here in florida, we say happy 4th by driving our van through your front door.
fucking awesome....
fucking awesome....
i hate not having anything to say. i guess on one hand thats a good thing, nothing is wrong but on the other...things are boring.
blah blah blah....
blah blah blah....
im going to leave my shank at home tomro...im trying not to assult the STUPID brod at work....WTF...???! i feel like im talking to wall...actually i think id get more response from a wall....FOR FUCKING REALLLLL?!?! our job is kinda of important and you kind of cant be a dumb ass, soooooo....omg....GET IT TOGETHER YOU STUPID BITCH! common since is just not that common.....fuuuuuckkkkk....that is extremely annoying.
that is all.
that is all.
dropped that class...smh.
finally gonna get back to the gym!!! i hope...if it goes as planned. by the time the love of my life gets back in december, im going to be a freakin super model. aside from the looking good, im going to feel great! thats the part i look forward to most. im gonna feel less pain everyday, breath better, sleep better, be happier, have a healthier mental image of myself...maybe get some of the confidence i used to have back. all this and ill be stronger so i can beat bitches asses, which i can do now but when i can do it with out becoming winded or popping a hip out then ill feel truely legit...true story.
I FUCKING SAW PUSCIFER LAST NIGHT!!!
amamzingggah...!!! ive now gotten APC, TOOL, and Puscifer. the trifecta. i love love them. one box off the bucket list. what made it the very best was that i was sharing the experience with my brother, its our thing.
oi...it was awesome.
if you dont know who
CARINA ROUND is then you need to know. so go now! NOWWWWWAHH! life and death situation.
thats all for now...i just too like 5 naps typing this...ambian is calling me....snoooorrrrrrrrr zzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzz
finally gonna get back to the gym!!! i hope...if it goes as planned. by the time the love of my life gets back in december, im going to be a freakin super model. aside from the looking good, im going to feel great! thats the part i look forward to most. im gonna feel less pain everyday, breath better, sleep better, be happier, have a healthier mental image of myself...maybe get some of the confidence i used to have back. all this and ill be stronger so i can beat bitches asses, which i can do now but when i can do it with out becoming winded or popping a hip out then ill feel truely legit...true story.
I FUCKING SAW PUSCIFER LAST NIGHT!!!
amamzingggah...!!! ive now gotten APC, TOOL, and Puscifer. the trifecta. i love love them. one box off the bucket list. what made it the very best was that i was sharing the experience with my brother, its our thing.
oi...it was awesome.
if you dont know who
CARINA ROUND is then you need to know. so go now! NOWWWWWAHH! life and death situation.
thats all for now...i just too like 5 naps typing this...ambian is calling me....snoooorrrrrrrrr zzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzz
i FUCKING hate math.
it is ruining my life.
im stressing out over FUCKING NUMBERS!
because these FUCKING NUMBERS determine whether i FUCKING GRADUATE!
and...its not looking good.
i just sent the most pathetic, sad email to my professor explaining that it just isnt clicking please help, signed, "your freaking out student".
when i dont do well at something it stresses me out and makes me be mad at myself for not understanding it. i HATE not understanding things.
FUCK MATH.
...a little dramatic...i know.
it is ruining my life.
im stressing out over FUCKING NUMBERS!
because these FUCKING NUMBERS determine whether i FUCKING GRADUATE!
and...its not looking good.
i just sent the most pathetic, sad email to my professor explaining that it just isnt clicking please help, signed, "your freaking out student".
when i dont do well at something it stresses me out and makes me be mad at myself for not understanding it. i HATE not understanding things.
FUCK MATH.
...a little dramatic...i know.
my mind is restless. i know what i should be doing, things i need to do but my brain wont focus enough to allow these things to be done. i just want to continue to lay in a heap in my bed with no foreseeable change in status.
just back from a road trip.
good time.
wish myself would cooperate. would of been able to enjoy it a little more.
>=/
good time.
wish myself would cooperate. would of been able to enjoy it a little more.
>=/
hating someone, trying not to hate someone, takes up more energy than its worth and more than the person even deserves...its just so hard to stop.
it feels good to feel like youre not wasting your time.
it feels good to put in and get just as much out.
it feels good to have someone love you, even though they arent ready to tell you yet.
it feels good to feel the same.
it feels good to put in and get just as much out.
it feels good to have someone love you, even though they arent ready to tell you yet.
it feels good to feel the same.
