I am so ridiculously frustrated lately. It's been so long since I've been with another woman and it's becoming more and more pressing on my mind. I'm so lucky to have a husband who supports my lust for women and is open to letting me explore my desires. He's even open to exploring other couples. It's just a matter of finding someone that fits the mold and fits into our lives. I'm 29 and Stephen is 36. We don't "bar-hop". Neither of us are big drinkers or smokers. We don't do drugs. We're normal happy people with normal day jobs and our lives are not extraordinary. There's just nowhere to meet other people who are completely mellow like us....that just happen to like to explore sexually. It's not like we're going to run into someone at the local deli and spark up a conversation about threesomes and multi-couple sex.

It's just frustrating. I needed to vent. I just wish it was easier to be a normal wife and also a closet freak.

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In other news....I have "Inglorious Basterds" and "The Hurt Locker" here at the house from Netflix. So excited to see them both! I'm not a big war movie person.....but I think they both will be spectacular in their own way. Have any of you seen either of them??? What did you think?