wow that was quick!

so I'm a hopeful hopeful!

I went over my emails this morning and got the approval to submit my first set!
I'm still pretty nervous about all of this ( will anyone like them, will I ever go pink, will anyone even see them?) but I'm pressing onward and putting my fears aside. I'm still playing around with a few ideas for the set, but decided to shoot it myself until I'm a bit more comfortable with the process; and decide its worth the expense...

I know its been done, but what do you guys think about a bath tub scene?

wish me luck!

I did it!
I submitted my application for SG!!!

I'm nervous about getting accepted but hopeful in the best way... I hope I hear back soon either way, just so I can know. If everything goes well, I should be planning my first shoot very soon.

Any ideas?

Outside of that, everything else is the same. I work, I sleep sometimes and I eat when I'm not working or sleeping.
I think my stomach will be in knots until I know about my application.

Wish me well!

hi everyone!

I'm so excited-- my birthday is in a few days ( I'm turning 22 again hahaha) and I'm getting ready to have a really good time. Maybe for once, I wont spend my birthday in an overcrowded, overpriced, smokey nightclub matching the pretentious wallpaper known as the South Beach nightlife. I think this year I'll spend it with people who care about me doing something I really like doing-- like maybe live jazz... or paintball... Or the strip club.

We shall soon see!

I'm back!

After a few months of moving, getting a new job that i loathe and a general sense of indecision, I've decided to renew my SG account and I couldnt be happier about it! Furthermore my contempt of my job is only furthering in my mind that I should push forward with being an SG and the happiness that (hopefully) would come along with doing something I enjoy as opposed to something I think I HAVE to do.

So with that being said I need to find a photographer, maybe a make up artist ( I've been doing make up for years but I think it'd be nice to take as much stress from myself in the situation as possible), a locale, outfits...

::sigh:: it sounds like a lot of work, but I plan on reaching out to neighboring SG's for advice and planning-- alot.

Wish me luck!

OK so my posts have gotten a little farther between since my internet hook up at home went M.I.A.
but I've committed to lugging my Mac to work everyday to keep up with my new friends

AND since I've come to the conclusion that I hate my job ( who doesn't, right?) i've decided to dedicate all of my free time to becoming a suicide girl... im actively looking for a photographer now to help me achieve my goals of pseudo-stardom and other venues..

any ideas, guys?

what else... oh yeah i died my hair...

i love girls.

i do.

i love everything about them. i love the way they smell, i love how soft their skin is. i love the way girls laugh; and the way their eyelashes flutter when they're truly excited. i love the flush of passion that takes over a girl's cheek and the way they lick their lips like they can almost taste the pleasure that awaits them... perfume and lipstick; floral shampoos and silky underthings.. its almost too much. i adore the sheer strength behind a woman's femininity and the quiet skill behind a woman's wiles... oh yes, i love it all.


oh p.s.--> i added a wishlist to my profile to help me get ready for my attempts at being an SG. who doesnt love presents?