I guess after 8 years we just couldn't keep a good thing going. I will always love her despite our problems. She was the one that truly had my heart. Leslie I'll never be thr same without you but I, at least, walk away a better person for having known you.

Shit week. Did get my old job back, it's money. Still hoping wife and I can work things out but it's not looking too good honestly. I miss the old days. Love seeing this site though.

Probably going to start my old job back. Hate warehouse work but there's nothing else around here. Contemplating move to southern Cali this summer but if I do I'll be leaving behind my ex and my son. I'll still be able to get him on holidays and during the summer if I want but that'll never be enough to make up for being with him as often as I am now.... Just need more money.

I kept putting it off and putting it off but I finally beat God of War III for myself. I've watched it beat before but this is the first time I've done it myself. Bad ass game. Story was fucking incredible.

I hope everyone has a safe and happy transition into the New Year.

Separation sucks. Hurts everyone involved whether it be the children or the two in question.

Mostly I miss being able to cuddle at night as well as the companionship with my other. Unfortunately I cause far too much pain to continue to put her through anymore. At least for now I'm separating myself. Telling myself it's for her benefit though I know it's for both of ours and that we both have things we need to work out.

TOOOOO MANY FEELINGS!

I can't help but care for the well being of a dear friend but at the same time it might jeopardize my relationship. Argh! Difficulties!

I love this site.

Wow it's been a long time since I put anything on here. Things couldn't really be better, still LOVING this amazing SG tattoo (actually one of my favorites) but hopefully soon will be getting more tattoo work done.

My wife and I got married back in Jan and it's been pretty good... A LOT of work, mostly on my part because of my troubled past, but not been too bad of a marriage, rather excellent considering how my first went

I've been doing that thing called "thinking," usually not a good idea however, this time I'm not thinking or asking questions because I feel something is inadequate with my relationship. I'm simply curious if it's possible to love more than one person as equally as another?

I've wondered this for a good bit. A previous relationship a friend of mine had she loved two men the same but chose to be with neither because it brought her to tears just thinking about breaking their hearts.

So I'm once again a member of the Suicide Girls website thanks to my awesome girlfriend. She even went as far as to pay for the Logo Tattoo on my wrist. Now I've e-mailed the photos and am just waiting for a response. Probably the most bad ass Xmas gift one could receive.