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APRIL 13, 2012 @ 10:57 AM | 16 COMMENTS


The days are moving in a mixed up way.

So much packing to do.

And then, the hardest there weekends ever. I want Evan and I to have fun tonight. I can't wait for him to get home, even though a lot of the time we're miserable together. I really do miss him when he's gone. I feel like the saddest Richard Brautigan Poem. I think Richard Brautigan and I would have understood each other so well.



We really could have hit it off, and maybe eventually we'd just drive each other (more) insane.

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Short personal-life rant. Boo.

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We have never been glamourous around each other. The sweet little local inter-racial lovers and their strange past, and strange little world. I don't want to never see him again. I think I want to undo this. I feel very lost but certain that sooner or later things will work out. I miss him already. I miss him now. Is this stockholm syndrome, or am I actually just very in love with him?




Anyway. The girls are nice and settled in, and I'm alone on a Friday afternoon. We're shooting ElodyKat this weekend, very exciting.

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I got a My Little Pony necklace. biggrin

It's been very Pony around here this week. Why do I feel the need to obsessively collect plastic shit?
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And Ev got me baby hedgehogs.


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So, my hair is getting very long again. Any suggestions on what to do with it? It's very thin, red/blonde, naturally wavy white-people hair.

Ok. Time to get moving and eat something before I have another "pass out in trader joe's" incident.
kiss Love you, have a great weekend!

APRIL 10, 2012 @ 09:41 AM | 29 COMMENTS


I need a new community to live in, I'm open to suggestions. Must have a music scene, must have an art scene. Public schools must be at least a little granola. Politics must be mixed if not predominantly liberal. Must be affordable- right now I pay $2,475 for a very small 2/3 bedroom apartment in a multi-family home and it's not worth it. Must not be the ghetto. Send me your suggestions. Does a community like that exist? So far people have suggested Seattle, Portland, Ann Arbor...

I could Pinterest all day long. If anyone has one, shoot it my way! I love to look through the boards people keep.

My weird sleep habits have reached a new all-time bad. A handful of you who have come to sleepovers know that I have an unpleasant issue when it comes to transitioning from a sleeping to a waking state. About 16 times through any given night I'll violently jump up, sometimes lunging at whoever's near me, and make a terrible sounding gasp noise. About 2 seconds after it happens I wake up apologize and go back to sleep. Last night rather than just jumping up a reached over and grabbed Evangel's hair and yanked it really hard. I don't even remember doing this. Something is so fucked up with me...I have no idea why it happens.

Passover, Easter. I didn't really do either, but I love the motif. I think I am a little lamb.



...or some sort of monster. Who knows? I'm putting off everything until May, all shoots are being done in May. Now to make it to May in one piece...

The good-great-fantastic news is that the set Ev and I shot for Fletching is in the MR queue! May 3rd, the only swell thing that's happening in May so far! wink I can't resist, so here's a little tiny preview...


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Hot. Fucking. Damn. love

On that note, I'm back to work. Hang in there, friends. Whatever you do, don't let my saccharine optimism get you down; it's only a defense mechanism against a really dark reality.


kiss Big giant kisses, Lou
APRIL 7, 2012 @ 07:47 AM | 16 COMMENTS


Happy holidays, friends who celebrate, and happy weekend all! This slow morning at work is brought to you by the fact that it's a holiday and every other business of this type is closed! That's alright though, it's been busy enough and I don't mind the unusual quiet.

Well, my unending quest to find and collect all things cute has reached a new extreme with my (two years late) discovery of FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC.

How did I not realize that there was a whole new my little pony show just waiting to market more collectable small, poorly made plastic toys to me!

So far I've got Pinkly Pie.


Now to collect the others...

In honor of that, this blog post will be in honor of all things outrageously cute. Because cute is important and real life is hard.





This might just be the best thing that ever happened in 2008. Maia, the insanely lovely SG that first appeared in 2006, with My Little Pony. I don't care what anyone says. This is adorable.




2006. So pink, so lovely. The flavor of sets used to be so different.



Soya's such a cutie pie, I'll never get tired of her.



Awww! Lyvia always makes me want to do an out-loud aww.



love. She sure is.

Ok, I hope you enjoyed all of this insane cuteness. Feel free to post your own below. Have a great day my little sugar pumpkins! kiss

APRIL 3, 2012 @ 10:10 AM | 28 COMMENTS


MARCH 31, 2012 @ 03:22 PM


MARCH 29, 2012 @ 05:04 PM


Step 1: Fill an entire room with shredded tissue paper.

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Step 2: Scatter non-denominational spring eggs filled with stickers and toys.

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Step 3: RELEASE THE TODDLERS.

Go go go! biggrin My world is full of silly.
MARCH 25, 2012 @ 01:34 PM


Sunday, Sunday; that's the one day...

I work more on the weekends but they're still fun. Yesterday was the start of Fletching's spring break, (oh what I'd give for a break!) and I made her drive down to my house super early in the morning to shoot a set next to the freezing cold 8 am Long Island Sound. She did it because she's amazing, haha. On no sleep (because she's still a crazy teen wink ), Fletch, Evangel, and myself trekked out through the woods to a (mostly) secluded waterfront spot, (after getting properly blazed of course...)

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pretty, right?

We took some really amazing shots, which make me sort of reconsider my role here. Hopefully we weren't barking orders at her too heavily. I think I like being on the picture taking end of things. I'll let you, the beloved community be the judge once it goes in to MR, but I think we really captured (finally), how sexy, beautiful, and petite this splendid little woman is.

I got to touch her boobies, YAY.


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I are such a lucky goose.

Keep an eye out for more beautiful Fletching pics hitting MR as soon as the set gets edited and prepped.

Anyway, then we went and blazed a little more. Somehow my boobies got involved, I ave no idea how it happened...

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Hahaha. I made her come to work and work with me because I am a shit head of a friend. :p Then some wine, then we came home and somehow this happened...

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love There is so much goodness mixed in between the parts of life that are terrible. So much goodness...
MARCH 23, 2012 @ 12:38 PM


Hey, it's Friday again!



More later. xoxoxox.

MARCH 21, 2012 @ 02:56 PM


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I am so tired that being awake is painful. I had the feeling, I've slept all afternoon since I got home from work. I have to force myself out of the house. I could sleep for a year.

I love you, goodnight.
MARCH 16, 2012 @ 03:30 PM


My lovers, what's good?

I'm exhausted and once that subsides I think I'll be excited. Things are really out there right now. I have no idea what my life will be in a month and a half. I've been so many different Louisiana's over the years...my little heart's breaking but that part's inevitable. It's finally almost spring and I hardly had to suffer through winter at all.



I don't know what my dreams are anymore, but I'm alright with that. It makes me feel young like a kid.

This made my day:

"A walrus reacts after being presented with a birthday cake of fish..."

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emo rant...

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I wish someone would tell me what I should be doing. I don't know what's right. I want both, the correct choice is neither. It's the myth of the three caskets. Why, why is the correct answer always three? Always loss. Sorry third casket, I'm going to have to go with one or two...I wish I knew which to chose. Neither answer is correct, so it shouldn't matter too much.



Alright, goodnight birdies.




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