I came to the realization yesterday that I am just over being criticized by someone who is flippant one minute and a MONSTER the next. I have tried my hardest to be there and be a good person but there isn't any way for me to do so anymore without killing off parts of me to accommodate this person and it will never ever work. After literally being like this person's mom, feeding them and taking care of their appointments, and forcing this person to try and take better care of themselves this is what happens. I have given up friends because of this toxic and stagnant coercion. You've driven away people who cared about me or wanted to know me because of your jealousy and your harsh ways for no reason. I am not a possession, but a person and I was sad to realize I am not one to you. I will always be your friend but this is no longer anything I wish to be part of anymore.
On to better, prettier things.
I have so many pics I want to share but when I try to email them using my secret word it doesn't work. It comes back as a delivery failure. Can someone please help so I can share the naked? Haha
I'm slowly preparing myself for this shoot Sunday. When I think about it my heart races and I get really excited. I can't wait to shoot! It's been since march that I've shot any pics so I'm ready!!
Hope everyone is having a good day? What do you have planned?
JUN 07, 2012 08:52 AM
JUN 07, 2012 09:00 AM
Theaceface I've come to agree. I'm trying to center myself and surround myself with positive things
JUN 07, 2012 09:14 AM
You are full of excellence.
JUN 07, 2012 09:34 AM
I am glad that your moving on from this person, it takes a strong person to do that. I hope things get more positive for you from now on.
JUN 07, 2012 09:54 AM
JUN 07, 2012 10:00 AM
Glad to see you in better spirits. Life's too short for to deal with other people's hang ups. Go forward and don't look back. ....I'm sneaking off work early there's a car show downtown. Downtown Fargo ain't exactly the Mecca of all things bad ass but they're trying.......can't wait to see Sunday's shoot
JUN 07, 2012 01:07 PM
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JUN 07, 2012 01:12 PM
Hi there. Thanks for your comment on my blog! I am currently doing hard weight training, doing it like the bodybuilders do. Which is approximately 3 sets of each muscle group, each set with 8-20 reps, lifting the heaviest amount of weight you can possibly lift for that many repetitions. For the heaviest possible weights, lift 8-12 reps/times, for the lightest possible weights, lift up to 20 times. If you can do it more than 20 times, then you are doing weights that are too light. If you cannot lift the weights more than 5 times, you are doing weights that are too heavy for you.
Approximately once a week I will do some light cardio or yoga. After my weight lifting workout, I will take 30g of whey protein. Hope this helps! Happy lifting!
JUN 07, 2012 02:47 PM
hey , its a 15 minute long contemporary peice, im a dancer
JUN 08, 2012 04:34 AM
I'm glad you've come to that decision! You don't need to be around someone that takes without giving back and makes you feel like shit.
I can't wait to see the set you'll be shooting, I'm sure it will be fantastic!
<3
JUN 08, 2012 10:41 AM
JUN 08, 2012 01:09 PM
Yep its Princess Mononoke. Thank you so much! 
JUN 08, 2012 07:47 PM
The mint chip is delicious but I can taste some coconut. I am going to try to chocolate next.
Thanks
He is a boxer and German shepard mix He is 14 weeks old now.
JUN 09, 2012 01:56 PM
