ok im lame at keeping a blog

im doing ok . walking with a cane , i walked around the Arabian Horse show all day Saturday .
i have another surgery coming up in 2 weeks . to take out the pins and plates in my foot ,. so back on crutches for 3-4 weeks but they say i will walk better .
i was at my friends bike shop yesterday , and i rode a Harley , actually , this bike has nitrous and is a very fast bike yes i went 100 mph on the freeway it was a fun . [img][/img
i hope all is well with everyone

Peace and love
Mark

hey hi helloo

im happy today .............not sure why
maybe because of my new cologne .....Bijan for men . yup i smell good

ok so i can drive , and have been for the last 3 weeks . couldnt before because of my injury . but ......where do i go . ? everyday ? thats hard . somedays i think about where to go ,,,but i end up not going anywhere . usually when i get off a long tour , i hang out well . or travel , or find another band to tour with . but now , i dont know what to do with myself . yes , i have been to the bookstore . still havent read all the magazines yet . or the book i bought . i cant leave town because of all my doctors appt. except for a few days in California .
on facebook i found my high school girlfriend , . cant find anyone else from high school because all my friends got kicked out by junior year . AAAANND i dont remember their names anyway . HA

i want to go to Romania . = i support a girl there , im like her only family . long story , but i have an apartment there and she lives in it . after her aunt died , i became her whole family .
i just miss Bucharest , and the friends i have there .

ok and a pic of me having fun

ok we were stoned thanks to Blueberry Kush

sorry i dont update much , but i havent had really anything to update . sorry im not a good blogger . but i think of my friends here .
but im doing good , walking with a cane . yes i have pain with every step . but i just live with it .
for the most part i have been in good moods


till next time may your travels bring you happiness

Peace and LOVe
Mark

ok hi
so my friend came over , and got me waaaay stoned


i didnt have any pain all day.


we watched movies all day , and ate food . and just cuddled together .


it was just a fun day i needed this .
did i mention we got waaaay stoned hahahaha

so for today i am happy . and now , my kitty shadow

ok i have to go , another lil hottie is coming over to cook me dinner

peace and love
Mark

helloo
ya i know i have been gone from here . i actually have been gone from everything .
i kind of sank into a depression and just went withit for a few weeks . it was a major chore just to empty the cat box . i had to sell my Harley to pay some back bills . and that hurt . it was like selling my leg . it was so a part of me .
luckily i have friends that know me , and care about me . they saw i had devevloped a perscription pill habit , i was waaaaay out of it on a Ativan high , oh ya and Morphine i wasnt leaving the house , and had all the curtains drawn .
so my friend packed me up in her car , and we took off for sunny California .
We stayed at the beach , and just hung out .
i thinnk i just needed new scenery .
im back in Phoenix , and yes im doing better .
and yes my kitty Shadow loves me
sorry for not being around here . i have thought about all of you .

I am now walking with only one crutch , and i am able to put 30% weight on my left foot .

looking back over the past 4 weeks , it kinda scares me . i was in pretty bad shape . how prescription meds can overtake you so quickly . yes i have addictive tendencies . waay addictive . so i just have to watch more closely my intake . im not taking Ativan anymore . hehehe the high was nice , totally out of it , you get HA

im ok with life at the moment
PEace and love
Mark

ok Xmas is done , take your lights down .

I got my new shoes yesterday from Zappos.com they are very rock n roll !!
they are Cole Haan , YES im a fashion whore notice the crocodile print ooooo/aaaaahhhh hehehe


and a pic of me trying to look cool

my lil kitten is a psycho kitty running all over the house and trying to eat my feet , but i cant get mad at her because she is soooo cute

and in health news , im getting better . still cant put weight on my left foot , but my pelvis is feeling alot better . still cant walk very fsar without pain . and the nerve pain hurts like a Muthufuker when it runs down my leg . yes im still on blood thinners , and nerve pain pills . i only take the Vicodin when i go to therapy . my therapy guy , bends my foot in directions it doesnt want to go , with all the pins and screws in it
overall im feeling pretty good .

and as Ringo would say ,,peasce and love peace and love
laterz bitches

HELLOOOOO

Happy Christmas

ok my friend ,she came by with this lil kitty
and she said it was for me to help me recover , and so i wont be alone all the day . LOL
so what does Mark do , he goes out and spends $130.00 on cat junk hahaha
the name is Shadow , cant tell if it a boy/girl yet ? i think it's 6 weeks . Shadow is very cute so i wanted a dog ,,,,but i cant walk a dog right now . and anyway .....did i mention Shadow is cute
except when he wakes me up to play ......at 3 in the morning but he is very cool .
and he/she cuddles really good
OMG listen to me ....going on about a cat

i wont have family here for Xmas , but i will be at different friends houses .
and i got 3 big boxes from UPS yesterday from my family hehehe i have to wait till tommorow to open

i wish everyone a safe and happy Xmas

peace and love
Mark

Well Good Morning

Yesterday i woke up early to have breakfast with my friend , and a certain celebrity , legend ( hint> along came a spider ) my friend is his biz partner in his charity . they are doing a Xmas Pudding show here Saturday , ( that was another hint ) we usually meet breakfast every Wednesday , when we are all in town . a group of like 5 of us , then sometimes we go play golf . yes i Suck at golf . I have missed the breakfast's because i was in the hospital for 4 months .
And then in the afternoon , i met up with another friend , who works for AC/DC , and i got to watch sound check . they ran through 5 songs . Yes , i got to meet the band , very nice guy's and very short hahah
and i got to play with the lighting rig .Thank you Mickey Curbeshley . i was starting to get in pain so i had to leave . i wasn't planning on going to the show , too many people , and and im just not steady enough to do that yet . but sound-check was fun .
It is nice to get out and go to restaurants with friends , and go to the bank , and im just grateful to be able to walk ; ie; hobble around .
i seem to have gotten a serenity and peacefulness i haven't had before . i wanna see if that stays when i begin to drive hahaha .
i got up on crutches yesterday at therapy , wow pretty unstable , i need practice .
i hope everyone has a great week .....live like it's your last day on earth , because you never know

Peace and love
Mark

well helloo there outside world
released from the hospital last week , and fighting with phone company this week
i first noticed .....how noisy it is in the outside world hahaha after being in the hospital for 4 months , all nice and quite .
The second thing i noticed , i dont have that lil buzzer thing next to my bed , you know to summon some nurse to help me or to get me ice cream .
i have been ok , friends came by a couple nights and took me out to dinner , but it is very painfull for me to walk , hobble , move from the car to inside a establishment . it was nice to just be out and amongst people and friends . but i got very tired , and my legs were hurting .
i have learned how to carry a cup of coffee without spilling half of it on the floor . move walker , lean on walker , move legs , etc...... not easy .
i have a new therapy doctor and new place to go . i like it . lots of him moving my foot in ways my foot doesnt want to move . LOL
and i saw my new internal medicine doctor , who gave me the fucked up news , that i may not walk without pain again ,........it was all i could do , not to cry right there . because , you dont know the pain im in at the moment when i walk . will i ever waterski again ?, go hiking ? i dont know ...still early but the news was a shock to me
and a friend came over and got me stoned the other night hahaha i was scared to walk because i thought i was going to fall .
well i have to buy groceries online so i must leave .
i wish everyone a super weekend

Peace and love
Mark

there is a HUGE sale at Nieman Marcus this weekend wwaaaah and im stuck here . yes im a clotheswhore . i L O V E to shop .

I am walking better than when i started at the beginning of the week . it's getting easier . my legs are still weak and my calfs hurt , because they are stretching from not being walked on for 3 months .
i realize more and more , the more i do how absolutely how lucky i am to just be able to walk . immediately after my fall i thought for sure i was paralyzed . because i couldn't move my legs . i was scared . so to be able to walk with a walker , now , ya im lucky . hell i could have been killed . so as i see my progress i get more thankful . am i a dick for not being thankful right away ? maybe , but i had to go through all this to get where i am .

today , i was supposed to be in Romania

feeling weird today , kind of melancholy

helloooooooooooooooo



ok hi
went to the doctor this morning , and i can now begin walking with a walker . so today i walked for 2 five minute sets . i didnt think just walking would be so hard ,or walking with a
walker was not so easy either . remember i have not been on my feet for 3 months . what do i think about the most ? i dont wanna look retarded , is that stupid or what . here im in a nursing home with old people and all i can think about if i look cool walking down the hallway . i also cant believe how week my legs are . but my therapy guy say's i can be home next week , he say's im doing good .
the food sucks here , so i have been ordering pizza and Chinese food almost every day hahah
ok picture time ...me and my ex g/f dog Hennessy i get him every other weekend hehehe


i am happy i am getting friends on here
Mark