so i love louisville.

i have been here for just under a month, i really like going to school at UofL, i have an awesome apartment, and a job slinging coffee two blocks from my house.

first day of class is underway

so i have been in louisville for two weeks now. i have just gotten the internets in my apartment.

moving week

sunday i move to Louisville,

i'm excited, but poor

finals week


i also never post anything here
or anywhere else for that matter

dear girl who came into the shop right before closing
you should come back, we can talk about music, and have coffee.

so it's been a strange two days, and since no one is ever going to read this, and i seem to not be able to sleep, i'm just going to put it all down here.

so there's this girl, she's pretty great, and i seem to have developed a bit of a crush on her. we have hung out the last two days, and it's been really fun. but i dont think she's into me. my friends do, but i guess i'm just too dense. she's just coming off a weird relationship, and i'm not exactly at my best, but that's the subject of the next paragraph. i really dont know what to do. this girl is pretty great, beautiful, a bit on the nerdy side. and she even has a scrunchy nose. which i have a soft spot for. i really wish i could just sleep on it, but the whole insomnia thing is really working against me.

so i'm enjoying learning how to be a barrista, and i love everything about the place i work for, but today i learned something that i really could have gone without. most of my relationship problems stem from one girl. she destroyed every bit of my self esteem over a few years, and i still have lingering social anxiety due to the devastation that was our relationship. and now the reception for her wedding is at MY coffee shop. WTF. at least i dont have to work, but really, hasent she caused enough problems. this girl is evil. and i mean spawn of hell evil. at least she doesnt live in town, so i never have to see her again. and i'm pretty sure that if she ever comes into the shop i can treat her like shit and refuse service and not get fired.

i'm going to try to learn to play another song on the banjo. and maybe get some more sleep.
i want to say that i hope tomorrow will be better than today, but today wasnt really that bad, i just hope something gives. i hope that something changes tomorrow. better or worse, at least i wont be in a holding pattern anymore

i started my training as a barista this week. I work for a locally owned coffee shop here in town, it's really awesome. my boss is one of my best friends, and her parents own the joint, and they are equally as cool. The other workers there seem to really love their jobs, and the atmosphere in the shop is really amazing. i'm really looking foreward to working there

on other news I start my Anatomy & Physiology summer class in about a week or so. I dont think i am supposed to be excited about summer classes, but i am.

Ryan = Nerd

so in an effort to blog more here comes another

the new El-P album is the shit

go forth and educate