Contrary to what Kaite the SG says, Head Automatica is NOT the best band ever, but they are pretty darn good. I only liked the first four songs when I bought it yesterday, but listening today, I like them all. Funny how first impressions don't always work. Maybe that works with people too? I dunno. Give people and music a second chance, you never know if you'll like it more the second time or not.

Wooohooooo! I finally found the nerve today to ask the girl at the convenience store for her..........email. Eh. To a girl, is that the same as asking her for her phone number? I dunno. Like, will she get the same impression from me as if I asked for her number? She gave it to me and said that no one has ever asked her for it before. Not sure if that's good or not. BUT, at least she gave it to me! Woooooohaaaa!!
And as of Friday I'm eleven pounds lighter thanks to my diet of mass destruction. Now I'm 21 days in and I'll wait another week to weigh myself again. New cd's......um...bought, lessee..........Collide, which is kinda ethereal background music more than anything, and I bought the new Nightwish cd, which is a bit too grandiose with all the orchestra sounding songs. A little too theatric. I had a dream last night Angel, yknow, the vampire with a soul who got cancelled, was about to suck my blood, but he was evil, ala Angelus, but then this girl ran in to save me and he took her instead. Why did I have this dream? Huh. Oh, and sorry about that stupid new profile picture. I was just happy to be driving. It happens. Latah!

I am 15 days into my super diet, and I haven't weighed myself yet. I'm afraid to. I think I'll do better waiting another two weeks, that way I will have lost a significant enough amount to feel good enough to continue. I'm tired.

I had a dream that my cousin was being ripped apart by a polar bear in the woods behind my old house, while I was trapped in a tree by another polar bear, while my uncle just stood there watching. Why weren't the bears trying to kill him? What does this dream mean? Then last night I had a dream I was in the woods walking and talking to Robert Smith of The Cure. He was really nice and a bit shy. Dreams dreams dreams. Someone should invent a dream recorder so we can rewind and watch em when we wake up. I'm getting the patent tomorrow!

Not much to talk about today, so here are some pictures from my excursion to Media
Play today.......

Bought the new Faint album today, and loved it. I think it's more rockable than the Danse Macabre, but that's just me. Um...this dude I was checking in at work today said to me "I haven't been here in a long time, and you've got a hair cut and gained weight and blah blah...." I was pissed by that. I didn't need to hear his opinion did I? Why don't people think before speaking? Damnit. Eh. I'm waiting to hear from the doc on whatever he found from the sonogram, but I'm hoping he found nothing but happy nuts. Oh, and here's a pic of a pic hanging in my bathroom......

It's Angelina Jolie sitting on a toilet.
Well, take care people. Tell me something interesting about you while you're here. Um......something about me......I once stuck a caterpillar in the barrel of my airgun and shot it pointblank at my uncle's chest, ruining his clean white shirt. I was a kid. Don't hate me.
p.s. more Johnny Whatshisnuts.

Okay, so I have a kinda new friend that I met by the person I went to Iowa with, and her place to live when she moves back here to Savannah fell through at the last minute. So, being the gracious and most awesome person I am, I asked Chris, the person I live with, to let her stay here. And he said sure. So I told her, and she's all happy and shit. And that makes me happy.
I was talking to a friend a little while ago, and she said something and I said something and I came up with a kickass new character to do a comic on. And I would like to share him with you people. Bare witness to the gothy angst ridden hate filled tomfoolery of.....JOHNNY WHATSHISNUTS!!!!!

See, he's all angry and dark because the world wasn't fair to him, what with his giant nuts and all. Uh.....yeah. So, is he a cartoon waiting to happen or what?
Update.....
So I go to the doc tomorrow. Everyone, that is the two or three peeps who read this, gimme strength.
I didn't want to think about it today, so I just cleaned the bathroom, cleaned the kitchen, and made banananut muffins. Way to forget things huh? Yeah, muffins. Here I am with em....

and here I am at the piano that I don't
know how to play, also trying to look sincere, which I don't know how to do..

Enjoy the rest of your day....

Okay, so there is a phone cam pic of my hair starting to grow back after demolishing it with clippers. Hmm........I go to the doctor on Wednesday to find out what may be wrong with certain parts of my anatomy. Keep your evil little fingers crossed for me. Also, I've made so far about 370 bucks selling my cds on Ebay. Wooopeeee! I'm going to stop at 400 and get a suuweeeeet new soundsystem for my car so I can rock as hard as I wanna. Maybe tint my windows too. Oh, of course I'm making copies of all the cds. I'm not stupid. I love music. I would build a cd player into my chest and a volume button into my neck if I could. Anyway, I'm off to draw. Helps me relax.

I can't get this stupid ass camera phone to upload pictures to the site. SG sent me a text message saying it wasn't able to send the file to my journal. What the hell? I'm pissed.
So I tried to get drunk last night and I couldn't. I had a slight headache all night and I just wasn't feeling it. Eh. I finally was able to rid myself of the headache around noon today. I went to Best Buy and bought a case to carry the phone in, and the latest Vast cd. And a ton of food. Yum.
So I had a bit of an argument with my mother today because she wants to go with me to the doctor Monday, and I told her it's something I want to do on my own. I just don't want anyone there with me when I get the news. I'm old enough to deal with whatever it is on myself. I can't explain it anymore than that. My problem, lemme alone.
Anyway, everybody have a good day, week, whatever.

A friend I made in Iowa called me today. I feel for her sometimes, because she gets sad a lot and is kind of a depressive person, but I don't know what to do to help her. BUT, rin had a very insightful journal entry I read before writing this, and maybe I shouldn't try and help or fix people. We all have problems right? Maybe instead of trying to do something about her problems, just be there for her when she calls. Talk to her about whatever she wants to talk about, give advice IF she asks for it, yadda yadda.
Sometimes not trying to help helps more than trying to. Did that make any sense? I dunno. Anyway, I just made an appointment with a doctor to get my back and some male problems checked out. I'm worried about the results, but I guess Monday morning at
eight I will find out what's wrong. Cross your fingers for me and hope for the best. Later.