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rob made this, hilarious. no??
we found the pics on a search for jellyfish...
thats a jellyfish hes sucking..and thats ink that comes all over him at the end. note the drool in the last frame.
and the black eye. he takes it like a bitch.
the jellyfish looks like a penis.

DEFINITELY been forever since ive seen you folks!!!

all is going really well.
no long single..
dont know if ive updated since the relationship started...i completely basically died from SG!!! haha. alots been going on

ive moved. now i live in TN in a GORGEOUSS huge house with my bf...=)
im 30 weeks 5 days pregnant...
another thing i CANNOT believe.
this pregnancy has gone by so fast!!!!

i miss you all, and thanks for messaging me, im not dead! im still here!!! just keep trying!!!
you can always contact me on myspace...
myspace.com/faery135

im on there basically everyday...
but message me and tell me youre from the SG page...
so i know. my profile is private. youll haev to friend request me.
i think ill name my little girl madelyn.
what do you think???


anyway, good to talk to you all and sorry this update is short.

newer pics.

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so i am now twelve weeks and four days pregnant. lonely. all my friends basically SUCK. and theyve shown me that. this pregnancy has been an eyeopener, for sure. im gonna attatch a picture of my preggo belly to this k?? umm... despite this all, ive been trying ot keep my chin up you know. first trimester was very painful and i was sick alot. especially with migraines. id really like to punch people in the head who call migraines headaches. THEYRE THE OPPOSITE! headaches the blood vessels in your brain CONSTRICT, migraines they EXPAND...making your brain absolutely swollen and it hurts....it feels like you want to rip your skull off. *cringe* god i never want another one.i had them so bad....for days in a row....for the first trimester. had me just crying and laying there in pain for days in my dark room, never going anywhere.
anyway, now that im into my second trimester, i really feel alot bettter. morning sickness (should be called all day sickness) went away mostly, migraines are gone, headaches are only a little, boobs are only sore when touched, energys back...thank god.
and apparently my little one is very healthy. =D
youd be so proud of me. i stopped smoking FULL STOP (weed and ciggs) and drinking, ive cut out soda and caffeine, only drinking water, eating healthy, resting...trying to be a goodmommy and protect my babys health.=D
i am eating SO MUCH though. ive gained four pounds so far and am up toa whopping 102 lbs. hahah!! im trying to upload new pics of me but it doesnt seem as though its lettingme cuz its not under 100kb. how do i fix that?? sorry i havent been on SG lately, ive had so much shit going on. i promise to update this alot more often now,and i hope youve all not given up on checking my profile...<3333
anyway. im off. need some lunch!!
bye darlings.

quite even more has changed now...



im ten weeks pregnant tomorrow. bf turned out to be out of his fucking mind, and abusive, so were no longer together....
probably going to end up moving to shit state of TN.(kill me)
i dont know what to do anymore...

SO GUYS,


alot has changed since i was last on here.

not workin at chkd anymore. fired.

getting an apt, a car...

damn.
quitting smoking, and weed. trying anyway.

shit...
funny how fast you grow up when you have to.

i officially love all things rocky. the rocky horror picture show is so super fantastic! im listening to the time warp, just thought id let you all know thats the greatest dance in the world! (its the pelvic thrust, it really drives you insannnnne!)

hmm. what to report?? i felt like i needed a new blog. Today is my first day off since i started work. for a straight week. i slept till 4 pm. haha. i got home around 4 am.
im kind of a night owl, i stay up all night, sleep all day. its better that way. lately, i detest the sun. dont ask me why. and ive been living off of lipton green tea with either citrus or mixed berry. its so odd for me, normally i hate tea!
and im in love with the song by hellogoodbye "oh it is love"
i love my job, btw. i loev all the people i work with, i get all kindsa cool vintages clothes and jewelry!! i started a jewelry collection. i didnt even own jewelry before i worked at CHKD!!!

anyway guys, i dont have anything interesting to report. so ill let it end here.

XO

hello people. since my first blog was sort of just a "this is who i am" i suppose ill let you in on a little bit about my life . So its 12:32 pm and i just kinda woke up at about 12. yeah, im a lazy bum.. i think im getting sick. i sneezed my head off last night and now i have to blow my nose a shit ton. The Ball popped out of my lip ring, and now its driving me insane, i keep pushing the open part around with my tongue. i went to hot topic and bought a clear retainer for it, since i have just gotten myself a job at CHKD. yeah, its not the best job, but its okay.it pays. whatever.
alright, well the next show i want to go see is Killswitch Engage. i Hope i can come up with the money. Oh, and Saosin also, even though their support bands fucking SUCK(even tho technically since theyre not headlining, THEYRE the support band) . Oh, also Sevendust is coming soon. thats exciting. Theyre gonna fuckign tear that shit up at the norva, i promise you that.
Last show i went to was Lacuna coil. well in flames headlined, but i dont like them, so i call it the band i went to see. i Didnt get to meet cristina scabbia...i stood out in the cold for like, an hour or two freezing and i almost cried i was so dissapointed when we had to leave and i hadnt seen the beautiful ms scabbia. =( but you know, its okay...theyll be other times, and i met 3/6 of them. id say thats doing pretty well.

I miss my man. SO MUCH. hes on deployment right now, for two weeks. he comes back in 8 days(and counting) i cant wait to be in his arms again. he makesme feel like theres nothing wrong with the world. TIme stands still for me when we kiss. Hes perfect for me. i hate being away fromhim. hate it. Its really pathetic, honestly. i dont know what to do with myself when were not together, and hes the same way. were both just lost without eachother.

I miss my best friend too. Kelly. i feel like were growing apart. Shes been spending alot of time with this girl alex. Alex is a sweet girl,.but its like, EVERY SINGLE TIME i ask her to do something she has to bring her along. and that would be fine with me you know, an addition to the best friends, but its not like i feel like were including her. i feel like im being pushed out. And i hate that feeling. i trust and love kelly mroe than anyone on the faceo f the earth, but now shes not got time for me, shes always with alex, and when we all three hang out, alex has a pissy attitude towards me, and they have all these inside jokes and things i dont know about. and now , even tho i asked kelly to apply at my job so we could work together, she didnt bother, she applied where alex works and now theyre going to work together. OH JOY! MORE TIME!
=( I LOVE KELLY. and i have no problem with alex but wtf is this leave amanda out shit???
*sneeze*

god. i just went and got myself a pepsi and a pickle.

i have so much shit on my mind. Mike(bf) kelly(best friend)

im thinking mike might propose to me on christmas or something.... i love him so much but that just makes me raelly nervous. im not sure im ready to settle down for the rest of my life with someone when ive yet to livemuch of it yet. theres so much more to experience. and when i getmarried to him. the baby will be immediate. im sure of that. and when i have akid. my life is over. *sigh* i can only hope theres no accidents. but whatever, i dont believe in abortion so if something happens, it will be taken care of accordingly. the baby will be kept and healthy and beautiful and happy.

*shrug* sigh*

now imjust goin on and on about stupid shit. sorry

Anyway.... img onna go. ive rambled enough. i love you guys<3 xo


ps davey is the fucking sex.

i like meeting/talking to new people. alot. alot alot.=) i love everyone until they give me a reason not to. i cuss too much. i smoke too much. im a pothead. i love marijuana and everythings more beautiful when youre high.its just a constant happiness. im not a huge drinker but i enjoy a good game of beer pong. i suck at it, so i learned to bea good distraction. im a very sexual person. i love sex. plain and simple. im not gonna lie. few people can handle me in bed. i stand at a small 5'2'' 98 lbs. size six shoes. size 0 jeans. almost a b cup bra. im 98 tiny tiny lbs of doom! but im light, so i can be tossed around i am such a bitch when you get on my bad side, im too forgiving. im fascinated with the paranormal. im fascinated with the occult. im fascinated by anything pagan or wiccan.i love to party. i love to keep busy. i like reading alot. MUSIC IS MY THING. im a drama snob. into shakespeare.i love my friends. im too forgiving, i make up excuses for people when there really isnt an excuse. i hate having to wait. i hate people who dont do what they tell me they will do. im a taurus, im feirce baby! i have a terrible temper, and when provoked i told you....you dont want to find out what its going to be like to get on my bad side. i dont get along with my family. i love animals. i love life. basically. im terrified of death, car accidents...spiders snakes leeches maggots. drowning, burning alive. i think death anyway will pretty much blow. im bisexual buit im not really a relationshhip type gal with other gals. but i looooove the female body. its gorgeouss and i swear, i cannot stop touching, kissing and adoring it when im with another woman. im from virginia(east coast, va) i want to move to cali or ny. big city type of gal stuck ina not so big city... i love musicals. ESPECIALLY the rocky horror picture show=) chicago,moulin rouge...=) music+acting= my two favorite things. i should really be on broadway =) but erm, i dont know what else to say. send me a message, i love hearing from people! <3

xo