So... another yound friend has been married off, was a nice wedding and the same old questions came to my mind... when will it be my turn to be up there?

Between that and the job offer to return to an old employeer, doing something that I can do but dont want to at a pay level that makes me wonder if it would be worth the risk.

things to ponder

All I can say is K. West is a freaking Douche!

Well in 5 days it will be 1 year after my coz took his life..

I'm not sure how I feel about it...

Kind of still empty inside...

Well here I have been at my job for over a year, I turned in my review paperwork one week before it was due which was in MARCH. I have YET to get it back... what the fuck!

I have been waiting for the results since March... there is no reason for this. now yes I am expecting a raise and yes they will give me the backpay but shit... I would like to be able to enjoy my summer. I was banking on having all this done by now so that I could make vacation plans.

I should be happy, from what I hear even thou I am 2 months late... that is considered quick. typically these idiots take 6 months to turn a review...

twits

Well I have married off another family member that is younger then me. I tried not to get todepressed over the fact that I am still single but that was made even harder when the photographer was taking pictures of all the couples and I got mine taken with my drink... how sad.

anyway... it is memorial day weekend and I am bored and alone. not sure why I have such a hard time meeting people. I can be a frendly guy, just take some getting use to.

Well... I learned something this weekend... that I was a real twit to a freind of mine growing up. An old friend from high school passed thru and we had dinner... actually she had dinner cause I already ate.
Anyway we got chatting about history and I discovered that I was a real asshole to her back then. Basically, hile out at her prom I gave my number to someone else...here I was out on a date with someone and I was looking elseware... was an ass...I dont even remember who that other person was.

Here I thought I was a great freind... no where close

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!

I have a new favorite set...

Sweetie's new set "mademoiselle" is freaking hot...

my favorrite pic's



Now normally I do not gush like this but this set is increadble... the way it was set up, the look, the feel of it... I am in aww

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Well here we are.... 2009.

I officially have not left the place since 2008... being sick make that an easy thing to do.

yes that is right I am wasted, so far, all of 2009 on my couch trying to breathe.

not the way I really wanted to start the year but what can you do.

here is to a better year