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NOVEMBER 8, 2012 @ 07:36 AM

I'm feeling a little bit better. I went to Linkin Park concert last night. It was amazing. they performed "Leave Out All The Rest" which is the one song I want played at my funeral. I had been dying to hear it and when they finally performed it, where was I?? Out side having a smoke! I got back just in time for last chorus. it was amazing. Niel bought me a LP shirt

and then last night after the show we dropped everyone off at home and he stayed up with me chatting and sorting out stuff for a photoshoot we did this morning. He kept playing with my hand and to be honest I have always had a crush on him even though he is my bestfriend and honestly 9 times out of 10 those relationships fail but for some reason this felt different last night. he has been helping me with my depression over the last few days and whenever he sees I'm close to being in tears he just gives me a hug. He is a great guy. What do I do with these feelings for him? I want to tell him I like him but I'm not sure how.

anyway sorry for going on about Niel. just confused on what I should do.

Anyway, here are a few of the pictures we did for the shoot this morning. I tend to do photoshoots when I feel depressed. its the only thing that takes my mind off of it. Hope you like them and there are more in my extra modeling stuff.

We shot in a little town call Philadelphia. Its a small town just outside Cape Town with the most amazing settings and wonderful locals!

Loads of Love and Luck
LuckyLu

misterei

Laguna Niguel, CA

August 2012

NOV 08, 2012 07:53 AM

Guys are usually stupid about seeing the signs...me included.
Relationships are always slippery slopes...
You'll never know unless you try-
I say...Go For It

Libris

HOPEFUL

USA

NOV 08, 2012 09:35 AM

I'm really bad at being subtle and doing the game-playing thing in relationships so when I like someone I'm quite frank. When I met my finance I invited him over and had sex with him... now we're getting married three years later and I've never loved anyone more. Do what you feel in your heart but be bold! Good luck!

Arethusa

South Africa

April 2011

NOV 08, 2012 11:53 AM

"...the one song I want played at my funeral. I had been dying to hear it..." Lol!
Did you hear about the scaffolding the fell and injured 20 people killing 1 woman at the LP concert? Brutal stuff, so sad

actonjacton

Phoenix, AZ

October 2003

NOV 08, 2012 12:09 PM

my name is neil. so i am qualified to speak on this manner...
you should tell him that you want to take it to the next level.
if it was me and we were close friends and single and you told me that, i'd be so psyched.

Nakrom

South Africa

December 2011

NOV 08, 2012 12:44 PM

I'm glad you're feeling better sweets. and i am really happy for you and neil. i would tell him. if i were you. but feel first how the mood is. sometimes words are not even needed. which is the case here. the fact that he is always there for you means a lot in itself already. and another fact that you were the reason for him to lose sleep, which i believe, if he is anything close to me, his favorite reason. there are not many guys out there that would stay up late and help sort things out and comfort someone if they didint feel close to them. Sweets. i am sure his feelings for you are the same as yours for him. and maybe he is afraid he will push you away if he tells you how he feels about you. i know i would be. and as you know already sweets. lol. i was in the same position not to long ago. sometimes one has to take a risk. "Fear is Temporally. Regret Permanent"

If you're afraid of total rejection though. maybe start subtle. with maybe saying things like. Thank you BABY. or something like that.

Emanuel

Argentina

July 2012

NOV 08, 2012 06:43 PM

Nice pictures, beauty eyes.

inuptia_

France

September 2012

NOV 08, 2012 09:54 PM

Great pics

elfrockstar

USA

February 2009

NOV 09, 2012 05:28 AM

Beautiful photos. I'm jealous of this Niel guy he's very lucky

MDIF

USA

September 2012

NOV 11, 2012 08:05 AM

Your eyes are incredible! Beautiful pictures. You should talk to him about it, the friendship is important and may not be worth risking but he is obviously an important person in your life.

Cihuacoatl

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

NOV 12, 2012 10:24 AM

Photographs are beautiful! Wonderful to here you had a lovely time at the LP concert also! Beautiful eyes!

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