Sickness is a motherfucker! It's a rare thing that I get sick but when I do please for your own sake stay away. If I'm not contageous then you still should keep your distance. I get very ill tempered. Now I'm not sure which it was but either my fever was high enough or I may have ODed on cold medication, either way I was hallucinating and couldn't keep my balance. Yeah, it's a pretty crazy thing when your sea creature sleeve comes to life and starts swimming around your arm. ::sigh:: luckily I'm well enough to be back at work now.
In a way I'm actually quite thankful for that sick day. It gave me a chance to quietly reflect on life in general. Not something I've had the chance to do in a while. Sure, now and again we all find ourselves in a place where we are needy, but over all things are finally starting to look up. Perhaps it's just the calm before the storm. That usually tends to be the case with me. This time seems a bit different. Not sure why, but it does. Thankfully there have been people around me that have kept either my head up or my head in he clouds. Inspiration is a wonderful thing but distraction is sometimes a better remedy. I'm by no means saying that ignoring problems makes them go away. There are those occasions though, when you just need to focus on something til everything passes, like driving by a bad car wreck. Slowly, but surely I'm making my way to the light at the end of the tunnel. Only time will tell if that light is the other side or the on coming train. To the few of you that have been there, weather you read this or are not even a member on the site, thank you. I tip my hat and glass to each and everyone of you. You all are the the saving grace that isn't followed by a hangover. Hope the day finds the rest of you well... even those of you that have discouraged me, written me off, or condemmed me. Seriously, I do wish you all well...
cheers,
-Lucky
In a way I'm actually quite thankful for that sick day. It gave me a chance to quietly reflect on life in general. Not something I've had the chance to do in a while. Sure, now and again we all find ourselves in a place where we are needy, but over all things are finally starting to look up. Perhaps it's just the calm before the storm. That usually tends to be the case with me. This time seems a bit different. Not sure why, but it does. Thankfully there have been people around me that have kept either my head up or my head in he clouds. Inspiration is a wonderful thing but distraction is sometimes a better remedy. I'm by no means saying that ignoring problems makes them go away. There are those occasions though, when you just need to focus on something til everything passes, like driving by a bad car wreck. Slowly, but surely I'm making my way to the light at the end of the tunnel. Only time will tell if that light is the other side or the on coming train. To the few of you that have been there, weather you read this or are not even a member on the site, thank you. I tip my hat and glass to each and everyone of you. You all are the the saving grace that isn't followed by a hangover. Hope the day finds the rest of you well... even those of you that have discouraged me, written me off, or condemmed me. Seriously, I do wish you all well...
cheers,
-Lucky
There is no backing out now...
I have always said "put up or shut up"...
Now it's my turn...
cheers!
-L
I have always said "put up or shut up"...
Now it's my turn...
cheers!
-L
Changes are coming. They are over due. I'm still in the process of weighing out the pros and cons of each...but it'll be for the best no matter what.
cheers,
-L
cheers,
-L
again and again...
This eb and flow has become such routine,
its never isolated to one aspect of my life either,
Im live on fossil fuels, I breathe smoke, the only biproduct is my survival
Yeah...I get by *grin*
With everything so predictable its just become second nature.
I feel so much less. Its going back to the times of desensatization.
Dont feel, just do.
Like some sort of abyss wrapped in an emotional candy shell,
you break through and fall into nothing...
inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale *sigh*
...
This eb and flow has become such routine,
its never isolated to one aspect of my life either,
Im live on fossil fuels, I breathe smoke, the only biproduct is my survival
Yeah...I get by *grin*
With everything so predictable its just become second nature.
I feel so much less. Its going back to the times of desensatization.
Dont feel, just do.
Like some sort of abyss wrapped in an emotional candy shell,
you break through and fall into nothing...
inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale *sigh*
...
I'll be your therapy,
I'll be your rehab,
I'll be whatever you need,
...but that's all
You'll show up a mess,
misunderstood and lost,
Once I upright and point you...
You'll leave your problems behind,
Away you'll walk from all that failed you,
and all that fixed you...
I'll be your rehab,
I'll be whatever you need,
...but that's all
You'll show up a mess,
misunderstood and lost,
Once I upright and point you...
You'll leave your problems behind,
Away you'll walk from all that failed you,
and all that fixed you...
Friday is here. It's been a LONG week. I'll be glad to get out of here and take a well needed shower. Beer should follow that shortly. Saturday the new roommate moves in. The money will be greeted quite warmly. Sunday? Who knows? Time will tell.
-L
-L
Yeah...
I've just come out of a slumber that lasted me well into the day. I have somewhere to be. Oddly enough there is an individual that seems to be haunting my thoughts and preventing me from finding my motivation to continue with my day. How? How is it that a stranger can get such a grip on me? It's not a matter of obsession. The feeling is more along the liens of just being enamored. Fixated perhaps. I've found the curiosity eating at me more and more lately. I'm not really sure what to make of it. No worries, I won't be the emotionally hasty fool I have been in the past. I just hope that they know that they are in my thoughts and dreams. I hope the weekend has found them well.
...FUCK I"M REALLY LATE...
cheers everyone,
-Lucky
I've just come out of a slumber that lasted me well into the day. I have somewhere to be. Oddly enough there is an individual that seems to be haunting my thoughts and preventing me from finding my motivation to continue with my day. How? How is it that a stranger can get such a grip on me? It's not a matter of obsession. The feeling is more along the liens of just being enamored. Fixated perhaps. I've found the curiosity eating at me more and more lately. I'm not really sure what to make of it. No worries, I won't be the emotionally hasty fool I have been in the past. I just hope that they know that they are in my thoughts and dreams. I hope the weekend has found them well.
...FUCK I"M REALLY LATE...
cheers everyone,
-Lucky
