I'm Back!! I know i wasn't around much before my account deactivated but i'm excited none the less.

Work has been crazy lately, and it might lead to me relocating to Arizona. This makes me extremly nervous, excited, and stressed.. change is good, but i wonder if i can handle it.

This "Haunted House" is in LA this year.. and to be honest, i almost want to go. Though im not sure i have the balls..

http://jadedviewer.blogspot.com/2011/10/blackout-haunted-house-review-nyc.html

thoughts?


Also, i want to go the NYC and the east coast for halloween someday! There are about 10 haunted houses/ interactive theater events i would love to attend. Suck on that ammusment park horror nights..

I LOVE HALLOWEEN!!

FUCK TONIGHT! I seriously have the worst luck ever!

I'm ready to scream. work has me stressed to the max... i need a drink and a legit night out... now if only i could find the time to make that happen..

This was a shitty fucking week.

Hopefully tonight cheers me up so i can celebrate my bday with a smile.

I GOT THAT PROMOTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

soooo.. my account expires tomorrow. i'll be back when i can afford it.

Tonight though.. im gonna chat till they kick me off. See ya there!!

So it's the beginning of the year... And I have never really been a resolution maker. I hate thinking of it that way... I try to look at it as things I don't want to do again this year, or things I want to improve on.

That being said I guess I have a few things this year I want to change:

*Attitude: Mainly how negative I can be about things. If I put so much energy to be mad about something, couldn't I put that same amount into not letting things get to me, or finding the Brightside? Everyone wants to be happy, so in general why do people (mostly me) spend so much time allowing ourselves to be miserable?

*Work: Working on getting that promotion... I need more hours, more money, and more responsibility. I am a smart, capable woman... I know people at work see that... so it's time to step up my game, so no one can dispute it.

*Friends: Spend more time with the people I call my friends. Really I just need people in my life who cheer me up and keep my positive, I know love me and have my best interest at heart. I guess also stop worrying about the people who don't... itt's the choice they've made, why should I feel bad about it.

*Love: Really focus on communicating... I am so tired of doing things that aren't appreciated, for having to tolerate bad moods, and for having to bite my tongue.

*Weight/ Self Esteem: Building my confidence. I want to feel and know I'm pretty. I want to be confident. I know my weight is a big factor and by trying to change small things I know it will make a big difference. I'm not going to diet, or starve myself, make unreasonable goals... maybe no goals at all. Just choose to eat better, exercise more... Just feel better in general.

*Financially: There is always room for improvement. Pay off bills, hopefully with that new promotion I'm gunning for I can do that, and still have a little extra for some other things.

Most of all have more fun, enjoy life, and make this year better then the last...

hey everyone!!! soooo.. my phone crapped out on me, and i lost all of my contacts.. please please please text me or message me with your number! thank you! <3 <3 <3 <3

So normally October is my fav month of the year, im always super excited for halloween and all the horror movies on every chanel. This year though the month hasnt been going exactly as i had hoped. I dont get to celebrate as i would like to and i have just generaly been down.. hopefully this turns around for me before the month is up, so i can try to enjoy my fav time of the year. I think another disneyland trip is in need...

BTW i love that new show american horror story...