would someone please set me up with a staff photographer? i tried to get one, but he was a creep and hit on me way too much for my liking. if you know anyone whose able to take suicide girl photographs, set me up!

xoxolyberry.

ugh! i have been without a computer for the longest time, and unable to post, so i apologize!
lets see...things have been hectic. my new apartment is not so new anymore. christmas was great and i got lots of amazing things. i'm doing a new set. life is pretty good. and you guys still rock my world.
any requests for posts? you let me know!

Don't look ahead, just run to me
Each step will find the next one recklessly
We'll find ourselves on the safest ledge
Well pardon me, I couldn't help myself
Girl, fall into your life here
If only for a while, I'm here

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine, it's fine

You felt alone before you ever really knew how alone you were
An empty house, a lonely room
The TV talks the fear right out of you
But you feel like someone's standing by but you'll never know

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine

The sun burns a hole straight through your old flaws
If you look toward the sky even on your grayest night
Could you be happy now, with the wind in your hair
And your eyes open wide and your feet going nowhere?
Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine

copeland rules.



i really needed a change, so things are being done. currently, i am fixing my existence and getting ready to start a new life. i believe everything will work out eventually.

loveyouall<

i really dig suicidegirls. i have a shoot on december 4th in jersey with this awesome guy named Gary Meyer. i'm super siked. can't wait to get it shot then up into member review. make me famous!
i really love you all for your support and well wishing. you rock!
tell me the worst present you ever got on christmas, PLEASE!

<3ly

life is crazy.
just when you think everything is about to be alright, shit just goes flippin haywire!
thank god for soulmates, suicidegirls.com, and good people.
i'll be at a poetry slam in new york city this week!! it's going to be super exciting and i can't wait to check it out. if any of you cuties ever want to read my writing, check out:
www.livejournal.com/~cleartome
maybe then you'll know me a little better.
can't wait to do my new set - hopefully this time things will work out perfectly and i'll get some bomb comments/a lot of love.

so my favorite memory i've ever had of fall was when i was five, and i had a huge rope swing in my backyard that my dad spent hours putting up, and i would jump off of it into a huuuuuuuuuuge pile of leaves and revel in the happiness<3
i want everyone to tell me their favorite fall memory please!!!

oh jeeze. i am so not recovered from the trillions of jello shots i had and
the best birthday party a girl could ask for.
here's a look into my day...







gosh, birthdays are fun.

in other news i'm going to be taking a photoset with Gary K Meyer on November 26th. keep a lookout kiddosss!!!

today is my 20th birthday!
so you know what that means...
lots of alcohol, drugs, and gooooood fuckin friends.
maybe some terrible mistakes, who knows!?
but i love you all and i hope your day is as amazing as mines been so far!!!!


ill definitely post some pictures the minute i get the chance!!!

so does anyone else feel like they just want to pack their bags and move to guam?
because i sure do.
sometimes putting yourself out there isn't always the best thing you can do. it takes effort to make a relationship, whether it be romantic or platonic, work. most don't understand that. i do, why doesn't the rest of the world?
i feel like i always pick the wrong people to surround myself with. i feel stuck, empty, about to explode. WHY IS EVERYONE ON EARTH SO SELFISH!?

in other news, here's what my pictures would have looked like with photoshop:


if i had to pick one person to spend the rest of my life with, it would be her:

vivid colors and paintings on the wall and
a loud knock by a lover you once loved and
the last cigarette before bed and frozen moments
in time on a polaroid picture and your best friend
telling you it's going to be okay and your last rights
and the tingling in your stomache when the
right person kisses you and seconds before you
fall and blue skies and summertime and kittens
chasing butterflies and the way you look at me and say

i don't know you anymore.



<3storyofmylife



suicidegirls makes me really love the way i look.
it gives me a solid sense of self and the ability to appreciate my curves.


i love this girl. a lot. you all should too

besides suicidegirls, writing is my other passion. i thought i'd give you a look...

my eyes are closed and i want to remember
the days when
nothing was hard to remember
so i'll take that LSD hit
because it's the last thing i can take
to make me, me but that could be a
mistake
theres
got to be something more
but i'm too burned to explore
i'm so happy but happiness
is just a word
it's not a noun, it's not a verb
it's just the peace of mind i feel when
we explode and my skin starts to peel
if i fall, just catch me once
i won't come back
i won't announce
that you were me and i was you
if just for a second
but i know the truth
i don't allow people to
shatter my heart but if i should
die know it was you from the start
i'm a ticking time bomb
i'm the last thing you want
but i just want you to want what i want.
i won't say promise, cause there's no use in that
once i turn around you'll stab my back
so please, don't tell me what i want to hear
if i turn the music up, you'll disappear...

i write for someone also. be expecting a book to come out soon.