it's a little silly you know...
that every week is a completely different story.
nothing ever stays the same for me.

I mean...
I don't really mind.
it happens to everyone.

but a little stability would be nice for a change

I tend to get so completely lost in things,
I never think what I could be doing wrong
or if it's even what I want.



just find me already.

be with me.
stay with me.

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know



damien rice

I mean it when I say
I'm dying for you to feel me.
progress slowly
and waste your time watching the clouds go by.
I miss it.
every single part of it.
you only stop by for confrontation;
it was your favorite game,
and I'm left with nothing but a glimpse
to last my mind another solitary week.
I hope you know that I put my mind to good use.
that's not okay.
no more guessing,
no more wishing,
I can tell by the way
your words never leave the tip of your tongue.
it's absolutely mesmorizing.
you know I can't take my eyes off of you.



I say I'm a hurricane in training,
and all you say is you're not suprised.
she flies through the window,
just in time for his eyes to glow
with a feeling he's never felt before.
you've lived that story
so many times it makes you cry,
and I'm not suprised.
I've tasted everything
that she has tasted too,
and that window becomes tempting.
yes,
I have a way with words,
and it's a beautiful sight
to see you sink into them without
anyone to hold your hand,
& I've seen the way you love how it feels.
I know better.
I swear I do.

you look at me like you
want nothing better than to spend
the night next to me
with arms intertwined like you’d
never let me go.

I want to kiss you so bad that it hurts.

one cares too much,
one doesn’t even notice.
& I’m running myself into a wall
but it’s okay

I’ll be just fine.

scream it at me boy...
every feeling you want to be heard.
scream it loud,
like a lover should.

love me
with everything you’ve got…





because I have given
everything I have left inside of me.

what would I do without you?

why do I keep searching for something
that can never be found?



just sketch me out of your picture.
it’s better that way.

for all the pretty-eyed boys girls die to trust.

can you tell me please,
what’s the point of what you are telling me?
I guess I’m not understanding
like you had hoped I would.

I’m stumbling over my own feet.
I’m falling for something
that could never exist.

I’m a thousand over exaggerated sighs.
I’ll make it as difficult as I possible can,

because that’s just what I do.

I hope you know,
that I never wanted to say goodbye.

I couldn’t have waited
for a better time to tell you,
that I wish I never knew you
I could tear down all your walls,
and I still wouldn’t
have a fucking clue.
you never speak in sentences,
or words I can comprehend.
those noises make the matter worse,
in times that I couldn’t say goodbye.
you always held me
in your arms so perfectly.
a slut for the chase,
& you had me drinking
vodka off the walls.
this was all for you sweetheart.
I can take you down anytime.
take a stabbing try,
just to see what will make me happy,
what will make me squirm.
I dare you
I will laugh at what you will never find in me.
there’s not much to see,
because it’s never been there.
leave me to stray off onto
the side of the road.
I couldn’t be afraid of you,
or what you ever had to say to me.
maybe you’ll be forgiven one day.
until then…

you’ll never know
how much
I miss you

artists do it better

today was lovely.
everything is going so perfectly.
it’s a little difficult to handle.

today I talked to john about a lot of things.
he’s pretty much the most amazing person
I will ever have known.

I don’t know what I’d do without him

I’ve been thinking about so much lately,
and hearing so many different opinions.
I still don’t know what to do.

it was gorgeous out today,
I wanted to just get lost in it completely.



I’m dying for you to sweep
me off my feet.

just a small misconception

in this situation,
I’m the hunter.
I’m a tempest.
I’m jaded.

this was more than
an accident my dear.



you’re so beautiful.

I’m in love with the story…
or more so,
in love with the happy ending

I always cry at that part.

the weather was amazing today.
I love it when it’s cloudy out.