i'm confused.

I woke up to a great facebook message today...my life is blown up in my face and i feel like an idiot. thanks Sonya.

heyo....guess i should post a pic of my new do....i dont know...I still have to get use to it i guess....i'm super tired today..I'm pretty sure the mid kid has the chicken pox and the littlest one is teething cause she's super cranky..just like mom...lol...my boyfriend is gone away to work again for awhile...gives me sometime to think about stuff...I know i havent been feeling great about things lately...and I'm not bitching...I'm just stating that I need my brain to settle...i'm confused....some things were said in a heated moment...I dont know how i feel about it now...I love him a lot.....I wanna make some new friends and get out of my house more..I'm feeling like a social reject and I"m really a lot of fun...so..if youre from Edmonton...look me up....anyways...pix time.....

My new lip piercing...the loop.

And my fixed tattoo..

AND OMG!!! NAKED MJ!!!....set goes up for review APRIL 26!!!!!!



Oh and give my gurl Fynx some loves...her new set is up for review...<3


ps...yes I'm bored and yes...I like your attention....

So I spent the last five days being so involved with Resident Evil 5 that I forgot the rest of the world..now today I buying CSI for Xbox...yay..i cant wait to try it out....anyways...it was a quiet day of cleaning and of course finishing off the game...I'm watchign some Naruto tonight with my boyfriend and snuggling up close..I love the way he smells....<3....anyways..have a gooder....eh b'ye....

I'm getting my hair cut today ...something short and messy...i dont care ...just as long as its done...this is where I'm getting it done...http://www.evelinecharles.com/loc_edm_southgate.php..i might take pics wehn i get home..i'm being so camera shy lately...i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me....???
Someone tell my ass to get naked and in front of a camera...I need encouragement and some sweet words...been feeling so down lately but i think I"m more in focus now and I know what I want...and its not the way things are right now.,..if i have to start over agian...i guess thats what I have to do.

so anyways......
my tattoo is doing better...better than this morning anyways...I'm waiting on sushi...my friend Marty is staying.....I'm looking to just relax tonight....if i see you in chat...say hello....

This is it!!!....My big day is finally here...I went to the shop and 1...was home by 2 and I love my teddy bear sooo much....I hope you guys like it too...here's a pic...

My big ink day is finally here tomorrow!!...I cant wait to get this done and finally see the finished product...of Blood is going with me and I'm really happy about that...he can take some sweet pics of me getting inked!!!....exciting shit!!!

Two days tioll ink!!!...YAY
and heres more naked pics of me...

I feel much better today.....trying to keep a big smile on my face and dammit...I need something good to eat...lol....THREE MORE DAYS...if only time could move faster I would be so happy....but oh well....its going to happen soon anyways....I woke up to a snow storm but thats okay...i can clean and do laundry ..I suppose...I kinda wanna play some GOW2......so I have to bug my boyfriend about that.....
if any of you are XBOX gamers.....add me....xx Stiix xx
see you all in chat....
<333