[music] Perfect Average-Haujobb

Its been a while. Ive been up to a lot, I'm sure. I certainly wont bore anyone with tales of my mediocre life, never fear, my pretties.

I really forgot how much I like Meat Loaf. Not the food. The band.

I've been playing entirely too much WoW as of late. However, I blame that on the fact that my boyfriend is away, and has been for some time. When he gets back, I am sure that I will get back into the swing of a regular life.

Not to say that I have not been socializing, because that would simply be untrue. I have been. Quite regularly, in fact. I will say that its nice to simply be me, rather then the girlfriend.

Today I am dedicating to WoW, and photo editing. I have not been up to my usual quota of pictures lately, and its starting to get to me. I have a plethora of photos, and today is as good a day as any in which to polish them up.

It is a lovely day here in Vancouver. Perhaps I shall go golfing.

[xox]
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This isn't something I say normally, but, I just totally just kicked the shit out of this guy I work with.

He said to me "you could be pretty, if your piercings and tattoos weren't absolutely atrocious, what kind of political statement are you trying to make with them?"

Pissed me off, royally. Kicked the shit out of him.

end of story.

xox
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Been entirely too busy the past few weeks, lots to talk about, but I simply can't be bothered right now.

Just wanted to tell everyone

happy Christmas!
Happy new year!
Make sure you all make it out alive!

[xox]
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[music]Homeward-VNV Nation

Its been quite the past few weeks! I think its easier to have this list style, so:

1. Got my chest piece finished. Hurt like hell, but, damn, is it hot! Makes me even more excited to get some ink for my tattoo machine.

2. I've been writing a lot again, which is nice. I miss it a lot when I'm not doing it. But, sometimes, I get wicked writers block, not now though. Now, Im full of ideas.

3. Been thinking about going back to school. I want to be a book editor, and a writer. Or, at least I think I do. I'm still not sure what I want to do when I grow up.

4. Decided that I'm done with my alcoholic tendencies. Occasional drinking, sure, but no more drunken belligerence.

5. Walked out on my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. That was a big one. It was over drinking, and his almost alcoholism. Moved into a hostel for a few days, but the people there were creepy, kept following me around, telling me that 'such a pretty girl shouldnt be left alone' and shit like that. I got outta there, and I'm living with the ex again now. It may become current boyfriend again, because I love him, but he needs to get out of the mindset of a 16 year old, and prove that he does love me.

6. Quit my job. I sure don't have another one lined up, but I simply can't stay there anymore. It makes me psycho, and Im not! I'm done on the 30th. I still have 2 full paychecks, plus my vacation pay, so I'll be fine for a while.

7. I miss Martini more and more each day.

8. Been taking a lot of pictures lately, and I'm getting a new camera for X-mas. A Nikon D80, if I'm not mistaken. Im stoked. Better then my POS.

[xox]
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Good things still going on, which is fantastic. Although, I have one fantastic head cold, which is a pain in the ass.

Decided its high time I get a new job. I'm so utterly depressed at the one that I have now.

Its also time to start thinking about what to do for Christmas. Ugh.

I have almost a completely finished chest piece which is bloody awesome. It will be fully finished mid November, and I'm stoked for it.

I hope that everything finally works out.

[xox]
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[music]Reborn-Stone Sour

Things are going super good lately. Well, besides the fact that I'm dirt ass broke.

I just got offered a fashion modeling gig for an online magazine. It looks like tonnes of fun, so I'm in. Then I got offered a erotic performance/dancer thing for a couple of dj's. I'm going to see them preform (a la VIP) next week, and make a decision then.

I also got contacted by a few fantastic photographers about doing some work with them, which is fantastic. I even found one who shoots almost SG style, so he's going to be doing my set. I'm not doing anything until my chest is done though, but thats soon enough.

Which reminds me, the newest installment! (forgive me, this is what I look like before work, kitchen work at that)


Have I mentioned that autumn is my favourite season? And that I love the water, and mountains? I cant imagin living anywhere else.


[xox]
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Trip to Ontario went well. I didnt get to see all the people that I wanted to, even those on my list, but theres nothingto be done about that now. Unless, of course, they wish to come see me in beautiful BC, in which case, Ill gladly take them.

Celebrated my birthday while we were out there, even though it isnt for a few weeks yet. It was lovely though.

I had a great many mini epiphanys while back home. I may be making life changing decisions in the near future. Its both exciting and nerve wracking to think that everything I know now may change drastically.

Im stoked!

I gained a fair bit of weigh ton my trip, but Im hoping to get it all off again within a week or so.

Have a tattoo appointment soon, to add more to my chest piece. It hurt like a bitch, but Im excited to have it finished.

So many things to do, so little time!.....or is there?

[xox]
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What have I been up to, you ask? Well, fine folks, let me tell you.

Ive been working.

Planning my very soon trip to Ontario. (Martini I best be seeing you, or else!)

Working.

Reading copious amounts of books (3 books in as many days)

And getting this little gem, of which I am very proud.

[xox]
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I got a Wii. Its the most fantastic, time sucking thing on this planet. Needless to say, I havent been doing much besides Wii and work.
Oh, and drink, naturally. Nothing quite like drunken video game golf, right?

Fall is a coming. Its my favourite season, by far. I love the weather, I love layers, and sitting in a nice cafe, drinking coffee/tea with friends.



I have my trip to Ontario all booked and payed for. Im going to be home for Thanksgiving, and for a few peoples birthdays (and its close to mine). Ill miss Vancouver, though, even for that short period of time.



I keep hearing and seeing all my friends going on to do a lot of really cool stuff, and Im jealous. I havent done anything with my college degree, and I cook for a living. Not that I dislike cooking, I love it, but I dont feel as if its my calling. I need direction in my life, something new to challenge myself. Something that doesnt make me feel empty inside.



Shooting a set this week. Lets see how it goes.

[xox]
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Work is starting to get tedious, which worries me a lot. I hate disliking my job, makes me want to find a new one. But, I make entirely too much money, and its easy, besides which, I love the people I work with.

Knitting a new scarf for myself, since my last one got stolen. Its a lovely gold and red, its going to be fantastic.

The new dates for my trip home are decided and all booked, and everything. I had to play around with the dates a bit, to fit it around my 3 tattoo appointments that I have, but it works well now.

Its my boss's birthday next week, I still have to get him a present. He isnt a regular boss, he's a boss that stays at my place a few times a week, sleeps in my bed and, if anyone remembers, who the letter I wrote is to. Its hard to explain, and, frankly, I can't even explain it to myself.
But, regardless, its going to be a very drunken gongshow. Im rather excited.

Signed up for school, a writing class, to be exact. It starts in October, right after I get back from Ontario. Its about damn time I started to do something that I love.

[xox]
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