My first prenatal appointment is on Monday the 7th I'm just excited to hear the babies heartbeat, its hard to know the baby is ok when you can't feel it moving around. I will feel better when I can feel the kicking and punching as reassurance that the baby is still alive. On a side note I have been having the weirdest dreams and sometimes horriable nightmares where I will wake up and still feel terrified or upset.

Had the most amazing massage today. It was my first, I can see how people can addicted to them.

I am lucky as hell to have a tattoo artist that is amazing and loves me to bits (purely friendship that is).
He has committed to doing my tattoo work for free and say FUCK YES!!!
he has been working so hard to polish the turd on my chest and he is making so wonderful progress. so here is what he has done for me so far.





On another note went to a restaurant here call the pho da lat and they were serving this nasty shit.

Durian shake if you do not know what Durian is you should google it. But to actually experience it is a defiantly for those who do not have week stomachs. This shits smells just about as bad as it tastes, is you look in the picture the shake has a cover on it.....its to keep the smell from not making everyone vomit. It smells like rancid 3 month old garbage and it tastes like rotten onions. My boyfriend said he was curious about it and that if he was going to try a taste of it so was I HAHAHA!!! I always know when he says he is going to make me try something, it's never going to be a pleasant experience.


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My sister is pregnant again Shes having a little boy this time I'm really excited because she is letting me be in the delivery room this time, I wasn't able to be there for my nieces birth because I ended having the swine flu so I have been really trying not to get sick this time around so I can be there. I need to see and witness all the terror and horror that i will encounter some day when i get pregnant and give birth.LOL!!!

My beautiful preger sister..


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If you haven't seen this set yet you are one unlucky bastard. Because it is amazing. p.s the hair and makeup looks amazing lol i gave myself a big pat on the back for that but Handsome_Jack did an amazing job on the photos good work peeps.

if you want to see Toxic's Robots in Disguise and revel in the wonderfulness.

I was wonderg if any of you girls had high resolution picture that you could give me. I'm in school as most of you know working on my portfolio for graphic design. I need some images to use for manipulation in photoshop, indesign and illustrator. The image I use when givin will not be used for profit, they will purely be used just to showcase my expansion of these particular programs both model an photographer will be credited in my photomanipulation, I will also give you a copy of the work I have created. Or if you just feel like taking some random pictures specifically for me to manipulate that would be sweet too

Thank you all
-Lucine