This is how we can fight Hitler I can say in my blog they push me to flipping a coin as many times as I did to be fair they would ask him to do it to keep up with me. They won't if I ask them to do it them selfs they would just kill me.

To update my blog it looks like I was wrong about Oklahoma making it to the finals in the NBA

Hears some more fils because their always fair. If somebody wanted to kill me they would have to be a person the was close to one of the people that may have got hurt by me. That's why I quoted the movie Harsh Times!

I felt I had to flip a coin to decide if I live or die because I stach a beer in the bushes it's possible that someone had took a piss before I did that that's the only thing that I could think of is wrong. After that a young guy tried to rape a girl close to my house he lived in the building close to me. I said I could only do it once if I lose I die I called heads it was tails. Then I thought of another rule call it in the air I got that from twitter time line talk. When I did that I won twice. I don't want to kill myself but if I feel like I cause the girl around the block to feel like they could get raped because of what I did that would look week. I played the odds & won flipping a coin then saying if I lose I die. I'm going to die sooner or later so I'm still true to what I said. I just hope that the girl that almost got raped feels better about the situation knowing I put my life on the line for something that happen bc they can read my thoughts. So that part is not fair. I said the next time I do it I would say I'm only going to do it once its only fair. This is my 12th so at this point I can cheat. Hears the hard part I need those two guys to think that I'm good enough to represent my hood. Or if they both turn on me then their so powerful they can take out a hole gang if they want to. If their on my side together we can say we're fighting Hitler. I can only hope that made up for this mistake I'm blogging about. Life is not fair if that girl wanted me to kill myself I'm sure I'll get the message some how. Her almost getting rape is not as bad as what happen to that little girl I blogged about then said I not going to do it because I have a freebie from the time I did it for water. Because I knew something that I do will cause bad things to happen. I can say to this point I been true to everything that I blog about. I did it so that girl would not hold what happen against me. Still if I win all these coin tosses that other little girl still got raped other people died I feel because of me. That don't seem fair. I lost a few coin tosses I been so close to death for this past year it's not even funny. At this point I can say I play by rules talking before flipping a coin to live or die. If I kept losing I would have done it, by it I mean suicide. I hope that the city I live in is good with the fact that one day I will die. I said I can only do it ones time it's the only way it's fair. I got that from 2-Face in the movie there was no second chances. But life is not a movie. 2-Face only used it on himself once. I wanted to be fair but I lost so I played the odds. I pushed myself to the limit. I feel I made up for the mistakes I made. It is like I have to say by people knowing my thoughts is not fair it's a dirty game I try to do the best in it I can. There's no way to be perfect. I have to try because if bad things happen that seems like it's my fault then I will do the coin toss thing again. For now its safe to say I did it 12 times. And me living as a result of a coin toss because other people died is not fair to their family's. I'm true to my own words. I know I switched it up by saying one thing then doing another but I did it to survive. I'm guess they have technology that control the out come of coin tosses. Their really was no way to make it fair I tried my best even after winning some tosses I would feel bed that little girls & one boy I can think of getting hurt I hope what I did can help make it right but I will always think that rape is not fair. But hard as I can try or them its impossible to control every single person.

This blog is about my hats. I feel that those two guys wanted me to wear a SF hat to because the times I flipped a coin to live or die. Was my initiation into the hood. With that said they wanted me to make who wears a P hat to represent his hood. It's part of the code. Those two guys want to be friends but its hard if they are put in a position to have one group of people fight another. That's why they follow the code. If we are 99% Palestinian then that means the 1% would have to put up a good fight. That's where they would say I'm 1 I have soldiers that have connection to nukes if you kill us then they will just hit the button & end the hole world. That's how powerful hat are. Which brings me to my hood. I was told by my brother that SF didn't hang out with other gang members like other gangs did. The only gang they where friend with is Venice. So it like it was them vs all the other hoods. Lived in Panorama City before Sylmar my cousin Frank made some friends from BST so I figure they where my friends too. I know other gangs are crazy but if SF gets along with very little hoods then its like their the 1%. Which just reminds me of what I heard on T.V. We can only survive as one.

This blog is to note that Stephen Colbert & Marsalis Wiley will also flip a coin for their life if I die as a result of me doing it. Also a baseball player I seem on T.V I forget his name but I could tell he would I got a hint that that's what he would do I just can't rember his name. Also to be fair I would say that my friend Ty will feel like he has to as well. It's because Tupac said his name in a rap song. He seems like he know these things I'm blogging about I'm just not sure if he will. I can say that he's my friend & that's the rules to the game we play he is in a gang so I'm guessing that it will all work out at the end. This blog is to keep track of the people that I know will flip a coin to live or die. Zack Randolph acted like he would but his old he don't need to if I could can save lives and be fair that's what I try to do.

This blog is about my favorite movie & music quotes. My daughter was a flower. That's from the movie Harsh Times. Murder one and some lokes bang bang and I briefly spoke. That's from the rapper Knocturnal. To me it means if you murder someone there will be retaliation. Tupac says blessed to still be breathing. I like that one too.

This blog is about my top 8 friends. I think Lass looks like my exgirlfriend that could mean they both have DNA that makes them descendants of the Lucerzia Borgia. Or not I just say that because I think it cool to be Enzio from Assassin Creed so I pretend people I know are also Charters from the game they play along. My friend William I think may be a dissenting of Altair Ibn La'Ahad. By the way it's clear my friend William played the game of life different way the smart way you can say sense if I died as a result of a coin toss then he won't feel Ike he has to do it also. So that's cool I could have friends I won't push to extreme measures.

Brings me to my those two guys I talk about have the power to decide who lives & dies they got that power but they give it to other people to use it. That's where my job comes into play. I took advice from coworkers. I even posted a note I found in the hopper room I worked in. Movies is also a part of the what life means to them. And leaves the question if they are the top two who is the third. That's where I would quote the History channel. Conspiracy theories that could be real such as Adolph Hitler could've fake he's death. Escape capture in move to Argentina. So to keep up they would tell the rest of the world to keep up. In order to do so I said this my there is so much in my head it hard to write it down. That's why I WANT to blog about the hole Alphabet

This blog is a out hats why I where them and what they mean to me. I have a pin I wear it was my brothers he got it from little league baseball. I thought of it as a game of life. I would say to myself lose them in water. That's why I swept class room thinking in my mind. If I finish by a certain time. To be fair I thought if I lose then they would kill people close to me. For an example the houses that I drive by. Or who ever is close to me. I did it in the first place thinking it was for the good of the students at that school because if they kill someone far away in another country it would help the world from over populating. I did this more then once. It lead me to a point where I put a pair of black & yellow gloves. On a cart thinking this means I'm going to fight somebody. Instead it resulted on a random person doing a hit & run. That's bad karma also thought me a lesson. I would think of something I heard a criminal say. "I was watching the son I thought he might try to e a hero. I'm not hear to fight I have a gun I'm going to shoot him if be gets out of line." In my m d that's how those two guys are. Brings me to my hat. I felt if I was so important then they been watching me since I was a kid. Possible killed my dad with those lasers they have contorl of. One rule I knew from the brginning of the time I started talking to them was. What I hear from music is what life means to them. I like 2 PAC there's a part where he says let them other busters cry at you tried for it. It seem like he was talking about my friend Ty. A important part was what Bone Thugs & Harmony said dead red rum means spells murder back wards. That where I would get lose when it came to driving or running. It's way too much to remember. All. Knew was before I started time line talking with them I had bought a Blue Jays hat with the 'J' to me that ment people would think I'm from the gang The Jokers. It was a risk wearing it but I never got jumped into the gang so I didn't feel like I had enemies that would shoot me. Then I would time line talk with them on twitter I would say thing that mad it seem like I was trying to be brave. After that some random act of violance would happen such as those suicide bombers or people killing to spite me. I talked about it. Point being suicide is wrong not what God wants but if I fuck up then they will make me flip a coin to see if I live or die. It's a way to control the crime rate in the city I live in. They want to control the hole world that way. That's why I won't put 3 red thing that are the same on my right then it leaves an opening for a random person to do something bad then I feel like its my fault. I could only hope that my story will encourage someone to be on my side and they would take a loss somewhere down the road because its only fair after all the bad things that happen.