[music] Flyleaf-I'm so sick

Final exams are coming up. I haven't taken an exam in ages, but I only have one, so it shouldn't be too stressful. Well, that isn't true. I MIGHT have a second exam, but it depends on how many of the daily quizzes I missed, so I won't actually find out until the end of the course.

The wedding is coming up. Good god, I wish we had just had it here in Van. I wish we didn't invite so many people. I wish that it didn't cost so much cash. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm pretty happy about the wedding, I think. Nervous, more like.
Oh, and my wedding might get ruined by my fiances sister....who, tragically, lost her firstborn child a month ago. It was horrible, and heartbreaking, and now...now I'm no longer an aunt...which is just sad.
Now, she's getting married. In October. So help me, if everyone fawns over her at MY wedding, I'll lose it. Yes, it great shes getting hitched, yes, it is horrible that she lost her child, but dammit, MY wedding.

My man thinks I'm just over-reacting, and it's entirely possible that I am. Time will tell, I guess.

The more I play warcraft the more I wish I didn't. Now, that isn't quite accurate either. I wish I never had any 80's. Plural, yea, that how I roll.
I really hate doing heroics, and raiding....with people. Its the people I hate,not the raids. If I could just solo everything, my life would be great, but, sadly, I can't.
I'm totally cool with playing all my low toons, especially if they are in my other guild, which doesn't have any players. I can see why people go guildless. Anyways, so I'm likely going to sell my account when my time expires. I have other games to play, and, if I really want to play, i can use my man's account.

xox

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Wow, now, its been a DAMN long time...my question is this (although, I think I may know the answer already) who re-activated my account?

All sorts of new things, as I'm sure anyone would imagine. I'll go through the fun highlights, I suppose...

1. Moved to Vancouver, BC
2. Started back up in college, majoring in English, specifically creative writing
3. Getting married
4. Finished my first novel, working through the edits
5. I can be found at http://andais.com
6. I tweet @Anteela
7. I work for beyondrobson.com, reviewing cafes, restaurants and whatnot
8. I love World of Warcraft, still, even though my account is currently expired

Thats about all the fun stuff. I think.

[music] Perfect Average-Haujobb

Its been a while. Ive been up to a lot, I'm sure. I certainly wont bore anyone with tales of my mediocre life, never fear, my pretties.

I really forgot how much I like Meat Loaf. Not the food. The band.

I've been playing entirely too much WoW as of late. However, I blame that on the fact that my boyfriend is away, and has been for some time. When he gets back, I am sure that I will get back into the swing of a regular life.

Not to say that I have not been socializing, because that would simply be untrue. I have been. Quite regularly, in fact. I will say that its nice to simply be me, rather then the girlfriend.

Today I am dedicating to WoW, and photo editing. I have not been up to my usual quota of pictures lately, and its starting to get to me. I have a plethora of photos, and today is as good a day as any in which to polish them up.

It is a lovely day here in Vancouver. Perhaps I shall go golfing.

[xox]
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This isn't something I say normally, but, I just totally just kicked the shit out of this guy I work with.

He said to me "you could be pretty, if your piercings and tattoos weren't absolutely atrocious, what kind of political statement are you trying to make with them?"

Pissed me off, royally. Kicked the shit out of him.

end of story.

xox
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Been entirely too busy the past few weeks, lots to talk about, but I simply can't be bothered right now.

Just wanted to tell everyone

happy Christmas!
Happy new year!
Make sure you all make it out alive!

[xox]
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[music]Homeward-VNV Nation

Its been quite the past few weeks! I think its easier to have this list style, so:

1. Got my chest piece finished. Hurt like hell, but, damn, is it hot! Makes me even more excited to get some ink for my tattoo machine.

2. I've been writing a lot again, which is nice. I miss it a lot when I'm not doing it. But, sometimes, I get wicked writers block, not now though. Now, Im full of ideas.

3. Been thinking about going back to school. I want to be a book editor, and a writer. Or, at least I think I do. I'm still not sure what I want to do when I grow up.

4. Decided that I'm done with my alcoholic tendencies. Occasional drinking, sure, but no more drunken belligerence.

5. Walked out on my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. That was a big one. It was over drinking, and his almost alcoholism. Moved into a hostel for a few days, but the people there were creepy, kept following me around, telling me that 'such a pretty girl shouldnt be left alone' and shit like that. I got outta there, and I'm living with the ex again now. It may become current boyfriend again, because I love him, but he needs to get out of the mindset of a 16 year old, and prove that he does love me.

6. Quit my job. I sure don't have another one lined up, but I simply can't stay there anymore. It makes me psycho, and Im not! I'm done on the 30th. I still have 2 full paychecks, plus my vacation pay, so I'll be fine for a while.

7. I miss Martini more and more each day.

8. Been taking a lot of pictures lately, and I'm getting a new camera for X-mas. A Nikon D80, if I'm not mistaken. Im stoked. Better then my POS.

[xox]
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Good things still going on, which is fantastic. Although, I have one fantastic head cold, which is a pain in the ass.

Decided its high time I get a new job. I'm so utterly depressed at the one that I have now.

Its also time to start thinking about what to do for Christmas. Ugh.

I have almost a completely finished chest piece which is bloody awesome. It will be fully finished mid November, and I'm stoked for it.

I hope that everything finally works out.

[xox]
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[music]Reborn-Stone Sour

Things are going super good lately. Well, besides the fact that I'm dirt ass broke.

I just got offered a fashion modeling gig for an online magazine. It looks like tonnes of fun, so I'm in. Then I got offered a erotic performance/dancer thing for a couple of dj's. I'm going to see them preform (a la VIP) next week, and make a decision then.

I also got contacted by a few fantastic photographers about doing some work with them, which is fantastic. I even found one who shoots almost SG style, so he's going to be doing my set. I'm not doing anything until my chest is done though, but thats soon enough.

Which reminds me, the newest installment! (forgive me, this is what I look like before work, kitchen work at that)


Have I mentioned that autumn is my favourite season? And that I love the water, and mountains? I cant imagin living anywhere else.


[xox]
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Trip to Ontario went well. I didnt get to see all the people that I wanted to, even those on my list, but theres nothingto be done about that now. Unless, of course, they wish to come see me in beautiful BC, in which case, Ill gladly take them.

Celebrated my birthday while we were out there, even though it isnt for a few weeks yet. It was lovely though.

I had a great many mini epiphanys while back home. I may be making life changing decisions in the near future. Its both exciting and nerve wracking to think that everything I know now may change drastically.

Im stoked!

I gained a fair bit of weigh ton my trip, but Im hoping to get it all off again within a week or so.

Have a tattoo appointment soon, to add more to my chest piece. It hurt like a bitch, but Im excited to have it finished.

So many things to do, so little time!.....or is there?

[xox]
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What have I been up to, you ask? Well, fine folks, let me tell you.

Ive been working.

Planning my very soon trip to Ontario. (Martini I best be seeing you, or else!)

Working.

Reading copious amounts of books (3 books in as many days)

And getting this little gem, of which I am very proud.

[xox]
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