the only reason i'm updating is for marshandtina! lol!! i haven't been up to much lately. been spending a lot of time with my boyfriend, which has been lovely. i just got back from watching pride and prejudice and it was most delightful. i quit smoking cigarettes on sunday, a week ago, with just one lapse. i'm excited about being more healthy. i have noticed that i eat more now but i know i can afford to gain a few pounds here and there. i'm taking vacation not this week but the next, so i'll have one week without work to be free and have fun before school starts up again. I think i want to get my teeth cleaned, it's been a while. i've decided i'm going to let my hair grow long since i've never really had long hair. also, i have a new ipod video to play with. and tomorrow i'm going to go see reel big fish! i reccommend the book "big Fish" it was better than the already very delightful movie.

oh i'm so glad i decided to go to the exotic erotic ball afterall. i love my new sg friends!! YES!!!!!

i love living in sonoma county, there are so many beauitful roads to drive on!! so i'm really hopefuly excited about going to the exotic erotic ball, it will be my first year checking that whole scene out. i called in sick to work today i'm not really, i do have a cough from smoking too much, but i guess i just needed a day to myself, to enjoy life. i'm feeling more and more detached from the boyfriend of EX, the whole situation still sucks though, but i'm becoming a stonger better person for this....i want to party!!!

ahh, i want to have endless amounts of pleasure!!

whoa it's been so long since i've been on. i have been single now for like 3 weeks or something. mmmmm, i wish i could eat an ice cream sundae right now. i procrastinate too much i think. i want to surround myself with beautfiul people. sweet fiona apples new album comes out today. and i have a lovely jar of weed!! This is my current themesong: "Beating hearts baby" by Head Automatica, so awesome, i totally rock out.

whoa it's been so long since i've been on. i have been single now for like 3 weeks or something. mmmmm, i wish i could eat an ice cream sundae right now. i procrastinate too much i think. i want to surround myself with beautfiul people. sweet fiona apples new album comes out today. and i have a lovely jar of weed!! This is my current themesong: "Beating hearts baby" by Head Automatica, so awesome, i totally rock out.

YES!!!! i am the happiest ever! i walked into my door after wokring to my very own SG DVD!! i'm super stoked on that! i'm going to do the unthinkable, i'm going to wait to watch it...i'll keep it somewhere obvious and torture myself until I get my homework done and have the right moment with other people who will appreciate it with me! I have so much reading for my classes, i'll probably get distracted and see tiny images of the girls dancing over sentences. Having something to look forward to is a fucking amazing experience, i guess that's why i want to prolong it

i have not had anything to drink since my last post, and I don't intend to...i miss beer, yes, but oh well..it's good to get rid of negativity in one's life. I won't have internet access in my new home until the end of this month so I'm so far behind with my sg viewing pleasure. so so sad. homework will never be important than naked girls!!

i just chugged three beers....yeah it was only in 6 mintues. now i'm drunk enough to not feel feelings, that was the goal....accomplished!!!


YOU
you and your endless mismatching
can you
ever
make it fit
fitfully full of fright

so it is saturday thank you so much!!! The two weeks of my house to myself is over for a will soon be on the ariport to get my father and his new wife; their adventure in the philipines if over for now. i really can't wait to one day go with them as well.
that means now that I MUST finish packing and move the hell into my new house already since I am already paying rent for September. I'm going dancing in San Fran city tomorrow night since it's labor day weekend and all. I am a raver at heart, but now i've progressed into the clubs . a club which plays trance will be very interesting for me considering i've been to ghetto ass raves in oakland where they were worried that the upstairs level of this empty building of some sort was going to fall onto us...oh and the bucket filled with sawdust as a "toilet". here, i have a few raver pics from last summer, yes! notice the orange glowstick in my hand in the bottom left corner! lights have their appropriate time and place, yes they do. anyway, now i like getting drunk since i finally can and dancing with my pretty ladies(whom I met at a rave two years ago) The one on the left i dated for a while and the one on the right is my room mate now, i'm sorry to see my ex-girlfriend leave to live in germany at the end of this month...*tears.. ok i better clean this house and pack so a whole new chapter of my life can unfold....these are for you: i'm really liking my boobs a lot right now!