well i have been without internet and telephone for the past 6 weeks or so(i got it back recently). today i just found out that both places i used to live in the past 5 years were wiped away by hurricane sandy. if circumstances in my life were different i would have been living there still, i remember being evacuated for hurricane irene.im getting more and more used to dallas, i still miss my homestate, i will always be a jersey boy for life.

i hate being asked how are you doing and is everything ok, nothing has changed, i am still in the same place i was before. all alone and abandoned

i run in circles looking for that fork in the road

90's best decade ever

well i need to make new sg friends because most of the ones i made have left sg or have grown tired of me or both.

i just want to say that Obama has my vote based on the fact that he has a cool sounding name. as popular as the hunger games is you know there will never be an amusement park based on it. speaking of which anyone notice the popularity rise of archery. i want to go bowling with rollerskates on. i hate being depressed i wish i could inject happiness into my veins and i dont mean drugs, whatever made peter pan fly i mean. i want to go to a bbq place, bring in my own slab of tofu and ask them to throw that in the smoker. if my life were a show on mtv it would run in between daria and jersey shore. i wanna to change my first name to munster. if i were to lose weight it would be just enough to avoid getting sweat in weird places. i found out today that i will cross the other side of the street when i see youth walking my way. you know you are getting old when you get excited over a new soul asylum album and dubstep sounds like crazy to you. i want to get a tattoo that says"stop looking" can you imagine if rape police actually existed, just a bunch a guys looking over you shoulder while you are getting down, whispering "the instant she says no, put the peen away and step back or else" with little whistles dangling from their necks that are initialed "RP". i want to go swimming up a waterfall. i wish semen would just clean up after itself. i wish that bigger guys were more sexually exploited because i would totally whore myself out and then call it a career after the first week. chuck e cheese is still a rodent

so i am now in dallas and it is so fucking hot, i have sweated more in the past three hours more than i have in my whole life. long drive down here my back is killing me, saw three accidents and spent like 4 hours sitting in traffic(not fun). i am gonna miss new jersey but sometimes a fresh start is needed, to be honest i do not plan on staying here long. hopefully i can start making new friends in the area because i do not want to be stuck inside all day. plus i have to start looking for a new job. where i am staying is kind of nice, the bathrooms here are smaller and i do not have a bed or any piece of furniture. im sleeping on the floor with my pillow and two quilts

i miss living on the shore and being able to go to the beach, i am going to miss being so close to new york and philadelphia, i miss irelandvixen, i missed having all of my sg friend a click away and miss the garden state and all of its perceived horribleness.

i wonder if there is a vegan bbq place here

I AM OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freedom!!!!

it feels amazing to be free again and by sunday i am moving to Texas, kinda scared but kinda excited to be living in a new state, anyways more details coming soon