People like to test me see how down I am. The first look in the eye is the one that counts. After that I usually ignore them. Guys & girls like to instagate that's why I got off Facebook & Twitter. So many people talking smack almost push me over the edge to hurting someone. That & I pertty much insulted anyone who was close to me! Its a trip because at the end of the day I didn't have to bump into nobody. Or insult them once I started it was hard to stop. Funny how friends turn me against others friends. Still not sure exactly how it happen. I just hope they feel guilty if I do something stupid because the way I am i'll set it off on the blink of an eye. Wonder if it makes my peepz feel better to do stuff like that, that will most likely end up with me being dead or in jail. Still its better then being alone this isolation is killing me.