Membership is due. I'm going to take a break from the place for just a bit. I'll be back though.

Edited just to leave you with this awesomeness!:

So lets see how many of these shows I can make it to:
Peaches 9/2
Devo/Psychedelic Furs 9/17
Chromeo 10/10
Adrian Belew 10/15
Judas Priest 10/29
Feist 11/17
Tori Amos 12/14
Anyone want to go to any of these?

A friend of mine visited a few weeks ago. Because I'm part Indian and with my construction management experience....I might find myself with a new job and moving back to California. It won't be until spring or so but I'm really rather excited about this. I moved to Seattle to open up another comic-book/game store with a friend of mine. After living in the same house with him since last November.....I now know that it would never work out. Its been fun and interesting living in a major U.S. city though.

BONER!!!!


I wonder if anyone checked out my page after seeing "boner" on the members blog box on the front page.
I took that pic a few days ago. I MUST check out that museum just to get closer and into that Concorde.
Flying on the Concorde was always one of those things that I wanted to do. Now that they are no longer in use, walking through one in a museum will have to do. WTF??!!?? I'm going to see the coolest passenger jet ever in a museum. I am getting too fucking old!!!!!
Other than getting a job at a bike store, not much else going on.
I got a text from "her" about a week ago. "I love you and miss you." Do you know how frustrating it is to get a text like that from someone you love but you know that they are never going to do anything about it?
Grrrrrrr......
Of course it sent me on an emotional rollercoaster ride for a few days.
Edited to add:
Still though whenever my phone buzzes at all I think of her and this song:

In a dream I had last night I was at a garage sale and there was this old plastic bed headboard with both David Bowie and Prince on it. Weirdest thing ever. If ever I saw something quirky that I knew she would have liked I would have sent her a pic of it. I didn't send it and even in my dream it made me really sad that I didn't. If I really did see something like that I think I would still send it....
Damn I miss her.

Most of the time when I'm on SG anymore it's on my phone. Kinda cool that I can do that....however most of the time it somehow loses its signal when I want to make a comment. Once in a while it works....90% of the time it doesn't.
I would be leaving more comments on sets and blogs(I'm looking at you wsoxfan).

I stay up much too late.
But everytime she texts, I know Its going to keep me up.
She misses me. I miss her. What are you gonna do?
"If you love someone, set them free" Its too late, I don't know if I hate that expression right now or what(as if I ever really had a choice in the matter).

Been listening to this song:

So.....kind of annoying. I only get hit on by 20 year olds.
Big problem, right?
I really don't like to drink anymore so I rarely go to bars(not that I really want to meet someone in a bar).
But I do like my coffee drinks.
Enter 20 year old baristas(cute, too).
It would even be fun for a while.
But only for a while.
Story of my life.
Shit!

I guess I just feel like I'm immature or something since I never get involved with anyone my own age. Anyone I ever seem to meet my age I'm either not attracted to at all, is insane or is a grandmother(or all of those in one). Being a grandmother is fine but since I've never been married and don't have kids.....eh. I guess if little kids are around I wouldn't mind them to be mine and not my girlfriends grandkids.
Some of all this has to do with my last post. Been pissed off lately with my dead mom. Raising me is a stupid doomsday cult. Nothing at all matters because life is horrible now but it's going to be great once god kills almost everyone! Yeah!
They also had a lot of stupid dating rules in that cult that have made life miserable. I don't believe a single thing from what I had forced upon me, but damn these after effects.
Grrrrr......

Found this on youtube a little while back. I love Annie's performance here. Next time at karaoke I'm doing this song. Imagine it done in an Iggy Pop voice.

Ok, something new.
I could go into all the life revelations I've learned lately but I won't bore you with those details. You should thank me for that.
After years of painting Warhammer figures, I'm taking a break from that to draw a bit more. Here is what I've started out with: Damn! I can't get the pics off of facebook so I'll just link the page with what I've done lately:

FB

Damn, I hate breakups. Especially the kind when I'm not done loving that person and she wasn't done loving me. Stupid cruel weird circumstances.

Hi all.
I said I would be back.
More soon.

I won't have internet for a bit. I'll be moving back to the hometown for a few weeks to do some work on my grandmothers house. Then moving up to Seattle!
My SG membership might expire during this time. But as a certain futuristic cyborg once said. "I'll be back."
See you all soon.