I'm so excited for sunday, i finally get to meet some of you guys. It's funny because i've been reading ur journals and you guys have been reading mine (on occasion) so i kind of feel like we know each other.
Maybe i'm just silly. it's definately possible

You know, this sg site is a little addictiing. I started off with a couple friends and a group, maybe a journal entry here and there
and then...it escalated, i got more friends and more groups, then suddenly i check it everyday....I THINK I"M SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL!!! ....

jk

well lets see where to start. hmm. Saturday night we carved pumpkins

My daughters cute little tiny punkin
friday night I helped my best friend deliver her baby, that was awsome.

Little xavier
then last night since it was halloween i went out after trick or treating with my daughter

she's cinderella
I didn't do a whole lot, we went to this haunted house that was pretty cool and then just hung out, acted silly

me and my friens elijah and stacy

the girls...and scott

just scott

just elijah

stacy and leatherface
So that was my weekend. Usually i'm not that busy...yay for me. Happy halloween guys

so i spent all day in the hospital yesterday with my best friend while she had her baby.
I got to help deliver him, it was sooo outrageous it was the most amazing thing i've ever witnessed. When you go through it yourself you miss a lot, and when you see it on a video it's just not the same. It was so beautiful. I really was amazing, i cried my eyes out as soon as he was born, it was that awsome!
I'll have pictures as soon as i can figure out how to email them to myself on and from my phone.

it was awsome!!!!

so sorry i haven't updated in awhile i've been super busy. And, apparently i've been tagged to tell 20 things about myself.
1. I have a 3 year old daughter named olivia

this her when we made pumpkin pie last weekend
2. I've been married for 3 years
3. Although my husband and i have been married for 3 years and we got married on may 17, we celebrate our anniversary on march 4, and this year we will be celebrating our 6th

this is him
4. I'm totally freaked out by people leaving the shower curtain in the bathroom closed ( it comes from when i saw the shining when i was 3 years old, ever since then i still have to leave the shower curtain open)
5. i have eczema on the heel of my right foot and no where else.
6.i'm 24
7. i'm really self concious about my weight, i'm 5'10 and wear a size 8, so i'm convinced i'm super fat most of the time
8.i hate fast food but i love the mc rib.
9. I've only slept with 4 people in my life, unless you count other women, then i'm kind of a slut.
10. I grew up in a house that's completely haunted ( i even have pictures to prove it!)
11.i have 3 good girlfriends and the rest of my friends are men and always have been
12.i have to go to the restroom right now and i'll be right back
13.my best friend in the world and i have been together since we were 13 and most people don't understand when we say we're eachother's 1st love, but we've never had a sexual relationship
14.i don't like to drink liquor by itself, but i'm a sucker for tequila shots
15.i have one weird toe.
16.my feet are unusually small for my height, again i'm 5'10 and i wear a size 6 1/2 shoe
17.i wear a 36D
18.i want to learn to play the banjo
19. one of my all time favorite albums is "old and in the way" with jerry garcia, not the grateful dead
20.i'm never dressed properly for the weather, i wear too little clothes when it's cold and end up to hot in the summer.
and 2 more pictures for you guys, i was playing extreme freeze tag last tuesday and hit my arm on a stucco wall, i just took the pictures so it's a week healed

this is the scrap (healing nicely)

and this is the bruise attached, it's so big I had to take a picture of the other side of my arm just so you guys could see it.
Hard core... bitch!

well, i went to dora the explorer with my daugter yesterday, her preschool teacher gave us some tickets, it was fun, then I got sick. I've been all night and day, it sucks.

Ah well whatya gonna do?

Look at my cool pillow, my husband made it for me, he sewed it himself! I'm actually just trying out the whole pictue thing

And some of bruce campbell for good measure,

bruce and my friend elijah

bruce signing my boobies

and this is my daughter, hopefully you guys know mw a little letter now

Theme song of the moment: Jimmy eat world, Middle of the ride
Quote of the day: "So you think your goth; Where were you when we took Byzantium?"

Listening to right now: Tom Waitts, Dream

I was thinking about some of you SG ladies this evening. I was at village inn in rio rathole doing my homework and I borrowed a calculator from the guy at the table next to me, he was talking about the supercooool suspension girls he saw at the pulse 3 weeks ago and telling his friends that they really need to go see em.

I just finished watching this show on the discovery channel about tatoos and peircings and how like indiginous tribes still naive to western civilization, there is a new group of moderns marking themselves through body modification as a form of identification that we all belong to the modern tribe of outcasts. I thought that was a cool way of looking at it.
Yay for all the beautifully freaky little girls outcasted by society

So i have a new question for everyone.
my best friend has been with her boyfriend going on five years now and she cheated on him with some other guy. She still wants to be with him says it was a mistake and it's over with and done and just wants to be with him. Now whe wonders if she should tell him all about it so they can start over.

Here's how i feel about situations like this; I think if it really was a mistake and you still want to be with this guy/girl it's really pretty selfish to tell the other person about it. Is that just me? Because really not very many people agree with me on this, including my husband.

But if you really think about it,
You cheat on your lover and YOU feel really guilty and YOU feel like a bad person you want to tell them so that YOU can get it off YOUR chest because YOU feel like YOU can't be a good lover with this secret and YOU want to do the right thing.

This is pretty much the same argument give or take a few words that I hear from everyone in this situation. How many thems are there compared to you's in this argument. Is it really whats good for the other person or is it what's good for you? The other person is heartbroken and it won't really help the relationship because sure you have honesty, but no trust (funny how that works). You are the only one that feels better. So really it was all about you in the first place, YOU cheated now YOU want to be punished to feel better about things. I think the need for punishment comes from some burried christian influence that's still haunting too many people because face it, it was the cornerstone of western civilization as we know it today. But it's time to evolve past those selfish needs to be forgiven and get over it. Keep it to yourself.

I don't know anyone ever been in this situation, I never have so maybe my advice is bunk.
To tell or not to tell?

I'm starting to get a bunch of friend requests which is really cool, but I have a question. Just out of curiosity because i'm an observer by nature, and i'm want to know myself better as well.

for the people who sent requests, where did you see me and what made you want to be my friend?