I wish I was in Philly tomorrow to see cruxshadows. But my friend Vickie is going to call so I can hear the show. Which is awesome. I wish I had the money to go. I miss my friends & the band. I haven't seen them since November. They are so nice.

I hope the new year is much better than this one. But I have made some pretty awesome friends this year. Which I am thankful for. Which cancels out for some assholes who tried to put a damper on me. Next year will be mucho awesome.

I had a pretty good holiday. Tommorrow off to go spend more time with the family. That's out of town.

The clutch went out in the car Sunday The first day I actually drove. What an omen. It took the tow truck an hour to get to get to were I was. Damn. To fix the clutch & flywheel it's over a thousand. But I only go to the Toyota dealership. Even to get the celica inspected. But I am not driving after this. I'm done. My mom let me cause we both share a car at the moment till I save up for one since I got my driver's license back

But crap. Then today I got my MasterCard bill over 400. I just do not get any luck whatsoever. I have applied to so many jobs. No one has called back.

But better news.... When I left today to get the rental. My pit bull DID NOT chew up anything in the house!! This is a first!!!! I am happy. For once, I did not have to clean up a mess.

I finished all the shopping today. yey!

I hope everything goes all right. All the rest of the population today, except for a few people. I went out to get my brother something. People ARE INSANE this time of year. I saw people pushing and shoving just to get a dvd!

Then went I went to checkout, I always help bag the items any time I shop. No matter where I go. I used to work at a grocery store, so I know what it is like in retail. I also worked in some clothing stores. It's not that much better. Probably worse. People were just snapping at the cashiers.

The cashier said thank you. I feel so bad for her.

I just got done making a bunch of cookies. I made a wish list on amazon. I hope Santa gets me a few things on there. I made it so my fam away could get me a few things on it. I didn't put anything to expensive on it except for the apple air which I am going to save up for. I am really liking the iPhone. I got my bill & it wasn't high at all.

Gosh I never bake cookies. I actually tasted a few. They are pretty damn good.

It is snowing. Fuck. I hate the snow. I hope to get to the dmv today so I can get my paper to get to my doctor so I can drive. And my v button on my keyboard on my laptop is stuck. Damn it.