Oh, snap. I've been neglecting this place. How can I neglect sexy girls?

Sucky-ass day. Spent ALL week auditioning and getting called back for "Doubt" - I was up for the role of Sister James (Amy Adams' part). After 2 consecutive callbacks, I was rejected. BOOOOO. I haven't wanted a role this bad in quite a while.

No plays for me until December now - then I'll audition for "Marvelous Wonderettes" - which I am 98% sure I will get because the director and I are close.

FUCK. I'm going to go eat some chocolate.

Color finished. Background and additional stars still to come.

Oh my gahhhh my husband's mother is effing insane.

That is all.

Gahhhhh, why are people SO EFFING ELITE on this site?!?! I mean, I know it's "cool" to be witty and sarcastic, I get it. But people in mass suck. The mob mentality dickness just ruins every single topic.

I keep coming back to the site because I like the "idea" of SG - pinups that are unconventional, a place to group together common interests and discuss them.... it's cool. But I just have to peruse a few boards and group discussions to start rolling my eyes at how rude people are. I've been back 2 days and I'm already annoyed.

God, I hate people.

Oh, snap - I'm back. And so is my ridiculously hot and talented husband Carbonfreeze!

I got this on Friday (half-done)...






(Zac Adkins, Ascension Tattoo, Orlando)


...and after posting pics on Facebook and having a ton of my friends see it, the common response was "Holy Shit" and "Wow, that's big". It made me miss my slightly less socially acceptable and mainstream SG friends.

So here I am, once more. Ready for more gorgeous girls and controversial thread topics.

How have all my lovelies been?

<3 MarcyBeth

I am so ridiculously frustrated lately. It's been so long since I've been with another woman and it's becoming more and more pressing on my mind. I'm so lucky to have a husband who supports my lust for women and is open to letting me explore my desires. He's even open to exploring other couples. It's just a matter of finding someone that fits the mold and fits into our lives. I'm 29 and Stephen is 36. We don't "bar-hop". Neither of us are big drinkers or smokers. We don't do drugs. We're normal happy people with normal day jobs and our lives are not extraordinary. There's just nowhere to meet other people who are completely mellow like us....that just happen to like to explore sexually. It's not like we're going to run into someone at the local deli and spark up a conversation about threesomes and multi-couple sex.

It's just frustrating. I needed to vent. I just wish it was easier to be a normal wife and also a closet freak.

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In other news....I have "Inglorious Basterds" and "The Hurt Locker" here at the house from Netflix. So excited to see them both! I'm not a big war movie person.....but I think they both will be spectacular in their own way. Have any of you seen either of them??? What did you think?

Most everyone on American idol sucks this go-around. WTF. I do, however, have a crush on this girl:




Speaking of crushes, I'm utterly obsessed with the Gaga. Check out this awesome digital art I found on deviantart:




And since the ladies are getting some love, here's my man crush. Me likey King Henry VIII.




I have nothing to report. I'm up to my ears in work, and no one wants to hear about that. Ugh. Love to all -

~Marcy

Just had my birthday weekend at Islands of Adventure/Universal - here's pics!








Then we went to Tchoup-chop for dinner - best dinner of my LIFE. Our cocktail came to us ON FIRE and the meals were spectacular. OMG.






We wanted to take our server home. She was freaking adorable. Gahhh.....

Also.... I uploaded 3 videos of Stephen and I playing/singing some music 5 days ago. It STILL says processing. ?!?! Do videos take this long to process on this site now or is there an issue???

Love to everyone. *mwah*

So excited! My birthday is coming up in a few weeks and Stephen and I are going to go to Universal Studios/Islands of Adventure and then he is taking me to Emeril's Tchoup Chop restaurant! Look how pretty it is!!!



I am undecided on what I will order for my meal, but I'm definitely ordering this amazing appetizer!



WHAT THE CRAP?!?!? DOES THAT NOT LOOK AMAZING?!?!?!?

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Then we are in the process of planning our One-Year Anniversary weekend for 3/20-22. We are going to go here:




and here....




and stay at this hotel:



We picked the Caribbean Resort because our honeymoon was in Jamaica and we want that type of feel. We're going to Epcot on our actual anniversary and have reservations at the San Angel Inn for dinner and Chefs de France for lunch:

SAN ANGEL INN:




CHEFS DE FRANCE:




I'm just so ridiculously excited. We never do vacations because we are always broke. Now we are totally tourist-ing out!!! Yay. Things are good.

I'm done with my show, "25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee" - thank god. Here's a few fun shots though. I'm the black haired girl with pigtails - hehe.





and a shot of me with my mom and with my two lovely pals after the show.




Ok, that's all for now. Time to relax. <3