Her Legs - That Body

I slipt into some mind trance
gazing into those eyes
wanting to see flesh
wanting to feel body
to body
touch the skin
I saw the soul instead
a beauty, waiting to be unlocked
trapped in this place this flesh

my skin began to crawl
because I felt good while looking
felt my imagination feel you
against me

I broke my thoughts into a thousand pieces
like a broken mirror
I saw you reflecting
through – like some sort of gold light
your perfect skin touched me
like ecstasy I kissed you
without every touching you

my body was sex like tantra
and your body was my mantra

Wet Dreams:

I walked the beach, and swam the surf
we were both naked
We touched, we played
we kissed
we fucked
we made the beach our playground

at night we slept in separate beds
and u asked:
are you hard
I replied - do you want me to be
you moaned a yes into my ear
and it was digital - phone sex

i was ready to touch myself and you told me to wait
let me remain hard till the next day
you wanted to feel me come
but by morning you came to me in my sleep
and fucked me long and when i woke
my bed was soaked (you made me come)

Sex with Satan

I am burning with passion
and on fire to be with you
my skin calls you to my bed
and you obey
i feel your cold skin
against mine
i feel your firm tender
19 year breasts
and your heart beats
so fast
You say you've done this before
but as i lean in to kiss your breast
you quiver
and fall weak onto my bed
you tell me to be gentle
I begin to kiss you so softly
you become so wet
the burning candles around us
dwindle into the night
and i penetrate you
deep
and whisper into your ear
i sold my soul to be here
and you scream
and explode in
what seems to be your
first orgasm

I am 27
and today they say:
you are dying
the say:
you heart is failing
they say:
you should take it easy !
I say:
How does one take death easy
Where does one find easy, am I staples commercial
I look upon my life and see these things:
at 12 I was mean fuck and helped a kid a fellow student
find a way to suicide - at 14 I heard he made it (I was a mean fuck)
then found out I was adopted (my parents changed after that) and I enjoyed
the pleasure of bleeding - I would cut deep and release all the pain
at 22 I lost my virginity and enjoyed sex, but avoided like the plague
at 23 I married a lesbian who broke my heart and I found the razors
edge comforting once more at 26 two hearts wanted my one my newly
found divorce made me believe I could have them both - at 27 I picked
the one I wanted and 3 weeks later she died , I cried and cried
today they say:
you've not long to live
I say:
I've already lived
let death take me for a ride - we will see how long he lasts

Did you speak to me last Night....

Because i needed your voice
because you needed my embrace
did you lie to me - to kiss me
to lay me down
to fuck me into submission
kissing my body
causing my mind
to go numb, go into
a
state of ecstasy

I drank deeply
of honey that dripped
from in between your legs
I heard the chorus
of orgasmic screams

i slide inside you
that warmth that tight
pleasure of sex

we fucked all night
because you wanted
to talk
you wanted our bodies
to talk that nightly tongue
those words
that make us
come

i came into you
as you whispered
you loved me

lost

i found myself in the looking glass
i saw my fathers face
i saw a horrible man
had i become him

i drank, beer
I slept with women
and traveled the world
and slept with more women

i indeed become him,

but then the glass broke
and i utter into the fraction

mirror mirror on the wall
am i that man i saw

silence not a sound
I picked up a shard
and my hand began to bleed
my eyes began to weep
tears fell into my wound
the cut ran deep
the salty tears did burn

not anymore
the glass replied
you feel, you weep
you love
the man in the glass
felt nothing
and here you bleed
for truth

i stood
and my lover grabbed my shoulder
you will never be like him
she said

inside my mind
passion breaks the windows
and desire burns the walls
my hands like silk run
across you body
ever so softly

i look deep into your
soul
it calls to me
it pulls ecstasy out
of me
hot fire
yellow - orange explosion

the subtle aroma
of orchids and sex
fill the hall ways'

we drink wine and sip
absynth and wake in
passion hold
we trip from pills
and hold on still
naked - while the fire
of desire melts
walls like wax
we reach our climax

then sit and talk
till the sun rises
and stars fade

then sleep till we can do it
all again

So i was with you
and you loved me

when i was departed from you
you loved me

I made love to a stranger
and you loved me

u made love to me
and parted ways
and called it love

I love you
and made love
to say goodbye

Insanity of a Family member

your madness deepens
a concumption of the mind
rotten inside and out,
but you don’t see it
you don’t hear it

you pull me aside and whisper
“the don brogga, lives down the street”
damn
“shall we kill ourselves propa”
me thinks not

the madness deepens
your sinking and drowning
in all the seas,
but I cannot save you…
fuck all the G-d bullshit
who are you – give that second coming of Christ a rest
I want me brotha back
that would be propa

For the Brother of Elizadolittle

departed
soulful flight
in airy nights, so cold now
in the deepest part of space
you drift,
some call it heaven
but I’m sure you bring the light
soulful flight
in the coldness of night
tears drip down my face
oh dearly, dearly departed
my heart, my woe
soulful flight
please take care
this night
to you much
love to you
the departed