Well I spent the better part of the last twenty four hours thinking about that question, "Who Am I?" I still don't have an answer but perhaps I have a starting point. I may not be aware of who I am now, but I do remember who I was before. I was a strong, proud soldier in the Canadian Army, I was bold and confidant in myself. I was accountable to myself and to others, I made no excuses, and if I was unhappy or ashamed of my actions I did something to correct it rather than just moving past it.
That is not who I am now, but going back to that person isn't a bad place to start figuring out who I am now, he was a pretty good person and I miss how well he was regarded, and I miss the pride I had in myself and how proud it made my family.
Well I may no longer be a soldier, my plans to return to the military haven't changed, just delayed and living the way and acting the way I did back then is a good place to start finding who I am again. Maybe that is who I am and I just need to rediscover him.

(I don't normally talk about myself in the third person it won't happen again )