wHATS this all about then?

apparently rumour has it that on this quiet east london street there are more stop n searches than anywhere else on the globe...rumour always has it that once upon a time many moons ago on this very street used to be a flat slash brothel slash opium den slash recording studio slash party house- full of good humours and frequented by prominent peoples of all nationalities and sexes...open 24-7...musta been run by a coupla local hooliganss who thought they were bonnie and clyde or something...maybe they used to
impersonate musicians too...who knows...i must have been dreaming for years....
whatever.

my self esteem gets down
i am so fucking bored.
http://www.bringyourownpoison.co.uk/lams/mp3/ " target="_blank">saturday night
and im even gettin my head round mysspace:
The Lams is not just an east london thing no more....
theres a e.london review of that 50 cent moviesomewhere...
ouchx
apparently rumour has it that on this quiet east london street there are more stop n searches than anywhere else on the globe...rumour always has it that once upon a time many moons ago on this very street used to be a flat slash brothel slash opium den slash recording studio slash party house- full of good humours and frequented by prominent peoples of all nationalities and sexes...open 24-7...musta been run by a coupla local hooliganss who thought they were bonnie and clyde or something...maybe they used to
impersonate musicians too...who knows...i must have been dreaming for years....
whatever.
my self esteem gets down
i am so fucking bored.
http://www.bringyourownpoison.co.uk/lams/mp3/ " target="_blank">saturday night
and im even gettin my head round mysspace:
The Lams is not just an east london thing no more....
theres a e.london review of that 50 cent moviesomewhere...
im having a usually rough start to the month so im going to take one of my cousins husbands advice: LISTS ARE GOOD!
k.
here it is and do bear in mind there once was apparently an *artist* in my family who set sail to NY in 1888 and was (to quote me nan)*never heard of again*-apparently he had a liking for (to quote me nan)*wine women and song*!!??!
Reasons 2 go to US from UK:
me first:
1>i want to get an oscar! - dont worry i dont want to *win* an oscar i want to steal one bring it home and see how much i can trade it for at the crack i mean cash converter in kentish town NB b4 oscars are obsolete
(are they made of gold????cuz i like gold and so does me nan)...
end of list. im tired now
you see the only thing i can ever seem to say to anyone that actually gets a reaction these days is: im going to ....
mad i know
fuck
in hell!
k.
here it is and do bear in mind there once was apparently an *artist* in my family who set sail to NY in 1888 and was (to quote me nan)*never heard of again*-apparently he had a liking for (to quote me nan)*wine women and song*!!??!
Reasons 2 go to US from UK:
me first:
1>i want to get an oscar! - dont worry i dont want to *win* an oscar i want to steal one bring it home and see how much i can trade it for at the crack i mean cash converter in kentish town NB b4 oscars are obsolete
(are they made of gold????cuz i like gold and so does me nan)...
end of list. im tired now
you see the only thing i can ever seem to say to anyone that actually gets a reaction these days is: im going to ....
mad i know
fuck
in hell!
has anyone ever had this happen?
you get released from a sentence-long or short-dont really matter and there waiting for you outside(gates/police station) is the person id say filth but lets say 8person* who sent you down - right in your face - winding you up with fake concern/pushing all your buttons etc..
????
ya know. Cos this pretty much happened to me on saturday and ASBO aside, i really really really felt this immediate *urge* to assert my physical superiority..i dunno why - maybe it was the fact hes a big fella and he had a coupla other big fellas backing him up..or maybe it was just the fact that he was poncing around a n old friend of mine(nice jewish girl as it happens
)..who knows?
Kind of reminded me of a similar occurence that happened to me on the 1st of May when Pete Dohertys 'manager' (james mullord)got right in my face at the great eastern hotel to brag about how he'd got away with bricking in the windows of my flat and that he intended to *kill me*...
strange, but ya know what? on both occasions i realised i have absolutely no pride to swallow and after a deep intake of air..i wandered off...silly really.
lifes too short to bother with cunts like that
X
you get released from a sentence-long or short-dont really matter and there waiting for you outside(gates/police station) is the person id say filth but lets say 8person* who sent you down - right in your face - winding you up with fake concern/pushing all your buttons etc..
????
ya know. Cos this pretty much happened to me on saturday and ASBO aside, i really really really felt this immediate *urge* to assert my physical superiority..i dunno why - maybe it was the fact hes a big fella and he had a coupla other big fellas backing him up..or maybe it was just the fact that he was poncing around a n old friend of mine(nice jewish girl as it happens
Kind of reminded me of a similar occurence that happened to me on the 1st of May when Pete Dohertys 'manager' (james mullord)got right in my face at the great eastern hotel to brag about how he'd got away with bricking in the windows of my flat and that he intended to *kill me*...
strange, but ya know what? on both occasions i realised i have absolutely no pride to swallow and after a deep intake of air..i wandered off...silly really.
lifes too short to bother with cunts like that
HA!
*i am not an item!*(just a stat then..)i love reading comedy complainers emails...anyway:
im still scratching my head over a question i asked my old adversary Jonny back in the summer - is there anything better than a 3 way and a bunch of pure morphine..(thats as far as we got...) - feel free to offer ADvice
Halloween in East London..
finally worked out how to get all the pics of my veins and new cut throat!! off my phone BUT heres a picture of me..

apparently i have an *attitude* problem -
its being hungry
i think
my room
aka the blackchapel heart of the slums
still could benull
fuck thats alot of robots!(and spelling mistakes)
im kind of getting tired of the name calling on my doorstep but i guess its way preferable to the violence...aint it great when people know yr weaknesses?
am celebrating with at least 2 more hours playing with my spine - a new set of needles AND no more glass(touch flesh) coming out my feet today
xm
*i am not an item!*(just a stat then..)i love reading comedy complainers emails...anyway:
im still scratching my head over a question i asked my old adversary Jonny back in the summer - is there anything better than a 3 way and a bunch of pure morphine..(thats as far as we got...) - feel free to offer ADvice
Halloween in East London..
finally worked out how to get all the pics of my veins and new cut throat!! off my phone BUT heres a picture of me..
apparently i have an *attitude* problem -
its being hungry
my room
aka the blackchapel heart of the slums
still could benull
fuck thats alot of robots!(and spelling mistakes)
im kind of getting tired of the name calling on my doorstep but i guess its way preferable to the violence...aint it great when people know yr weaknesses?
am celebrating with at least 2 more hours playing with my spine - a new set of needles AND no more glass(touch flesh) coming out my feet today
xm
word on sidney st is...
not saying things are fucking on top for me right now but i couldnt say theres ever a dull moment
any excuse to get out mind - its me birthday tomoro and i really feel i need some kind of "vacation"..street walking along the tracks of the A train?
one word : JKD? i mean jfk!
the dss bought the line about *incontinence* - nice !
PS
..back to court
.....
wish me somethingX
not saying things are fucking on top for me right now but i couldnt say theres ever a dull moment
any excuse to get out mind - its me birthday tomoro and i really feel i need some kind of "vacation"..street walking along the tracks of the A train?
one word : JKD? i mean jfk!
PS
..back to court
wish me somethingX


