Been crashing at my cousin Britni's house..just been catching up alot on our lives. shes 20 i'm 28 but damn we are alot alike..shes the sister i never had..I love that kid ! 
So booth radiology had their lawyer call me and he said i owe over $11,000 for a bill ! i told him i am currently living off of food stamps. he said if i cant pay they will take legal action. is that legal to do that knowing i am on foostamps ?? does anyone know if they are only trying to scare me ?
PHILLY AND SOUTH JERSEY FRIENDS!!!!!
TONIGHT AT THE TRITONE(ON SOUTH STREET) MY FRIENDS BAND,THE TEA CLUB ARE PLAYING A SHOW THAT WILL BE FILMED FOR DVD RELEASE..COME OUT AND SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC..$5 AT THE DOOR
TONIGHT AT THE TRITONE(ON SOUTH STREET) MY FRIENDS BAND,THE TEA CLUB ARE PLAYING A SHOW THAT WILL BE FILMED FOR DVD RELEASE..COME OUT AND SUPPORT LOCAL MUSIC..$5 AT THE DOOR
Evan Dando of the lemonheads(its ashame about ray,mrs. robinson) has an amazing song,'Frying Pan" download it please you wont regret it. i believe it was written by Victoria Williams ..it can be found on the album "sweet relief"(a benefit album for Victoria when she was diagnosed with MS in 1993 and the proceeds were to go to her getting help for the MS) or the soundtrack for the film "heavy" starring Liv Tyler, no matter how you get this song just get it
Im not a huge fan of Evan nor his music but this track stands out for me.
Im not a huge fan of Evan nor his music but this track stands out for me.
got a massive migraine and the town i live in deptford nj should be called suicide town...every year someone dies of either a drug overdose or like this week a girl tried to hang herself so sad..what is this town cursed?? i gotta get outta here and fast...i took a couple of vicodin (just call me House) to rid myself of todays migraines...ugh didnt work.
hello all..today i figured i would stay in today..take a break from the night life LOL
i have to see a lawyer tueday about some stuff and hopefully get that taken care of
i have to see a lawyer tueday about some stuff and hopefully get that taken care of
"turn off the lights when you leave me behind"
all is quiet
in my head
no longer am i weeping
i am silenced by a tiny murder
a little crime
by my own hand i die
you don't love me
you never really did
live a lie and
die like a peasant in the streets
selfish and unpredictable
whiny mood pissy
cocaine sugar boy
rotting from the inside
torn apart
tear me apart
look me in the eyes
hear me call your name from my hell
why must i be this way?
why can't i hear you
maybe i am just too lazy to care anymore
i have lost the will to continue this way
last night i swore you loved me and that's all i really wanted
but it wasn't to be
please turn off the lights when you leave me behind
it's much much safer that way
no one has to know i even exist
exit out the back door
unseen unaware unwilling
to admit to prove to say you really do love me
~Mark Craig
all is quiet
in my head
no longer am i weeping
i am silenced by a tiny murder
a little crime
by my own hand i die
you don't love me
you never really did
live a lie and
die like a peasant in the streets
selfish and unpredictable
whiny mood pissy
cocaine sugar boy
rotting from the inside
torn apart
tear me apart
look me in the eyes
hear me call your name from my hell
why must i be this way?
why can't i hear you
maybe i am just too lazy to care anymore
i have lost the will to continue this way
last night i swore you loved me and that's all i really wanted
but it wasn't to be
please turn off the lights when you leave me behind
it's much much safer that way
no one has to know i even exist
exit out the back door
unseen unaware unwilling
to admit to prove to say you really do love me
~Mark Craig
Samm Tibi~When I Think of You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwg4-BtXwzI
"Another song dedicated to my brother who passed in '02"~Samm Tibi
www.myspace.com/sammacoustic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwg4-BtXwzI
"Another song dedicated to my brother who passed in '02"~Samm Tibi
www.myspace.com/sammacoustic
Hello all from cold and snow filled new jersey..just saw the tea club and antimatterfox tonight(2 amazing south jersey bands)..yeah i didnt let snow stop me from rocking out ..stay warm everyone and have a great weekend !
xoxoMark
xoxoMark
the following is a letter from Elsie's mom whom i am a very good friend with and she has asked me to post this where ever i feel it will help..please keep in mind this is a mother grieving for her only child..would you want this to be your mother??:
Dear Missy,
To set the record straight, I never joined suicidegirls.com When I contacted you requesting you take down my daughter's homepage on your site I did not have a membership. You suggested giving me access to the site in hopes I would change my mind while you would work with your tech people to see if it was possible to take her site down. You said this was the first request to have a site taken down. You later contacted me to say you had archived her homepage and no one would be able to access her photos unless they already knew of her and was a fan. That is not true. If you perform a search for girls by area, state, etc. she is added to the results and one can view her site. You made it sound as if this was the best you could do since it was impossible to honor my request. This is untrue. The only thing standing in the way of my request is your refusal.
My free access to your suicidegirls.com site was continued until you decided to cancel my access. Now you have me confused with paying members asking me to rejoin, which I have no intention of doing.
I make my request once more, please take down my daughters homepage. She is dead and NO ONE should be viewing these photos of her and voting on whether her sets should go live. This is a total lack of respect for the dead. You can't imagine the grief this has caused me and I will not rest until you honor my request. The refusal on your part has caused me extreme stress and grief. It has contributed to my ill health. You are making a profit off of my daughter now that she has been dead for over a year. I am appalled and beg you to reconsider.
I look forward to your reply granting my request and giving me free access once again so that I may see for myself that my request has been honored. Then and only then will my daughter rest in peace. Then and only then can I begin to properly honor her memory.
Elsie's mom
Dear Missy,
To set the record straight, I never joined suicidegirls.com When I contacted you requesting you take down my daughter's homepage on your site I did not have a membership. You suggested giving me access to the site in hopes I would change my mind while you would work with your tech people to see if it was possible to take her site down. You said this was the first request to have a site taken down. You later contacted me to say you had archived her homepage and no one would be able to access her photos unless they already knew of her and was a fan. That is not true. If you perform a search for girls by area, state, etc. she is added to the results and one can view her site. You made it sound as if this was the best you could do since it was impossible to honor my request. This is untrue. The only thing standing in the way of my request is your refusal.
My free access to your suicidegirls.com site was continued until you decided to cancel my access. Now you have me confused with paying members asking me to rejoin, which I have no intention of doing.
I make my request once more, please take down my daughters homepage. She is dead and NO ONE should be viewing these photos of her and voting on whether her sets should go live. This is a total lack of respect for the dead. You can't imagine the grief this has caused me and I will not rest until you honor my request. The refusal on your part has caused me extreme stress and grief. It has contributed to my ill health. You are making a profit off of my daughter now that she has been dead for over a year. I am appalled and beg you to reconsider.
I look forward to your reply granting my request and giving me free access once again so that I may see for myself that my request has been honored. Then and only then will my daughter rest in peace. Then and only then can I begin to properly honor her memory.
Elsie's mom
