Yay...finally somebody gave me the biggest compliment i could ask for on the boards!!! http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Current+Events/14142/
I love this site!! IT's been so long sinse i got to debate intelligently or put my two cents in on an issue with people that this is truly good for my mind and soul. Plus the girls are really awesome too!
In other news...i have my fraternity's formal tonight...i'm sure i'll be getting drunk off my ass and stumbling around every...oh what fun! I wonder wht embarassing stories i'll be able to regail my friends with years from now. Oh well...time to get ready and thanks again to everybody on this site who makes it so addicting to log on here and look up different issues that peepz bring up.
I love this site!! IT's been so long sinse i got to debate intelligently or put my two cents in on an issue with people that this is truly good for my mind and soul. Plus the girls are really awesome too!
In other news...i have my fraternity's formal tonight...i'm sure i'll be getting drunk off my ass and stumbling around every...oh what fun! I wonder wht embarassing stories i'll be able to regail my friends with years from now. Oh well...time to get ready and thanks again to everybody on this site who makes it so addicting to log on here and look up different issues that peepz bring up.
So i'm feeling much gooder today. It's sunny out and i finally got some sleep. I need to start working hard core on a paper that i gotta do though. On the up side though i still got sleep lasst night. I'm also trying to quit smoking...again...so i wrote last pack on this pack of cigarettes i got and drew a picture of skull and crossbones on it. Who knows...maybe it'll work. Any tips out there?
ok...so i read somedbody's journal today and they said sinse it's spring time they felt compelled to write happy stuff....well i'm not happy right now.
So, i'm gonna do my first attempt at poetry in about 8 years. Pardon the amateurishness of this, but ii'm pretty much typing to air anyways....
Why did you kiss me?
If you weren't ready
A kiss isn't just a kiss to me
Maybe i'm old fashioned that way...
Why can't it work?
If you like me and i, you
A job is just a job to me
Maybe it wasn't meant to be that way...
Why did you lead me on?
If you didn't want to give that impression
Feelings aren't just feelings to me
Maybe lonliness isn't supposed to end that way...
Why did you play me?
If that's not what you wanted to do
Playing isn't very playfu to me
Maybe I shouldn't have hoped that way...
I guess i sorta knew the dangers of things going into it. But i hoped it could have worked out (it worked for my bro) or that she would have let it work out. I'm a nice guy, she's a nice girl, i like her and she likes me....so what's the problem? I'm not like the other jackasses she's dated. Why would she be willing to put up with them and see if they would work out, but not with me? What's wrong with me? Or, more pointedly, i guess, what's wrong with her? Fuck it!
I'm just so tired of being alone and soooooo tired of being so close, but so far away from something good happening relationship-wise.to me. I have plenty of friends but no-one to complete me or at least cuddle with and have fun. Maybe i'm putting too much stock in having a girlfriend...but people who've had relationships can afford the luxury of being able to say that. Every time i think i'm there it slips through my fingers,
Well on the bright side...South park is brilliantly funny, tactless and satirical as usual and i'm laughing my ass off at it. a good chuckle can do the spirits much methinx
peace out
So, i'm gonna do my first attempt at poetry in about 8 years. Pardon the amateurishness of this, but ii'm pretty much typing to air anyways....
Why did you kiss me?
If you weren't ready
A kiss isn't just a kiss to me
Maybe i'm old fashioned that way...
Why can't it work?
If you like me and i, you
A job is just a job to me
Maybe it wasn't meant to be that way...
Why did you lead me on?
If you didn't want to give that impression
Feelings aren't just feelings to me
Maybe lonliness isn't supposed to end that way...
Why did you play me?
If that's not what you wanted to do
Playing isn't very playfu to me
Maybe I shouldn't have hoped that way...
I guess i sorta knew the dangers of things going into it. But i hoped it could have worked out (it worked for my bro) or that she would have let it work out. I'm a nice guy, she's a nice girl, i like her and she likes me....so what's the problem? I'm not like the other jackasses she's dated. Why would she be willing to put up with them and see if they would work out, but not with me? What's wrong with me? Or, more pointedly, i guess, what's wrong with her? Fuck it!
I'm just so tired of being alone and soooooo tired of being so close, but so far away from something good happening relationship-wise.to me. I have plenty of friends but no-one to complete me or at least cuddle with and have fun. Maybe i'm putting too much stock in having a girlfriend...but people who've had relationships can afford the luxury of being able to say that. Every time i think i'm there it slips through my fingers,
Well on the bright side...South park is brilliantly funny, tactless and satirical as usual and i'm laughing my ass off at it. a good chuckle can do the spirits much methinx
peace out
so the academy awards are tonight...i hope roman polanski wins for best director and that he shows up and gets arrested for anally raping a 13 year old girl back in the 70's. see this story here fro more details
http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/doc_o_day.shtml
I have a friend over in the Gulf right now...it's the first time i've ever knownn anybody in real danger and i hope he's allright. All this war coverage is as hard to turn off as iit is to turn on for me. It's like a train wreck or something like that. I think we're justified in going there, but then again, i'm not fighting it so it's easy for me to say i support it. The world isn't a nice place anymore (perhaps it never really was, but 9/11 shattered any illusions i had of that.) Funny how you think you can't los anymore innocense in your life cause you've been so jaded over everything only to find out you ain't seen nothing yet.
I hear they just found a chemical weapons plant in Iraq...big surprise there! I guess it's some vindication though we shouldn't have to be there in the first place cause the UN sould have tried backing up its words once or twice over the past 12 years.
I'm pretty worried about things right now...am 22 years old, about to graduate and don't have a fucking clue what i want to do. Anybody else in that boat? I';m sure there's more than i would think.
Pardon the amateurishness of this...it's the first time i've ever tried to put thoughts about the world/myself into journal form.
http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/doc_o_day.shtml
I have a friend over in the Gulf right now...it's the first time i've ever knownn anybody in real danger and i hope he's allright. All this war coverage is as hard to turn off as iit is to turn on for me. It's like a train wreck or something like that. I think we're justified in going there, but then again, i'm not fighting it so it's easy for me to say i support it. The world isn't a nice place anymore (perhaps it never really was, but 9/11 shattered any illusions i had of that.) Funny how you think you can't los anymore innocense in your life cause you've been so jaded over everything only to find out you ain't seen nothing yet.
I hear they just found a chemical weapons plant in Iraq...big surprise there! I guess it's some vindication though we shouldn't have to be there in the first place cause the UN sould have tried backing up its words once or twice over the past 12 years.
I'm pretty worried about things right now...am 22 years old, about to graduate and don't have a fucking clue what i want to do. Anybody else in that boat? I';m sure there's more than i would think.
Pardon the amateurishness of this...it's the first time i've ever tried to put thoughts about the world/myself into journal form.
