Holy fucking shit.
Shit hit the fan, hard.
I'll update when I have a way to put into words what the fuck is happening right now..
Think end-of-the-world kinda week. Seriously. I swear this week was worst than the last one I claimed was the worst ever.
Lol..
trying to stay positive... Doing relatively well to keep my head above water with as much poise as possible.
I hope everyone enjoys their 420, I do not partake or have any interest in doing so, but I fully support legalization and hope this society continues to move forward towards freedoms and personal responsibility.
My best to you all, keep sending me positive energy! I need it...
*edit: additional info*
Pharmacy lost my prescription, which is a crazy controlled narcotic...
then, after I evicted my insane junkie roommate, he got his door kicked in at his new place within days... so he, of course, thinks I tipped off the cops. In revenge he called my pain doc and told a sad story of a boy checking into rehab after being taken advantage of by an evil bitch... all lies, of course, but... no doc now.
Cold turkey.
Withdrawal is so fun.. I really hope my new doc listens to me and takes care of me. I'm hoping I get an appointment Monday... they said the latest would be Wednesday, but I think I'll be totally out of meds Monday afternoon.
phew.
there's soooo much more going on, but that's what I have for now...
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Shit hit the fan, hard.
I'll update when I have a way to put into words what the fuck is happening right now..
Think end-of-the-world kinda week. Seriously. I swear this week was worst than the last one I claimed was the worst ever.
Lol..
trying to stay positive... Doing relatively well to keep my head above water with as much poise as possible.
I hope everyone enjoys their 420, I do not partake or have any interest in doing so, but I fully support legalization and hope this society continues to move forward towards freedoms and personal responsibility.
My best to you all, keep sending me positive energy! I need it...
*edit: additional info*
Pharmacy lost my prescription, which is a crazy controlled narcotic...
then, after I evicted my insane junkie roommate, he got his door kicked in at his new place within days... so he, of course, thinks I tipped off the cops. In revenge he called my pain doc and told a sad story of a boy checking into rehab after being taken advantage of by an evil bitch... all lies, of course, but... no doc now.
Cold turkey.
Withdrawal is so fun.. I really hope my new doc listens to me and takes care of me. I'm hoping I get an appointment Monday... they said the latest would be Wednesday, but I think I'll be totally out of meds Monday afternoon.
phew.
there's soooo much more going on, but that's what I have for now...
<3
Quick update before bed... work in the morning. Augh
The bunnies have decided the couch is theirs now, which means the end tables are accessible.... and thus all my candles were shoved onto the floor to be shattered so they could eat the candle itself. Gah. They also ate the only plant I've ever managed to keep alive for over a year. !!!!
It looks like the petting zoo is going to get a little wilder.. My best friend's bearded dragon isn't getting enough love at her place due to a surgery... My bestie has a genetic disorder or something that causes her to get fatty tissue tumors whenever she gets suuuuuper stressed out (and with her parents, omg... I would be a wobbling blob of tumors). This is all new, and she just had the first one removed- unfortunately she went to a tumor guy rather than a neurologist and I'm pretty fucking sure he really fucked up her nerves going down her left arm. Bad. It took me several years of being in pain to end up at this one particular pain management doctor that I've now seen for years, but it took her shitty surgeon all of 6 months to give up and send her on her way to be someone else's problem. Obviously, I gave her my bookoo badass lawyer's number..
So yeah, dragon. I'ma have one more lizard. Speaking of my chameleons... WTF! I paid over $100 to have a mister dealie on a timer and the thing quit working after about a month. I'm FURIOUS! I'm also really scatter-brained and I don't want my babies to suffer if I happen to forget to spritz them down. Damn chameleons being all ridiculous and only drinking dew....
The crackhead roommate is out, gone, scrammed... He left all his shit, while claiming getting it all was super important and that if I touched any of it he would call the police. HA! His room absolutely reeks and I probably couldn't sell anything in that room for more than a $1 at a garage sale! So the stress of being ripped off/robbed or having cops kick down my door looking for a crackhead/heroin junkie is gone...
Which leads me to bills. Fuck pizza delivery. I need to get this Toys R Us thing going NOW! I don't want to push too hard, cuz the HR lady who's going to help me out and hook me up is 8 mo pregnant and they're understaffed and overworked... so I don't want to keep her from her job in order to get hired, ya know? ugh. SO TIRED OF WAITING!
If it doesn't work out soon, I don't know what I'm going to do. All of my home expenses just doubled... I do believe $500 for rent and utilities turned into over $1000... Yikes! I need help! My best friend is supposed to move in, but she is still trying to heal and recover from her surgery two months ago (we are now realizing she isn't getting better, only worse... ugh! What do we do?!) so she can't do anything that requires too much activity. We're looking into a data entry job or something for her. I can't let her stay living with her horrible mother who treats her like her own personal slave (regardless of her condition) and mentally and emotionally abuses her (the woman has a PhD in psychology, but she can't seem to see what she's done and doing to her own daughter....) so she has to get out of there and get in here soon. If anyone has any bright ideas about how she could make some money from home or doing something easy, let me know!
One more month of classes before finals.. I officially applied for graduation in the fall, so I'll have a Bachelor of Arts in Sociology with an emphasis in Anthropology and a minor in Classical and Ancient Studies focused in Latin as of December. YAY! I just need two more classes and I'm done! I swear to god... if the state tries to force me to be full time over the summer and fall, even though I really need NO OTHER CLASSES PERIOD I don't know what I'll do. Maybe pay someone to go to and take those classes for me. I'm not fucking doing it. I need just one summer to myself... please... oh please..
Things have been both good and bad, but I'm holding it together like a champ. I have high hopes, low expectations, and an extreme craving for vanilla bean cheesecake factory cheesecake. I've been losing a few pounds here and there, and one day I'll hit my target weight again. Probably after I get fed up with pizza and find a way better job. Sheesh. I have an AA in Liberal Arts and in a few months I'll have a BA in Soc. I definitely DO NOT work for $11/hour, which seems to be about how things have been going lately. You can't afford to live on 30 hours a week at $11/hour. and I'm working more like 20 hours. Bleh.
Wow, this ended up being way longer.
My best buddy Ari got a new baby bunny... House Rabbits Anonymous... lol They named her Moose, like Mousilini (sp?) and she's odd as all hell. She's super fuzzy and adorable, but unlike any other rabbit I've known. She climbs to higher ground, usually your shoulder, and cruises around the back of the couch (rather than hiding under things and laying low etc). I promise to do my utmost to get pictures of this cute critter, because.... let's face it. Everyone love cute cuddly bunnies.
Night all! I'll be up and chugging chai (on my way to drop off pizzas for rich people that don't tip on $50 orders but have a lexus, bmw, and mercedes in the driveway...)... waaaaaay too soon. Someone shoot me now. lol
<3 Madi
The bunnies have decided the couch is theirs now, which means the end tables are accessible.... and thus all my candles were shoved onto the floor to be shattered so they could eat the candle itself. Gah. They also ate the only plant I've ever managed to keep alive for over a year. !!!!
It looks like the petting zoo is going to get a little wilder.. My best friend's bearded dragon isn't getting enough love at her place due to a surgery... My bestie has a genetic disorder or something that causes her to get fatty tissue tumors whenever she gets suuuuuper stressed out (and with her parents, omg... I would be a wobbling blob of tumors). This is all new, and she just had the first one removed- unfortunately she went to a tumor guy rather than a neurologist and I'm pretty fucking sure he really fucked up her nerves going down her left arm. Bad. It took me several years of being in pain to end up at this one particular pain management doctor that I've now seen for years, but it took her shitty surgeon all of 6 months to give up and send her on her way to be someone else's problem. Obviously, I gave her my bookoo badass lawyer's number..
So yeah, dragon. I'ma have one more lizard. Speaking of my chameleons... WTF! I paid over $100 to have a mister dealie on a timer and the thing quit working after about a month. I'm FURIOUS! I'm also really scatter-brained and I don't want my babies to suffer if I happen to forget to spritz them down. Damn chameleons being all ridiculous and only drinking dew....
The crackhead roommate is out, gone, scrammed... He left all his shit, while claiming getting it all was super important and that if I touched any of it he would call the police. HA! His room absolutely reeks and I probably couldn't sell anything in that room for more than a $1 at a garage sale! So the stress of being ripped off/robbed or having cops kick down my door looking for a crackhead/heroin junkie is gone...
Which leads me to bills. Fuck pizza delivery. I need to get this Toys R Us thing going NOW! I don't want to push too hard, cuz the HR lady who's going to help me out and hook me up is 8 mo pregnant and they're understaffed and overworked... so I don't want to keep her from her job in order to get hired, ya know? ugh. SO TIRED OF WAITING!
If it doesn't work out soon, I don't know what I'm going to do. All of my home expenses just doubled... I do believe $500 for rent and utilities turned into over $1000... Yikes! I need help! My best friend is supposed to move in, but she is still trying to heal and recover from her surgery two months ago (we are now realizing she isn't getting better, only worse... ugh! What do we do?!) so she can't do anything that requires too much activity. We're looking into a data entry job or something for her. I can't let her stay living with her horrible mother who treats her like her own personal slave (regardless of her condition) and mentally and emotionally abuses her (the woman has a PhD in psychology, but she can't seem to see what she's done and doing to her own daughter....) so she has to get out of there and get in here soon. If anyone has any bright ideas about how she could make some money from home or doing something easy, let me know!
One more month of classes before finals.. I officially applied for graduation in the fall, so I'll have a Bachelor of Arts in Sociology with an emphasis in Anthropology and a minor in Classical and Ancient Studies focused in Latin as of December. YAY! I just need two more classes and I'm done! I swear to god... if the state tries to force me to be full time over the summer and fall, even though I really need NO OTHER CLASSES PERIOD I don't know what I'll do. Maybe pay someone to go to and take those classes for me. I'm not fucking doing it. I need just one summer to myself... please... oh please..
Things have been both good and bad, but I'm holding it together like a champ. I have high hopes, low expectations, and an extreme craving for vanilla bean cheesecake factory cheesecake. I've been losing a few pounds here and there, and one day I'll hit my target weight again. Probably after I get fed up with pizza and find a way better job. Sheesh. I have an AA in Liberal Arts and in a few months I'll have a BA in Soc. I definitely DO NOT work for $11/hour, which seems to be about how things have been going lately. You can't afford to live on 30 hours a week at $11/hour. and I'm working more like 20 hours. Bleh.
Wow, this ended up being way longer.
My best buddy Ari got a new baby bunny... House Rabbits Anonymous... lol They named her Moose, like Mousilini (sp?) and she's odd as all hell. She's super fuzzy and adorable, but unlike any other rabbit I've known. She climbs to higher ground, usually your shoulder, and cruises around the back of the couch (rather than hiding under things and laying low etc). I promise to do my utmost to get pictures of this cute critter, because.... let's face it. Everyone love cute cuddly bunnies.
Night all! I'll be up and chugging chai (on my way to drop off pizzas for rich people that don't tip on $50 orders but have a lexus, bmw, and mercedes in the driveway...)... waaaaaay too soon. Someone shoot me now. lol
<3 Madi
So I finally updated my profile pics to more recent... I took them from my new set Foggy Bottoms, which I love, so I hope you like them too. 
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Omg I'm so happy!
The new set is UP!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Madilynn/albums/site/33320/
I have 93% so far! Now I just need like 1000 more likes/votes! Lol
Spread the word, check it out and comment if you haven't already!
I was so busy with my new gig as a math tutor and trying to keep my student on top of things for midterms this week I lost track of dates... I took her from a 67% on the exam before she hired me to 100% after working with her. I'm trying to keep her acing her exams so she can walk out of classes and get a bookoo job and spoil me rotten! (she's a family friend) ...and so I woke up realising it was Easter which means new Lost Girl, New Game of Thrones, and... Of course... MY NEW SET IS UP! I think you guys will love the new look, finally catching a moment in time to log in... This is it guys! I can feel it!
Tonight will be an amazing night, and maybe with a bit of help, I could have a ridiculous awesome week and get that email all of us girls hold out for... "grats lady you're PINK!"
Love love love!
<3 Madi
The new set is UP!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Madilynn/albums/site/33320/
I have 93% so far! Now I just need like 1000 more likes/votes! Lol
Spread the word, check it out and comment if you haven't already!
I was so busy with my new gig as a math tutor and trying to keep my student on top of things for midterms this week I lost track of dates... I took her from a 67% on the exam before she hired me to 100% after working with her. I'm trying to keep her acing her exams so she can walk out of classes and get a bookoo job and spoil me rotten! (she's a family friend) ...and so I woke up realising it was Easter which means new Lost Girl, New Game of Thrones, and... Of course... MY NEW SET IS UP! I think you guys will love the new look, finally catching a moment in time to log in... This is it guys! I can feel it!
Tonight will be an amazing night, and maybe with a bit of help, I could have a ridiculous awesome week and get that email all of us girls hold out for... "grats lady you're PINK!"
Love love love!
<3 Madi
*chorus bursts into song!* Good News!!!
A friend of mine decided to help out when he saw how ridiculous my (non)health insurance expenses are... He ran my background check at Toys R Us to see if he could hire me on in a management salary position...
I passed the background check.
I'm going to dive through the website to find the perfect position, and even though I won't have my bachelors degree until December, I've been informed I can apply for any job with a minimum requirement of BA anyway. here I come $40+k/yr and profit sharing and 401k and paid vacation and personal days and sick days and making my own schedule and new car with butt warmers and sexy maid and kicking out my shitty roommate....
Hahahahahaaa! Hello vacations!
I can't wait to convert my roommates room into an office/exercise room... And remodel my crib... And go shopping!
I'm taking some friends of mine to the titty bar after my first check comes in. hehehehehee...
Something wonky is going on with my driving record crap. I'm going to have to turn around and repay the two tickets I already paid, drive out to Topeka and "WTF?!" Them for still having me listed as suspended when I shouldn't be... I can go get the $200 driving while suspended dismissed after hitting up Topeka, and once I reprint the proof of insurance the Lee's Summit cops permanently borrowed.... And show the Westwood judge.. All good. $350 ticket will also be dismissed. I can't wait for my spring break from work and school. Life is going to finally get back in line and start making sense and quit sucking.
Blah blah blah BLAH!
<3 Madi
A friend of mine decided to help out when he saw how ridiculous my (non)health insurance expenses are... He ran my background check at Toys R Us to see if he could hire me on in a management salary position...
I passed the background check.
I'm going to dive through the website to find the perfect position, and even though I won't have my bachelors degree until December, I've been informed I can apply for any job with a minimum requirement of BA anyway.
here I come $40+k/yr and profit sharing and 401k and paid vacation and personal days and sick days and making my own schedule and new car with butt warmers and sexy maid and kicking out my shitty roommate.... Hahahahahaaa! Hello vacations!
I can't wait to convert my roommates room into an office/exercise room... And remodel my crib... And go shopping!
I'm taking some friends of mine to the titty bar after my first check comes in.
hehehehehee...Something wonky is going on with my driving record crap. I'm going to have to turn around and repay the two tickets I already paid, drive out to Topeka and "WTF?!" Them for still having me listed as suspended when I shouldn't be... I can go get the $200 driving while suspended dismissed after hitting up Topeka, and once I reprint the proof of insurance the Lee's Summit cops permanently borrowed.... And show the Westwood judge.. All good. $350 ticket will also be dismissed. I can't wait for my spring break from work and school. Life is going to finally get back in line and start making sense and quit sucking.
Blah blah blah BLAH!
<3 Madi
Hello all!
Trying to remain chipper, regardless of all the B.S. I am quite torn about how I feel at the moment...
Yesterday I found out my new insurance (all I have, now) is basically nonexistent... I have to pay 100% out of pocket until I spend $3000.. Yikes!
I think that means my doctor appointment on Friday is going to cost $100, and the prescriptions I absolutely must have will probably be a few hundred. Jeebus...
Perhaps my lizards making babies is a good thing... It looks like baby chameleons will be funding my mandatory medications... I have a line on a really awesome locally owned pet store that will purchase my baby lizards once they're born..
I am about two seconds from kicking out my roommate... Just need to pay off all bills and get ahead so it doesn't hurt as much paying for everything on my own. I think I need an office/game room. And I definitely don't need the risk associated with my roommate being around... He keeps ignoring our discussions about drugs not being allowed inside the house.. "So no cocaine, got it. I just have LSD...." Wtf you fucking crackhead..?! Obviously shit can be fun at festivals or on special occasions, but that shit doesn't need to be just chilling in quantity anywhere near me.. I am not going down for someone else's drugs ever again- and if I get a conviction related to drugs while getting financial aid, all the free money turns into a loan instead. That motherfucker can't handle buying food (it's not like food is a necessity or anything), so that idiot definitely can't handle paying back like $6000!
I've got some friends working with judge friends of theirs trying to make my tickets and issues go away, hopefully saving me about $975. Jiminy crickets... I need that skrilla- Miami already might not happen cuz it's going to be so expensive... I really really need to get away from all this snow and blah... My back injury doesn't bother me in Florida (I think that's why old people move there!) and it would be really nice to be able to escape, if only for 4 or 5 days... I wish I could find away to save bookoo bucks on my flight, it looks to be the most expensive part.
I'm sitting in statistics feeling like a genius or something crazy... These people are NOT good at math. Dude, it's graphing by intervals... It ain't hard. These bitches like to scoff and glare at me and talk about how "I think I'm so smart.." But maybe if they were listening to the professor instead of gossiping they would be on the same page as me. I'm not a super genius, I just understand what's happening. I'm sorry if you're 'tarded and a gossiping jealous bitch, stfu and focus on getting your degree instead of hating me me for participating in class.
*sigh..* I need an IV of chai in order to put up with this shit. I'm bored to tears and annoyed as all get out.
If anyone knows a way to get approved for an auto loan of $6 or $7k.. Please tell me. I found someone to buy my car, I found a car I want, but no one wants to approve me since I haven't been at my job long enough. I want a 2004 Honda accord ex automatic transmission with a 4 cylinder rather than a 6 if possible.
So, that's what's up folks.
Don't forget to check out Azera's sets... Super super amazing stuff! She's always rocking it!
Love y'all,
<3 Madi
Trying to remain chipper, regardless of all the B.S. I am quite torn about how I feel at the moment...
Yesterday I found out my new insurance (all I have, now) is basically nonexistent... I have to pay 100% out of pocket until I spend $3000.. Yikes!
I think that means my doctor appointment on Friday is going to cost $100, and the prescriptions I absolutely must have will probably be a few hundred. Jeebus...
Perhaps my lizards making babies is a good thing... It looks like baby chameleons will be funding my mandatory medications... I have a line on a really awesome locally owned pet store that will purchase my baby lizards once they're born..
I am about two seconds from kicking out my roommate... Just need to pay off all bills and get ahead so it doesn't hurt as much paying for everything on my own. I think I need an office/game room. And I definitely don't need the risk associated with my roommate being around... He keeps ignoring our discussions about drugs not being allowed inside the house.. "So no cocaine, got it. I just have LSD...." Wtf you fucking crackhead..?! Obviously shit can be fun at festivals or on special occasions, but that shit doesn't need to be just chilling in quantity anywhere near me.. I am not going down for someone else's drugs ever again- and if I get a conviction related to drugs while getting financial aid, all the free money turns into a loan instead. That motherfucker can't handle buying food (it's not like food is a necessity or anything), so that idiot definitely can't handle paying back like $6000!
I've got some friends working with judge friends of theirs trying to make my tickets and issues go away, hopefully saving me about $975. Jiminy crickets... I need that skrilla- Miami already might not happen cuz it's going to be so expensive... I really really need to get away from all this snow and blah... My back injury doesn't bother me in Florida (I think that's why old people move there!) and it would be really nice to be able to escape, if only for 4 or 5 days... I wish I could find away to save bookoo bucks on my flight, it looks to be the most expensive part.
I'm sitting in statistics feeling like a genius or something crazy... These people are NOT good at math. Dude, it's graphing by intervals... It ain't hard. These bitches like to scoff and glare at me and talk about how "I think I'm so smart.." But maybe if they were listening to the professor instead of gossiping they would be on the same page as me. I'm not a super genius, I just understand what's happening. I'm sorry if you're 'tarded and a gossiping jealous bitch, stfu and focus on getting your degree instead of hating me me for participating in class.
*sigh..* I need an IV of chai in order to put up with this shit. I'm bored to tears and annoyed as all get out.
If anyone knows a way to get approved for an auto loan of $6 or $7k.. Please tell me. I found someone to buy my car, I found a car I want, but no one wants to approve me since I haven't been at my job long enough. I want a 2004 Honda accord ex automatic transmission with a 4 cylinder rather than a 6 if possible.
So, that's what's up folks.
Don't forget to check out Azera's sets... Super super amazing stuff! She's always rocking it!
Love y'all,
<3 Madi
Alright! Omg lots going on!
I have thus far failed to get approved for a loan to get my dream car, a 2004 Honda accord ex...blah.
But! I'm working on it.
Due to a goddamn BLIZZARD I didn't get to go visit ma boo... :/ I'm missing my Azera something awful. She has awesome new sets out, too! If you haven't gone and lurved dem, you should! She's sooooo sexy! Gawd I'm lovin it!
On a rather opposite note, I was arrested Sunday. See spoiler fer deets...
I have thus far failed to get approved for a loan to get my dream car, a 2004 Honda accord ex...blah.
But! I'm working on it.
Due to a goddamn BLIZZARD I didn't get to go visit ma boo... :/ I'm missing my Azera something awful. She has awesome new sets out, too! If you haven't gone and lurved dem, you should! She's sooooo sexy! Gawd I'm lovin it!
On a rather opposite note, I was arrested Sunday. See spoiler fer deets...
The chameleons are trying to make babies, so that's just one more thing I have to worry about. Gah! In 90 days I could have as many as 35 itty bitty lizards to care for.
I'm pretty psyched about my new hair, which I know you all will love! My next set will be fantastic! I just got some hair chalk, too.. Soooooo... That'll be fun!
More soon,
<3 Madi
