I have only a few minutes before I have to run off to work.
I'm working nearly 70 hours this week
Life has been stressful but...good? Contradiction? Maybe.
Our wedding is only 1.5 months away! I haven't sent out my invites yet... See what I mean about stressful?
I was really worried about money but that is mellowing out now.
It's also very possible that Jay and I will be buying a house or condo by the end of the year. My siblings and I just put one of our properties up for sale and I'll use the money from that as a down payment. Our realtor thinks the property will sell within 2 months.
I wish houses weren't so ridiculously expensive where we live. Most likely we will end up in a condo and then buy another house in 2 or 3 years and rent out the condo.
Things ARE coming together - and I am just where I am supposed to be.
I'm not seeing my girlfriend much. Between my crazy work schedule and her finals its been really hard to find time together. BUT I will see her on Wednesday. In fact, Jay, Z and I will all be going to a Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers show.
Jay and I saw them in San Francisco the other day. The music was great but it was so fucking crowded. The show sold out and it was in a pretty small bar/venue. And we were sober. I swear we were the only sober ones.
Anyhow - I have more to say but no time.
Maybe you'll get another blog from me tonight.
How are you guys?
FYI I suck at commenting on peoples blogs and just back in general but I am here - lurking and reading and taking interest in ya'll. xo
I'm working nearly 70 hours this week
Life has been stressful but...good? Contradiction? Maybe.
Our wedding is only 1.5 months away! I haven't sent out my invites yet... See what I mean about stressful?
I was really worried about money but that is mellowing out now.
It's also very possible that Jay and I will be buying a house or condo by the end of the year. My siblings and I just put one of our properties up for sale and I'll use the money from that as a down payment. Our realtor thinks the property will sell within 2 months.
I wish houses weren't so ridiculously expensive where we live. Most likely we will end up in a condo and then buy another house in 2 or 3 years and rent out the condo.
Things ARE coming together - and I am just where I am supposed to be.
I'm not seeing my girlfriend much. Between my crazy work schedule and her finals its been really hard to find time together. BUT I will see her on Wednesday. In fact, Jay, Z and I will all be going to a Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers show.
Jay and I saw them in San Francisco the other day. The music was great but it was so fucking crowded. The show sold out and it was in a pretty small bar/venue. And we were sober. I swear we were the only sober ones.
Anyhow - I have more to say but no time.
Maybe you'll get another blog from me tonight.
How are you guys?
FYI I suck at commenting on peoples blogs and just back in general but I am here - lurking and reading and taking interest in ya'll. xo
A run down of things going on:
I've been eating paleo/primal for nearly 2 weeks. My acne is mostly gone. I have more energy. I've lost a few pounds, not much yet, but I lost an inch off my waist.
My homemade nom noms.
I've been eating paleo/primal for nearly 2 weeks. My acne is mostly gone. I have more energy. I've lost a few pounds, not much yet, but I lost an inch off my waist.
My homemade nom noms.
Jays and I had a nice day. We went on a drive to the beach and then out to Tomales Bay. We walked on the beach, skipped rocks and took a little hike. I got my shoes and socks all wet... but it's okay. Jay later bought me new running shoes 
Tomales Bay pictures:
Jay and I saw Mindless Self Indulgence last month:
I also took some sexy photos of myself... but technology is against me at the moment so those will have to wait.
Zara and I have been having great times together. I think she likes me 
I can't wait to see her in a few days.
I've also realized that I really like boyish women. I need more butch, tomboy, short haired women in my life.
I think that's all I got for now.
Life is pretty good.
I have a head ache.
I'm at work for 2 more hours.
I need to do laundry when I get home.
The girl friend may stay the night if she gets some stuff she needs done. Either way we will be going to brunch tomorrow with some fine people.
I want to eat ice cream for dinner and I just might!
I'm at work for 2 more hours.
I need to do laundry when I get home.
The girl friend may stay the night if she gets some stuff she needs done. Either way we will be going to brunch tomorrow with some fine people.
I want to eat ice cream for dinner and I just might!
The past two days I've been crying easily. Mostly at sad stories from the tv, internet or people I know of.
This happens to me sometimes. There's nothing I can really identify as being amiss or reasons for me to be extra emotional. I just am.
I've worked out the last few days and it's felt good. I'm going to keep at it. Feel free to ask me about my progress and check in on me - I could really use the motivation and accountability.
I got to see my girlfriend today. Her names Zara btw. I went and hung out with her at the college for a bit. She worked on some science homework (shes a total science geek - and I think its cute) and I started reading a comic called Fables. You should see the way Zara's eyes light up when she talks about microbial organisms. Then we went and had yummy crepes across the street. SO GOOD. Then we sat on some steps in the sun and chatted. It was nice. I guess shes told her family she's dating me. I think that's a good sign of how much she likes me. She hasn't told them that I'm engaged... but I guess she plans on it. They want me to come over for dinner sometime.
I have today and tomorrow off. It's nice.
Jay said he will try doing the C25K program with me tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it. I need me some running tights and eventually new running shoes.
And i'll wrap it up with my new obsession Andrea Gibson:
This happens to me sometimes. There's nothing I can really identify as being amiss or reasons for me to be extra emotional. I just am.
I've worked out the last few days and it's felt good. I'm going to keep at it. Feel free to ask me about my progress and check in on me - I could really use the motivation and accountability.
I got to see my girlfriend today. Her names Zara btw. I went and hung out with her at the college for a bit. She worked on some science homework (shes a total science geek - and I think its cute) and I started reading a comic called Fables. You should see the way Zara's eyes light up when she talks about microbial organisms.
Then we went and had yummy crepes across the street. SO GOOD. Then we sat on some steps in the sun and chatted. It was nice. I guess shes told her family she's dating me. I think that's a good sign of how much she likes me. She hasn't told them that I'm engaged... but I guess she plans on it. They want me to come over for dinner sometime. I have today and tomorrow off. It's nice.
Jay said he will try doing the C25K program with me tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it. I need me some running tights and eventually new running shoes.
And i'll wrap it up with my new obsession Andrea Gibson:
OK, I'm on some roll now - blogging 3 days in a row!
Mostly, the last blog was just too mushy and I don't want to think about it.
But I don't really have anything to say today. See why I don't blog 3 days in a row?
Well, Jays coming home today. It should help make me feel better.
I have a stuffy nose.
I ate oatmeal with a little milk, brown sugar, cinnamon, vanilla extract and a banana for breakfast. It was yum.
I was googling my dead father yesterday and my brother came up. I guess he was arrested on the 1st for being drunk in public.
It's no surprise really. I'm just waiting for something big to happen.
Well, that's all I got. I have to get ready for work.
Mostly, the last blog was just too mushy and I don't want to think about it.
But I don't really have anything to say today. See why I don't blog 3 days in a row?
Well, Jays coming home today. It should help make me feel better.
I have a stuffy nose.
I ate oatmeal with a little milk, brown sugar, cinnamon, vanilla extract and a banana for breakfast. It was yum.
I was googling my dead father yesterday and my brother came up. I guess he was arrested on the 1st for being drunk in public.
It's no surprise really. I'm just waiting for something big to happen.
Well, that's all I got. I have to get ready for work.
Things have been good.
I saw Alkaline Trio last night. It's amazing hearing everyone sing together. It was a show where everyone that was there really loved the band and knew all the songs.
It was so awesome.
I also got to see these fine people:
Me, omeganightmare, Joker_ and _Felix_
I've also spent some time with my girlfriend.
Thats her pretty face.
She will be hanging out with me and Joker_ tonight and hopefully _Felix_ will be able to join us.
Jay and I will also be going to a couple more shows this month. We will be seeing Sage Francis on St. pattys day and then Mindless Self Indulgence at the end of the month. It's going to be awesome.
I'm also stoked to hear that Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers will be playing up here in May.
Next month is the SG West Coast Camping Trip. I'm getting excited. I need to buy a new tent.
Yeah. Things have been good. I'm stressing over the wedding. I feel like I haven't had as much money as I was anticipating. But it will all work out... it will all work out...
One last photo cause I like it :
I guess thats it for now. How are you?
I saw Alkaline Trio last night. It's amazing hearing everyone sing together. It was a show where everyone that was there really loved the band and knew all the songs.
It was so awesome.
I also got to see these fine people:
Me, omeganightmare, Joker_ and _Felix_
I've also spent some time with my girlfriend.
Thats her pretty face.
She will be hanging out with me and Joker_ tonight and hopefully _Felix_ will be able to join us.
Jay and I will also be going to a couple more shows this month. We will be seeing Sage Francis on St. pattys day and then Mindless Self Indulgence at the end of the month. It's going to be awesome.
I'm also stoked to hear that Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers will be playing up here in May.
Next month is the SG West Coast Camping Trip. I'm getting excited. I need to buy a new tent.
Yeah. Things have been good. I'm stressing over the wedding. I feel like I haven't had as much money as I was anticipating. But it will all work out... it will all work out...
One last photo cause I like it :
I guess thats it for now. How are you?
The girlfriend is staying the night tonight
She inspires lots of house cleaning and clean sheets.
Tomorrow Jay comes home too which makes me happy. We will be hanging out with some friends in the evening. I may bake some cupcakes.
Life is good.
I'll make a real blog soon.
She inspires lots of house cleaning and clean sheets.
Tomorrow Jay comes home too which makes me happy. We will be hanging out with some friends in the evening. I may bake some cupcakes.
Life is good.
I'll make a real blog soon.
Can you believe that January is almost over with? Woah.
My 2012 is off to a great start.
I got to see K. Flay and Theophilus London play a show (although we didn't stick around long for Theophilus).
I've made a 3 trips into San Francisco to hang out with some amazing SG people.
I've been hanging out with friends more.
Jay and I had a lot of time together this month and it felt good.
Our apartment is pretty clean.
And i've been seeing the most awesome girl.
My 2012 is off to a great start.
I got to see K. Flay and Theophilus London play a show (although we didn't stick around long for Theophilus).
I've made a 3 trips into San Francisco to hang out with some amazing SG people.
I've been hanging out with friends more.
Jay and I had a lot of time together this month and it felt good.
Our apartment is pretty clean.
And i've been seeing the most awesome girl.
Sure - i'm still slacking in school and I haven't quite kept to my health plans but i'm happy and i'm feeling good about myself and my life. Isn't that what's really important?
The next months are looking good to:
February: Valentines day, going to SF to hang out with some people
March:St. patricks day -aka irish car bomb day, Mindless Self Indulgence concert
April: West Coast Camping Trip
May: Possibly bachelor/bachelorette shenanigans
June: I'm getting Married! and Jays has a birthday
July: I'm having a second wedding reception
August: I have 2 weeks vacation
September: Its my birthday bitches
Shits a happening.
Life is pretty good.
Last night I had date number 2 with new girl. We went out for sushi and then to a coffee shop. She is so intelligent and adorable. We have so much in common but also enough not in common that there's plenty to discover in each other.
And she has the softest lips.
I'm really enjoying this. We're actually going on dates and it leave me all smiley and anticipating the next time I get to see her. She not just jumping into my bed - and I'm very happy about it.
And then I still get to come home to an amazing man and a well established relationship and take out my sexual desires on him
In other news I just got home from the gym. I'm still shaky and know I will be so sore tomorrow. I went with a couple male friends and we worked out our chests, did a little bit of abs and some cardio. I am so weak. I can barley bench press more then the bar
I know it comes back pretty quickly but yikes.
Anyhow I have fun plans tonight and tomorrow too! I'm looking forward to all the shenanigans.
I need to find something nice to wear - tomorrow I may even wear a dress. They've been growing on me. I used to NEVER wear dresses. Now I think i'm starting to really enjoy them.
Maybe I will have pictures to post in the next blog. XO
Last night I had date number 2 with new girl. We went out for sushi and then to a coffee shop. She is so intelligent and adorable. We have so much in common but also enough not in common that there's plenty to discover in each other.
And she has the softest lips.
I'm really enjoying this. We're actually going on dates and it leave me all smiley and anticipating the next time I get to see her. She not just jumping into my bed - and I'm very happy about it.
And then I still get to come home to an amazing man and a well established relationship and take out my sexual desires on him
In other news I just got home from the gym. I'm still shaky and know I will be so sore tomorrow. I went with a couple male friends and we worked out our chests, did a little bit of abs and some cardio. I am so weak. I can barley bench press more then the bar
I know it comes back pretty quickly but yikes. Anyhow I have fun plans tonight and tomorrow too! I'm looking forward to all the shenanigans.
I need to find something nice to wear - tomorrow I may even wear a dress. They've been growing on me. I used to NEVER wear dresses. Now I think i'm starting to really enjoy them.
Maybe I will have pictures to post in the next blog. XO
