Ok so tax season is here and i've finally got all my crap together. Got the W-2 for both jobs, and the paper work from school and i'm quite happy with the numbers. Now its just filing it all and waiting for the check which i'm trying to decide what to do with it. Easy thing would be to invest it all but part of me is like Fuck that dude blow it on tattoos and fancy gadgets and gizmos. There is just so many choices floating around out there in my mind so only time will tell if its a wise choice or one that allows me to share in only a quick glimmer of happiness and joy before crashing back into boredom and moneyless.

On another note i'm trying to do the teachings in this new book i need to work on. ITs called the Artists Way and i'm wanting to do this but damn-it it wants me to write in a book every single day 3 full pages and i hate writing. I know its going to help and i just like whining here to myself and to this journal but damn dude writing sucks. Its what holds me back from writing a book anyway. I'm going to try this starting tomorrow, i'll wake at 6:00 am write til 6:30 then i shall head off to the GYM for an hour or so and then the day will be open to try and open my mind to the painting and drawing i very much need to do. Its been so long and i'm tired of this Writers block holding me back i'm going to get over it this year because i have to.. if i don't i'll suffocate and die. Not literally of course but you know what i mean.

Last night i come home, i'm all chilled out and relaxed and then my brother comes in and tells me there is a bumper sticker on my car. I'm all "What the frack, you put something on there to screw with me?"

He denies it and so does my dad so i go out side to find a damn bumper sticker on my car. IT says "I park Like an Idiot" . Someone please tell me there really isnt a fucking group of jackasses who think they are so damn self righteous to put shit like that on peoples cars. For one I'm pretty damn sure i didn't park like a complete tool, and besides i was parked all the way out in a wide open space away from all the other parked cars. I don't park like those asses who may think they need to show off the hot ride but come on, i drive a freaking 03 Subaru wagon people, trust me I'm not trying to show off.

Oye it just amazes me at how some people out there feel they know everything and just have to make sure everyone out there knows this. Tell me if anyone else knows about this stuff.

Ok we're now officially into the new year and I'm already juggling new resolutions and what i need to accomplish this year.

In retrospect 2007 was a decent year. New friends came, old ones found a way back in and i lost one or two but it was for the best. Now that 2008 rolls here i'm looking back and seeing maybe its best to be dropping others but in the end its a healthy choice. This year i vow to accomplish more and see allot more thats out there for me. I'm still looking at the weight training and trying to drop another 20 pounds, then work on more of the outdoors activities. Maybe even looking into volunteering with some sort of animal thing. I'm not a PETA nut or an animal rights activist but i do want to help where i can. Even look into a road trip maybe and see what i can get myself into with that. So yeah there is alot of ideas but its just weeding out what i can do this year and hold off for another.

Hows everyone else's NEw Year plans coming along?

Ok so we're now a week until thanksgiving which when you're in the retail world means you are about 7 days away from hell on earth but such a nice day before hand. I lvoe this time of year and hate it at the same time since i am into the Holidays but then again this now is the time where you see the ugly side of some people trying to save a buck.

Ok not even geting into that negative shit, right now whats cool is school is going desent. I been doing pretty well so far and i'm kinda loving these classes. The teacher for Case studies and Management isnt exactly the most exciting but the theory behind the classes is cool. On top of all that shit i'm goign to the GYM and geting more and more into this. I'm starting to go back on the whole i'll never want to be jacked or huge since well now that i been doing this i've really gone back on alot fo that. Not saying i want to be like hulk freakin hogan but i wouldnt mind turing 30 pounds i lost and turing it into muscle. Hell i've had a guy talk to be about geting into competions but i really not thinking i'll go that far. All i know is i love the GYM and if i miss a day there i really feel like i've let myself down. I just need to find someone to join me now since that is the one sucky thing. I know people there but i need my own gym partner.

Well its Weds so it means its my break from the GYM for the week. I'm sore as hell to since this week i been going about with a whole new routine I've lost quite a bit of weight and i'm just going to keep going since this whole new sort fo thing is just great for me. I feel better than i ever have in years and i'm looking better now too, almost to the point i'm ready to naked in public.

Although with that going well i'm really needing to break down and read these damnd case studies for class so thats about all my day of the week off is used for. I kinda just need to take this time off to do work and its just nice to have a night to sit on ym damn ass. Though i am really pushing myself to get into alot more of my artwork, either doing Paintings or trying to peice togther some osaic type shit using old comics or ripped up photos. Now i just need to get some photos on this thing here soon, its been to damn long since i done this all so i'm going to try and get into it alot more.

So i been geting this email lately about coming back and the price was hard to turn down so i said what the hell. Now here i am and i'm thinking i really kinda did miss this site. Been thinking about coming back for a while now but crazy shit happens and i wasnt going to bother. Its been long enough and i'm interested to see how his place has all changed. So we shall see, hope all is well out there in the wide world.

I'm a loser i know.. it sucks not having my own computer.. i wish i really had shit to say for this. Besides still being excited i went to Wizard World Comic Con i cant think of much else to say.. oh if anyone wants they are more than welcome to buy me a PSP..

Oh yeah i found the joys of selling stuff on Ebay, its so much fun, its like gambling but not as dangerous.

Got a new fuel pump for the jeep... now its just geting it in the tank and removing the old one. God thats going to be a bitch.. i can just feel it.. i miss my jeep.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY want a PSP... I think. Its like a total hard frakin choice to make here because well the damn thing is so easily the best. Then again Sony does make WAY better consoles ya know.

I'm geting sucked back into this whole Ebay thing once more. I just got myself a selling account on Ebay and listed my first ever item.. figured fuck it i'll see how it goes and i only listed a small item so no biggie. If it sells it sells if not then we try again.. i been trying to make some extra money here and there to help pay off old bills. I just got a few more payments on most then they're done so if i get em now then the sooner the better aint? Besides me and Brooke are looking for a place here and i can definately use the cash with that happening.

We both really love this one place but i'm not sure my credit would be good enough for the place for me to get accepted and i'm a few bucks short for that whole messy Deposit and first months reant thing, god i hate that part with renting but still i'm keeping positive with it. I just figure if i'm going to have to live in the city then by god its going to be a Frackin sweet place in the Historic district.

Man i really want to see Sin City the moive too.. its making me want to read all the books from that series i never got a chance to.