! My room is so hot it's ridiculous!

Anywho, Friday night I went to a show in Worcestor with a couple of friends of mine. First show in almost two years! I got to see my number one favourite band in the world! Darkest Hour! I love hardcore and Darkest Hour and On Broken Wing were the first two bands I ever listened to in that genre. The show was for Motorhead and that is why all my friends were going. My friend paid for my ticket and another friend drove me. It was great! I was able to afford buying some merch. I got a shirt and a hoodie for me and a shirt for a friend who couldn't go. But then I had to work Sat, hah. I have bruises all over me, my muscles ache, haha. It was one of the best nights I have had in a long time. I was able to just let loose. It was great.

My boyfriend and our friend and I were going to go in on renting a house but yesterday they realized they couldn't afford, first, last, and security. I am the only one that can and I am not paying for them. So now I am back to looking for a room mate. My landlord is being wicked helpful and nice. She is giving me until Oct 1st to find someone now. Hopefully I get something from Craigslist, only three people have responded and I post one just about everyday. I am sure I will figure it out.

I have a growing love for the African band Dave showed me a few months ago: Ladysmith Black Mambazo. They are fantastic! So soothing. I have always love this type of music, just never had a CD of it.

I have been having minor health problems, mainly due from being wicked stressed the last few weeks.. But today I am finally better. I am not stressed about anything, what happens will happen and I can either stop it/fix it/etc or I can't. No use worrying so much. I just need to start eating more. I haven't really been eating since I got my teeth pulled and now I can since it doesn't hurt so much, except I got kicked in the jaw at the show (someone crowd surfing) which ripped my stitches out and my mouth was bleeding for about 15 mins, a lot of blood. It was sort of gross, lol.

Well I have to go, time to eat. w00t

Bye.

Oh dear god I hurt so much right now!! I had an oral surgeons appt to get two teeth pulled...but nooooo, they wanted to take all four. and novacaine wears off unusually fast for me so they had to use 9 vials..

Ouch.

Haha, I couldn't talk for about three hours and when I could, my right side was still totally numb, hah. It felt so weird. But when I started to be able to feel the pain...I thought I was goig to die. I can take pain better than some, I have a rather high pain threshold, but this...sucks! And I have to take six pills in the am, two mid day and four before I go to bed...*grumbles*

But my new boyfriend (we started dating like...about a month ago) took care of me. He made sure that I wasn't going to throw up because I got wicked sick after taking my meds last night.

Oh! And the other day he tells me while I am at work that we might be able to hang out but it's all up to his friend who he was with. So I had in my head we probably wouldn't be able to hang out because he doesn't have a car right now and I didn't have any gas money...Then I get home and he is in front of my house with an arm load of flowers. I had to put them in two different vases he got o many. And he didn't buy them! His friend that he was with lives with his parents and the dad has a fantastic garden. So Orlando (my bf) picked a bunch. One way to win my heart, pick flowers for me, hehe. I have such a strong connection to the trees and plants and the earth in general.

I will take photos and post them at some point today. I just woke up and am again in quite a bit of pain.

So I am going to be sitting home all weekend so every I have a job for you. Tell me your top five or ten favourite bands. I love music and need to get new music because I have listened to pretty much everything I have.

Oh yeah, and I have to either find a room mate or I have to find a new apt. But Orlando and our friend B Ros (that is a nickname-hah) are getting a house with two other people, then those two other people backed out like..two days ago, hah so I think I am just going to get a three bedroom house with them. It's gonna be great. I just hate moving, then I have to change my address on EVERYTHING again, lol. It's such a pain when you work as much as I do. Oh well, this SHOULD be the last time for a while.

Well I am off to try to eat, wish me luck! hah.

Love and Peace for All,
-Adel

So, I barely have any money from all these hospital bills from when I was in and out of the hospital from this cancer scare. I do not have cancer anymore but I did. It was horrible. But I amhealthier now and have finally gained most of my weight back. But I can not afford to buy new clothes so I am selling all my old clothes (that I bought within the last year) here.


Go check it out. I offer great discounts because I know how much not having money sucks!

Thanks!

Yup I never have anything to say, hah.

And I got a new job that takes up too much of my time. I work 9-7.30 or eight mon-fri and every other sat 9-3 or 4. But I don't mind. Means more money and no time to spend it all, haha.

I also got an apt finally. Moved in about a month ago. I love it, my room mate is amazing. Except I just found out last night that she is omving out in a month..I don't have time to find a room mate, haha. A friend of mine offered to move in, which would rock. I just met her last week. She's awesome. =]

I had to by a new car though, I love my car, hehe. But my old car tried to kill me, the brakes went while Iwas getting off the high way..that was a scary day!

My hair isn't blonde anymore, haha. It is a dark reddish brown. I love it except it is fading wicked bad. And I need a damn hair cut! haha, it is getting SO long and no style. /sigh

This is my hair though:



Hehe, I am goofy.

Oh my god! and I saw the Batman movie in IMAX Thursday at midnight! Epic flippin' movie! And I just took my younger brother to see it last night ,ahah. Only the second movie I have ever seen twice in theatre, the first was 300. Good movies.

And I am sort of seeing someone. we have been together for around two months but...we aren't actually dating, haha. Well we pretty much are without the title..? Weird I know. But his friends are moving to Seattle and they want him to go. and at first he wasn't sure if he wanted to or not, then a week later I am bringing him home before I go to work and he randomly is like, oh btw don't know if I mentioned this but I am 80 percent sure I am moving....way to drop that on me! And they are all moving August 16th.. /sigh and he wonders why I get distant with him sometimes. But I don't want to say any of this too him, it feels so pointless to say it to him. But he wants to talk sometime soon about us and him moving and everything, lol. I just don't know.

yup, long post, lol.

Well I have to go wake up my younger brother!

Bye my sweet SG Landers!

Edit to say:

The car is an '05 Nissan Sentra hehe

Wow. I just had the best couple of weeks! The festival was amazing, I made a ton of new friends.

And this morning I woke up to the rain.

I am very happy today. =]

Hey Everyone!

I will be away from my computer till Memorial Monday. so if I don't respond to something right away, please don't hate me, lol.

Love you all!

-Adel

Thank you all for your love, help, and support. I am pretty sure that I do not have cancer (just a gut feeling really) but what is more pressing is my heart. [sigh] Everything in my body is failing and I hate it. Even though it is really hard to run, I ran today. It was wonderful. I love running. =] I love working out in general. And now I am getting back into a routine. =]


I am going to visit my family. I can't wait. I am going tomorrow and a friend is picking me up from the train station tomorrow. =]

Over all I am doing good, besides the health issues.

Just wanted to update and say thank you.

I may not know you, but what you have said means the world to me. <3

Love,
Adel

So I am still battling this whole cancer thing. I might still have something wrong with me. I am trying to get health insurance right now. And I am also looking for an apartment begining in June. I also have to buy a new car before the summer (yeah right!!!)

So I am selling some of my things here:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/The+Swap+Meet/topics/318536/

But other than that, not doing a whole hell of a lot other than working.

Oh, I met up with a beautful girl who I met on here. She was wicked cool.

Hah, and if anyone wants to ventor over to my flickr, you can see some funny pictures of me. I love making weird faces.

Well have a great day my lovelies!!!!