I feel like such a spectator, watching the world pass me by, watching other peoples lives, like I'm not even part of the same universe. I have these moments from time to time, where no matter how good things are going, I always seem to see the darkest side and I just feel powerless, hopeless with no escape, no promise of something better.

Sure they pass and I try to maintain a positive mental attitude in everything I do, try to treat every person the way I expect to be treated, be respectful, honest and hard working, hoping one day it all pays off



I have four tickets to see these guys in July, to celebrate 2 years of being clean, me, my best friend and two spare, small problem is I don't know anyone in London who likes them or even some of the same kind of music I do.


Loving this song and album right now


Anyways, stay strong out there and never surrender