so after a 3 year hiatus, i reactivated this. lets see how this goes haha...so much has changed. i'll update another night thought =)

holy shit ok, so i havent updated in like 3 months almost.
its been a crazy fucking summer...lots of partying and whatnot...went to camp bisco which was amazingggg ♥
dieselboy was sooo fucking good! and the crazy events just made it that much better..
working like a psycho as usual but thats nothing new
i mean other than excessive drinking and partying, not too much new is going on, nothing new in the love life. just kinda doing whatever right now and hanging out with friends *shrugs* whatev.

ohohoh and i have bangs now =) a little long at the moment, but theyre cuteee =D love em

idk ill update with pictures and such next post i guesss

ok so i have pics and video from the comp =X

here we go...


me and mama dukesss


lol she hates pictures..


me, gina, and maria before we had to sing


again...i need to like...not laugh while pics are being taken? lol


after the awards presentation =)


me and maria at her house before the competition


and againnn


longways! =)

****i did another edit and added more pics =)


heres the video link...

http://video.ak.facebook.com/cfs-ak-ash2/32805/466/398957609804_22698.mp4?h=2dfbc54f6aade8614110aa773b27e5c7&r=1850

****edit: i put a different link up bc i know not everyone has fb...so maybe this will work better...


a little strained on some of the higher notes...but whatever, my nerves make me do crazy things lol

g'nite sg world

i am gonna bitch slap this music lit final tomorrow
4 hours and 6 pages later...a fucking ridiculous essay on schubert, schoenberg, berlioz, and cage and their innovation in 19th and 20th century music.

i really should write the creator of adderall a letter of appreciation when i get my college degree.

it is 5 fucking 30 am and i am finally going to fucking sleep.


GOOD FUCKIN NIGHT.

i really fucking hate finals.

studying for music lit and writing an essay for the final tomorrow.
err...or at least trying to?
procrastination is like owning my life right now.
and i have to learn parto parto from la clemenza di tito in like a day for juries...not fun.
and go over "lied der braut" again and make sure its still memorized. fuck my life.

FUCK THISSSSS THIS SEMESTER NEEDS TO BE OVER NOWWWWWW


yeah idk. im just ranting. im gonna keep trying to write this thing. pz.

so i placed 2nd in the competition. rightfully so bc i didnt do as well as i could have on my 2nd song and gina did amazing on both of her pieces, and im still ok with placing 2nd bc i still placed and i still get money for school out of it. just had my party...and managed to get hit in the face with my laptop while trying to show someone something and now i have a swollen lip =( blah. going to bed now...but pics from the competition soon i promise <3 my friends mom even video taped me singing so if i can ill post that too...anywaysss just wanted to update quick...like i said...pics and hopefully video soon =)

2nd Session of my leg piece finisheddd =)




one more and im doneeeeee

ok i completely forgot about this pic but its my favorite because it pretty much sums my life up right now...lmao





perfect. ahaa

so i decided to put my life in pics up from the past month hahaha...some are from this past weekend, others are from my friends bdays at this club by us... here it goesss....


















pretty much my friend was hammered and was like "im just gonna say it...you have great tits!" which of course ended in me being motorboated

again

and again.

finally a semi-normal one haha







and this last one is a pic of the screensaver at work for my platinum award =)


so have fun with that...

wakka wakka bitches.

havent updated for a while but im home now with nothing to do so i decided to...

just got over being sick which blew tremendouslyyy
i have to sing a shit ton over the next 2 weeks...recital next thurs...competition next sat....graduation performance for chorus and vocal ensemble...etcetc

reallyyyy excited for the competition thoughh i got my gown and its blue and prettyyy <3 i just have to find a little short sleeved sweater or cover up or something to cover my back tattoo...bc i might get another snobby judge woh wohhh... so anyway... thats in forest hills...and i have to get my hair and makeup done and stuff like that...

also getting my tattoo finished next thursday nightttt =D so excited my leg piece will be all colorful now! huzzahhh. cant wait...i just hope i wont be really sore and i hope the ink doesnt bleed on my gown lol

so basically the last two nights i didnt go out? the first one was a total bust bc i went to my friends dad's 60th bday who im really close with but he was so hammered when we got there he was throwing up in the first hour we were there, and then my friend got so belligerant and dragged me out and wouldnt let me go home....so i left her at the bar. and i wake up with txt messages like "what happened i just remember running out of some kids house, annemarie picking me up on the street, and i woke up covered in blood" i was like uhhh couldnt tell you....

but the more recent me not showing up was bc i went out with my best friend for her birthday (she just had a baby so going out was unexpected) which was alright...i didnt feel so great so i didnt drink that much....but then of course everyone leaves except for me and i get stuck with my drunk crying best friend who went into her whole "i have a baby now and everythings so different"-breakdown. why am i always the responsible friend?? i get drunk and no one ever needs to take care of me! ridiculous. needless to say, next event i say im going out to, unless there is a dire emergency...ill be there.


anyway...just wanted to update real fast. write more later. pzzz