Im going to lose some weight dammit. Watch my video.
Yep. Now guess how much I weigh
Maybe the winner will get something! Now GUESS! Please
Yep. Now guess how much I weigh
Maybe the winner will get something! Now GUESS! Please
Well.. things have been good. I went to see Scotty 
It was awesome to see him and the wife and crew again. And I got to hear the song Scotty wrote for me performed in public for the first time that night and it melted my little heart. He's the best and I had been so outta touch and I now feel like I wasted all this time apart from him. Hes an amazing man.
Jaybo had to work Valentines day
but he got me the most prettiest flowers delivered to me at work
Which rocked cause I wasn't feeling well and was just having a pretty terrible day.
And when he came home the next day he had Moochi!! Nom nom nom!
I got so not so great news two days ago though... It looks like my brother Garrick, a marine got hospitalized... not for injuries.. leading one to believe for mental reasons. He hadn't actually contacted anyone but some other military personal called my sister actually looking for my brother and then we found that he had been sent back to the states from Iraq and is in Maryland. Its about time that he got help and that the military recognized this; still just kinda sucks tho.
Even worse two friends that i've had since middle school got into a car accident. My friend Dylan was drunk driving with our friend Ryne in the car and at 70 the hit another car killing one person and injuring the other. Dylan came out of it physically non-injured but Ryne had swelling in the brain and is still in a coma showing only movement in his toes.
Dylan will be going to jail for a few years undoubtedly and sadly deserving so.
I just hope Ryne pulls through... if anything so that Dylan doesn't have to live with the death of his friend on his conscience.
On a more positive note i am moving in with the boy. I'll probably spend the next two days moving some of my stuff in. it just made sense to move in considering im at his place as much as I am and his roomies agreed
So I will now officially have the bestest roomies ever.. Omeganightmare and Toez and hubby... that rocks.
Plus it'll save us some money...especially me. I don't mind paying rent for a place that I am actually staying in; it makes no sense to keep payin 700 bucks a month for a place that i'm almost never at.
It was awesome to see him and the wife and crew again. And I got to hear the song Scotty wrote for me performed in public for the first time that night and it melted my little heart. He's the best and I had been so outta touch and I now feel like I wasted all this time apart from him. Hes an amazing man.
Jaybo had to work Valentines day
but he got me the most prettiest flowers delivered to me at work Which rocked cause I wasn't feeling well and was just having a pretty terrible day.
And when he came home the next day he had Moochi!! Nom nom nom!
I got so not so great news two days ago though... It looks like my brother Garrick, a marine got hospitalized... not for injuries.. leading one to believe for mental reasons. He hadn't actually contacted anyone but some other military personal called my sister actually looking for my brother and then we found that he had been sent back to the states from Iraq and is in Maryland. Its about time that he got help and that the military recognized this; still just kinda sucks tho.
Even worse two friends that i've had since middle school got into a car accident. My friend Dylan was drunk driving with our friend Ryne in the car and at 70 the hit another car killing one person and injuring the other. Dylan came out of it physically non-injured but Ryne had swelling in the brain and is still in a coma showing only movement in his toes.
Dylan will be going to jail for a few years undoubtedly and sadly deserving so.
I just hope Ryne pulls through... if anything so that Dylan doesn't have to live with the death of his friend on his conscience.
On a more positive note i am moving in with the boy. I'll probably spend the next two days moving some of my stuff in. it just made sense to move in considering im at his place as much as I am and his roomies agreed
So I will now officially have the bestest roomies ever.. Omeganightmare and Toez and hubby... that rocks.
Plus it'll save us some money...especially me. I don't mind paying rent for a place that I am actually staying in; it makes no sense to keep payin 700 bucks a month for a place that i'm almost never at.
I have been so outta touch lately.
Nothing too exciting has happened minus that fact that I have started work, which is going very well.
And i have a rockin boyfriend who is so damn supportive and its fantastic.
I am really not used to being in such a healthy relationship.
I've realized and felt quite a few things lately about life; good things.
I hope things continue to go well for me; i've been very happy as of late.
I keep finding more reasons to continue breathing.
Nothing too exciting has happened minus that fact that I have started work, which is going very well.
And i have a rockin boyfriend who is so damn supportive and its fantastic.
I am really not used to being in such a healthy relationship.
I've realized and felt quite a few things lately about life; good things.
I hope things continue to go well for me; i've been very happy as of late.
I keep finding more reasons to continue breathing.
I start work next monday and 'im getting paid even more than what i thought how sweet!
Yay for me.
The boyfriend and i went out and had a yummy lunch and spent some good time together.Today was such a beautiful day out. I am very happy today.
Now were gunna play some rockband
how sweet!Yay for me.
The boyfriend and i went out and had a yummy lunch and spent some good time together.Today was such a beautiful day out. I am very happy today.
Now were gunna play some rockband
guh. So I just wrote a blog and my computer went gay and it all went bye bye. I swear ill write a good one soon. But basically things have been fantastic and ive had an awesome last two weeks. I got 4 new piercings and a new tattoo, got to see some people i havent seen in awhile and had some very inspiring convos, ive spent uninterrupted stress free time with Jay-bo and have just been spoiled rotten with feeling loved and it rocks me every time I see him.
Sadly I believe I will be starting work this week and i will have to go back to reality and again be a working individual but it was nice to have a beak; but even work will hopefully be a very positive and rewarding job that I can't really complain.
Soon ill put up some new pictures and what not.
The only recent sad thing in my life is Lyger0 deploying. Hes a fantastic dude and a great friend and i will miss not having as frequent of contact. ::sigh:: I love chuck <3
Oh and I got to talk to Mormons yesterday... it was fun.
Sadly I believe I will be starting work this week and i will have to go back to reality and again be a working individual but it was nice to have a beak; but even work will hopefully be a very positive and rewarding job that I can't really complain.
Soon ill put up some new pictures and what not.
The only recent sad thing in my life is Lyger0 deploying. Hes a fantastic dude and a great friend and i will miss not having as frequent of contact. ::sigh:: I love chuck <3
Oh and I got to talk to Mormons yesterday... it was fun.
SO jay came to see me friday and helped me finish packing
Saturday morning we packed up our cars and drove to Petaluma where i am now all moved in to my new house! And he was very sweet and bought me some pink roses to match my room.
Then we went into the craziness of the weekend before xmas last minute shopping; remind me NEVER to do that again. But I did get some things for my room and what not so I was pleased.
Then that night me and my roomies, Chaz, Yousef and Jeremy and Jermeys mom Maureen who is also my assistant manager all went out to this quaint wine bar. Very cute, I of course was the only one not drinking but I had a great time and man are they some hilarious kids.
Saturday Jay had to go back to work but me and the roomies went out to the mall (yes I should have known better...) and that sucked. But we had a good time being together in the madness and i was pretty lazy the rest of the day
But today I will be semi-productive. I still need to pick up a few things for xmas and i want to get my hair trimmed and maybe my nails done. I hope its a good day.
I will see my boy tomorrow and get to meet his family which makes me very excited. He rocks.
So how are you?
Saturday morning we packed up our cars and drove to Petaluma where i am now all moved in to my new house! And he was very sweet and bought me some pink roses to match my room.
Then we went into the craziness of the weekend before xmas last minute shopping; remind me NEVER to do that again. But I did get some things for my room and what not so I was pleased.
Then that night me and my roomies, Chaz, Yousef and Jeremy and Jermeys mom Maureen who is also my assistant manager all went out to this quaint wine bar. Very cute, I of course was the only one not drinking but I had a great time and man are they some hilarious kids.
Saturday Jay had to go back to work but me and the roomies went out to the mall (yes I should have known better...) and that sucked. But we had a good time being together in the madness and i was pretty lazy the rest of the day
But today I will be semi-productive. I still need to pick up a few things for xmas and i want to get my hair trimmed and maybe my nails done. I hope its a good day.
I will see my boy tomorrow and get to meet his family which makes me very excited. He rocks.
So how are you?
Where there is no keeping of time
Just a feeling of ecstasy that's taking over me
Excitement in the silence
Who will break this holiness
Who's the first to make a noise?
Just a feeling of ecstasy that's taking over me
Excitement in the silence
Who will break this holiness
Who's the first to make a noise?
I hate packing. Who wants to work a 10 hour day and then pack... egh. Not me.
I am very ready to move though.
I paid some moolah on my credit card and tomorrow I will be sending my uncle a check to pay off what i borrowed from him and I will FINALLY be paying a speeding ticket that I got when driving through texas last January...
I will be very glad to have a good handle on my debt. I will only have to pay 700 more on my credit card and then be debt free!
Tomorrow I will also be changing my phone into my name and be getting new auto insurance.
I will pack some more and start cleaning. I need to buy xmas cards too and do some holiday shopping.
Then, I will move to Petaluma on Saturday and get settled
And spend some more time with my Jaybo before he leaves for work Satuday night cause I then won't see him again until the 29th prolly.
BUT! I may try to go see Scotty whom is still in the hospital
Then at least by the 24th I will drive home to Merced , see my friend Jaime, go see Alex and the Perez family and spend Christmas with my sister and her family. THEN.. I will be going to SoCal to see Almost_retarded and Camshaft
I should have a very good next few weeks. Cause then on the 29th Jay gets home and doesn't have to go back to work till like... Jan 3rd or something And I am going to have an awesome New Years
Sounds good, right?! Hopefully all will go as planned!
Oh so I took this pretty picture via my camera phone:
I am very ready to move though.
I paid some moolah on my credit card and tomorrow I will be sending my uncle a check to pay off what i borrowed from him and I will FINALLY be paying a speeding ticket that I got when driving through texas last January...
I will be very glad to have a good handle on my debt. I will only have to pay 700 more on my credit card and then be debt free!
Tomorrow I will also be changing my phone into my name and be getting new auto insurance.
I will pack some more and start cleaning. I need to buy xmas cards too and do some holiday shopping.
Then, I will move to Petaluma on Saturday and get settled
And spend some more time with my Jaybo before he leaves for work Satuday night cause I then won't see him again until the 29th prolly.
BUT! I may try to go see Scotty whom is still in the hospital
Then at least by the 24th I will drive home to Merced , see my friend Jaime, go see Alex and the Perez family and spend Christmas with my sister and her family. THEN.. I will be going to SoCal to see Almost_retarded and Camshaft
I should have a very good next few weeks. Cause then on the 29th Jay gets home and doesn't have to go back to work till like... Jan 3rd or something
And I am going to have an awesome New Years Sounds good, right?! Hopefully all will go as planned!
Oh so I took this pretty picture via my camera phone:
Im very happy today. Tired now though. I have to be up QUITE early tomorrow too...egh and will be working all weekend.
But things are coming together. I will be moving on the 20th to Petaluma! Sweetness! And ill even have the money to do it, yay. And to buy some xmas gifts thank goodness.
Hopefully I will have the money to spend the weekend after xmas in Socal visiting Almost_retarded and Camshaft. That would make it a quite good xmas time since Jaybo will be working which is a bummer.
Eh i thought I was motivated enough to say more but I guess not really. I just have to get through 8 more days of this shit and then I will have a new beginning. Bout time..
Cant wait to see where things go.
But things are coming together. I will be moving on the 20th to Petaluma! Sweetness! And ill even have the money to do it, yay. And to buy some xmas gifts thank goodness.
Hopefully I will have the money to spend the weekend after xmas in Socal visiting Almost_retarded and Camshaft. That would make it a quite good xmas time since Jaybo will be working which is a bummer.
Eh i thought I was motivated enough to say more but I guess not really. I just have to get through 8 more days of this shit and then I will have a new beginning. Bout time..
Cant wait to see where things go.
