Sickness is a motherfucker! It's a rare thing that I get sick but when I do please for your own sake stay away. If I'm not contageous then you still should keep your distance. I get very ill tempered. Now I'm not sure which it was but either my fever was high enough or I may have ODed on cold medication, either way I was hallucinating and couldn't keep my balance. Yeah, it's a pretty crazy thing when your sea creature sleeve comes to life and starts swimming around your arm. ::sigh:: luckily I'm well enough to be back at work now.

In a way I'm actually quite thankful for that sick day. It gave me a chance to quietly reflect on life in general. Not something I've had the chance to do in a while. Sure, now and again we all find ourselves in a place where we are needy, but over all things are finally starting to look up. Perhaps it's just the calm before the storm. That usually tends to be the case with me. This time seems a bit different. Not sure why, but it does. Thankfully there have been people around me that have kept either my head up or my head in he clouds. Inspiration is a wonderful thing but distraction is sometimes a better remedy. I'm by no means saying that ignoring problems makes them go away. There are those occasions though, when you just need to focus on something til everything passes, like driving by a bad car wreck. Slowly, but surely I'm making my way to the light at the end of the tunnel. Only time will tell if that light is the other side or the on coming train. To the few of you that have been there, weather you read this or are not even a member on the site, thank you. I tip my hat and glass to each and everyone of you. You all are the the saving grace that isn't followed by a hangover. Hope the day finds the rest of you well... even those of you that have discouraged me, written me off, or condemmed me. Seriously, I do wish you all well...

cheers,
-Lucky