Just watched Troll Hunter, great film. So, sitting here now with a bottle of Jim Beam and Glen Campbell playing, Ghost on a Canvas, really is a great album. The sound of a man looking back on his life.
So, been a while since I've blogged. Kind of decided to stay away as it's not really worth it anymore. But for some reason I felt compelled tonight. My little niece who was born 7 weeks ago was taken into hospital recently for bronchitis, scared me senseless. I live in Liverpool but I'm originally from Dublin. I came to Uni here and stayed and my whole family is still in Ireland. So, I've haven't met my little niece yet and I wasn't there when she went into hospital. I've been waiting on texts and phone calls. All I can say is thank God for modern technology, because of Skype I got to see her and my sister together in the hospital a couple of days back and she looks in fine form. They came out of the hospital on Friday and it seems the worst has passed
Other than that, I sleep, pretty much non-stop. Not sure if it's my depression or an effect on my diabetes but I tend to fall asleep at my desk at work! Granted, I'm an accountant and it's far from interesting but still!
I'm also in a confusion. Don't know how to explain it without sounding like a complete bastard! I've been in contact on FB with someone in America and she has become a really good friend to me. We both share a love for American Football, and as it's hard to get info over here she helps me out. Over the past 2 years we have become great friends and she's actually planning to come to London this year to see the NFL game because I'll be there. The thing is, I don't have a great amount of friends, I'm not a social butterfly as I've heard people call it! I have a great girlfriend, yeah, we have our issues, but 15 years together says alot, and I've always considered her my best friend. But I miss not having this other friend in my life. Just to put things straight, I'm not talking leaving my gf of stuff like that, I mean friendship wise. I wish I was living next to this person. I feel my life would improve 100% if she was in my life. But that makes me feel guilty because I know my gf would hate it.
I just hate the fact that I actually found someone I want to spend all my time with and they're an ocean away. And before anyone points out that I should want to spend all my time with my gf, I do. But she doesn't want to spend all her time with me.
Who knows! Maybe I'll get lucky and get hit by a bus tomorrow! Hopefully not though, want to watch Red State again tomorrow
So, been a while since I've blogged. Kind of decided to stay away as it's not really worth it anymore. But for some reason I felt compelled tonight. My little niece who was born 7 weeks ago was taken into hospital recently for bronchitis, scared me senseless. I live in Liverpool but I'm originally from Dublin. I came to Uni here and stayed and my whole family is still in Ireland. So, I've haven't met my little niece yet and I wasn't there when she went into hospital. I've been waiting on texts and phone calls. All I can say is thank God for modern technology, because of Skype I got to see her and my sister together in the hospital a couple of days back and she looks in fine form. They came out of the hospital on Friday and it seems the worst has passed
Other than that, I sleep, pretty much non-stop. Not sure if it's my depression or an effect on my diabetes but I tend to fall asleep at my desk at work! Granted, I'm an accountant and it's far from interesting but still!
I'm also in a confusion. Don't know how to explain it without sounding like a complete bastard! I've been in contact on FB with someone in America and she has become a really good friend to me. We both share a love for American Football, and as it's hard to get info over here she helps me out. Over the past 2 years we have become great friends and she's actually planning to come to London this year to see the NFL game because I'll be there. The thing is, I don't have a great amount of friends, I'm not a social butterfly as I've heard people call it! I have a great girlfriend, yeah, we have our issues, but 15 years together says alot, and I've always considered her my best friend. But I miss not having this other friend in my life. Just to put things straight, I'm not talking leaving my gf of stuff like that, I mean friendship wise. I wish I was living next to this person. I feel my life would improve 100% if she was in my life. But that makes me feel guilty because I know my gf would hate it.
I just hate the fact that I actually found someone I want to spend all my time with and they're an ocean away. And before anyone points out that I should want to spend all my time with my gf, I do. But she doesn't want to spend all her time with me.
Who knows! Maybe I'll get lucky and get hit by a bus tomorrow! Hopefully not though, want to watch Red State again tomorrow
