i just dont see the point in writing here anymore, no one reads it anyway...

iron maidens song "run to the hills" has one of the all time great chorus's of all time.... well, we are moving deceomber 1st, to a rural waterfront home on the coast of BC, i have lived in this house in the big city for 6 years, and this big city now for 35 years.... we will rent out our home here to pay the rent in the country... but its waterfront!, bc waterfront!!! big deck!! we are so excited, a little freaked out, but excited... goin up the country to where the water taste's like wine....

how lame am i, been a while but oh how things have changed.... wait a minute, let me pour a scotch... hmmmm, gooood!! we might be moving to the sunshine coast this winter... we're going to finally try living out of the city... we have a line on a place that might just be for us... more on that later.. god, i cant believe how beautiful quinne is, she is why i come to this site, her and Petra.... and the community of course, but lets face it, we all love these beautiful women that arn't too smutty and gross.... tasteful female beauty in every shape and style... i work tomorrow and then i dont... i work so little, its great, or maybe idle minds ARE the devils playground!!

the sun shines on the west coast of canada, its a beautiful day and i am off on my bike for a mighty ride to go get some cash and appear for a friend in traffic court, cause he's deep in the forrest... i feel a little better today, i'm just trying not to think too much... its werkin'... the booze helps too... none yet today but just wait 'till after court!!

im on hold again with apple canada... my itunes still is crashing... completely frustrating... bits and bytes.. zeros and ones... screwing up... im in a downward spiral right now.. i feel like I'm trapped in a life thats not mine.. except for my sweet little son, who is now almost 6 and in grade one.. truley the most precious thing in my life... any ideas anyone (not that anyones reading my blogs) anyway FUCK!

death and everything after.... the big mystery... the magic of the mental pictures i have taken all thru my life... capturing the little things that have become pillars in my memory...that will spill into the afterlife, which might i say, i know nothing of...i am a un-believer... bring on darwin, him and I on a french cafe patio gabbing over a bottle of wine... peace

well, its tuesday morning, i am dressed and downstairs ready for the day... my days are filled with lots of hanging around... i am unemployed, i dont real work a lot, i have a alternate legal income that just kinda shows up... thus making me not have to shlog it out at some lame job... however, it does get boring, and the whole karma thing of where the money came from so many years ago... well, i am off to my local cafe to listen to my ipod while i write ion my journal... looking for you in other peoples faces....

well, i just got busted by my wife for being apart of this site, the knows that i have a presence around these parts but she uses it against me from time to time when we are in some kind of disagreement...this was last nght and would you know it but i had a dream that i slept with another woman... geeez.... this morning i awoke to my own silence and my inability to speak any words but good morning and see you later.....

just returned from the chillii peppers.... well, the opening act... the MARS VOLTA... BLEW them out of the water... i have seen the chillis 4 times now, once in the late 80's, at lollapalooza in '91 , in '2004, and now 2006... i wont see them again, rap funk metal....geez, just dont float my boat.... the mars volta however,,,, THEY ATE MY BRAIN!!! soooooo good, please check out!!!

i just returned from an amazing bike ride along the shoreline with great tunes and warm sun... i got another flat though, wat the fuk!! somethings screwy goin' on in my wheelio's