Life financially is turning to shit, but there are more important things than money. My family. It's nice to finally be with someone who treats me right, and my children. I am hoping to find a car for $1200, the car I have now will be repossesed because I can not afford the loan payments. I have to worry about electricity and child support for Mikey. I am hoping John will pay his child support for Yvette. And yes I finally divorced him in 2006. I need medication to deal with my emotional problems from being with him. I just had a miscarriage, when I wasn't suppose to be pregnant in the first place, from the tubal surgery in 2002. So I have to go in for surgery again. When it rains it pours. I am just a survivor, I am hoping things will get better.