IPOD
RADIO
Dove's "Things I Would Like To Do With SG Members" Installment 2: Margot_Dent
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sleep isn't really happening anymore. i don't know why.
...
it was so real
like i woke up in wonderland
all sort of terrifying
i don't want to be all alone
while i tell this story
and can anyone tell me why
y'all sound like Peanuts parents?
will i ever be coming down?
this is so real
finally it's my lucky day
see, my heart is racing
'cause this shit never happens to me
i can't breathe right now...
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i really like my classes and my lab. it's just so much work. i'm spread far too thin. and i'm drinking too much.
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monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground
silly monkeys, give them thumbs, they make a club
and beat their brother down
how they survive so misguided is mystery
repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability
to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here
...
sleep isn't really happening anymore. i don't know why.
...
it was so real
like i woke up in wonderland
all sort of terrifying
i don't want to be all alone
while i tell this story
and can anyone tell me why
y'all sound like Peanuts parents?
will i ever be coming down?
this is so real
finally it's my lucky day
see, my heart is racing
'cause this shit never happens to me
i can't breathe right now...
...
i really like my classes and my lab. it's just so much work. i'm spread far too thin. and i'm drinking too much.
...
monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground
silly monkeys, give them thumbs, they make a club
and beat their brother down
how they survive so misguided is mystery
repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability
to lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here
I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.
Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But you're pushing me,
Shoving me. Pushit on me.
Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down.
But i'd trade it all
For just a little bit of
Piece of mind.
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.
Saw that gap again today
As you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well.
If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.
There's no love in fear.
Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way
- tooooooooool
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.
Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But you're pushing me,
Shoving me. Pushit on me.
Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down.
But i'd trade it all
For just a little bit of
Piece of mind.
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.
Saw that gap again today
As you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well.
If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.
There's no love in fear.
Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way
- tooooooooool
things are okay. just trying to keep busy, mostly, which isn't really too hard.
i'm so inspired by the crazy ass testimonials i read. whoever can leave me the awesomest testimonial wins a special prize. i don't know what yet, but trust me. its greatness will not be denied.
i hate it when doing the right thing makes you feel like a fucking asshole dickface.
texas chainsaw massacre tomorrow! i haven't decided if i'm going to see the prequel or not. i would only go because i know it's going to be so bad that it will be funny. plus i need lots of things to do, and i think that qualifies.
i'm feeling especially down and un-pretty today. fuck you, heartache and common cold!
deeply shaken see I come that way
ill at ease in my own skin
I hum along to the down home drone
down in my soul to stay
ain't gonna listen to my own noise
even though I love the sound
it come back hollow on hollow
when it come back around
back around
quick to anger and quick to speak
afraid to lose these things not mine to keep
the spirit is willing the flesh is weak
how long have you been standing there
only here a lonley man
I do
I get behind myself
grieved in my spirit by my hands
seemes he has turned his head
this collector of useless clutter
somethin now has caught his eye
now his words only stumble out in stutters
i'm so inspired by the crazy ass testimonials i read. whoever can leave me the awesomest testimonial wins a special prize. i don't know what yet, but trust me. its greatness will not be denied.
i hate it when doing the right thing makes you feel like a fucking asshole dickface.
texas chainsaw massacre tomorrow! i haven't decided if i'm going to see the prequel or not. i would only go because i know it's going to be so bad that it will be funny. plus i need lots of things to do, and i think that qualifies.
i'm feeling especially down and un-pretty today. fuck you, heartache and common cold!
deeply shaken see I come that way
ill at ease in my own skin
I hum along to the down home drone
down in my soul to stay
ain't gonna listen to my own noise
even though I love the sound
it come back hollow on hollow
when it come back around
back around
quick to anger and quick to speak
afraid to lose these things not mine to keep
the spirit is willing the flesh is weak
how long have you been standing there
only here a lonley man
I do
I get behind myself
grieved in my spirit by my hands
seemes he has turned his head
this collector of useless clutter
somethin now has caught his eye
now his words only stumble out in stutters
so. things that happened this weekend.
went home.
broke up with someone i loved.
ATM ate my card, found out that somone's been trying to get into my account. account blocked. fuck.
lab data lost thanks to a certain 7-year-old.
cried, slept, repeat.
i'm trying really hard to be okay. i'll try to get back to everyone who left all that wonderful advice for me...you guys are teh tits.
and then i fell in love
with the most wonderful boy in the world
we'd take long walks down by the river
or just sit for hours gazing into each other's eyes
we were so very much in love
and then one day
he went away
and i'd thought i'd die
but i didn't
and when i didn't
i said to myself
is that all there is to love?
is that all there is?
if that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing
let's break out the booze and have a ball
if that's all there is...
went home.
broke up with someone i loved.
ATM ate my card, found out that somone's been trying to get into my account. account blocked. fuck.
lab data lost thanks to a certain 7-year-old.
cried, slept, repeat.
i'm trying really hard to be okay. i'll try to get back to everyone who left all that wonderful advice for me...you guys are teh tits.
and then i fell in love
with the most wonderful boy in the world
we'd take long walks down by the river
or just sit for hours gazing into each other's eyes
we were so very much in love
and then one day
he went away
and i'd thought i'd die
but i didn't
and when i didn't
i said to myself
is that all there is to love?
is that all there is?
if that's all there is, my friends, then let's keep dancing
let's break out the booze and have a ball
if that's all there is...
