Well, this week has been pretty bad. Poor Charlotte has lost over 2 years worth of work with a external hard drive crashing. Some of this is backed up on some web site... but there hasn't been a back up done in the last few months and she has no idea if it's still on this site :-(
Not only this, but I went for my second therapy session for my depression and such and (including the hour last week) after 30 mins, my lovely counsellor has a very strong feeling that I have Aspergers Syndrome. This is a pretty deal and hit me hard. I have all the questions like anyone would usually, will it get worse, what can I do to help it? etc etc etc but as she suggested to keep going over the next few weeks with a weekly session to see if where I am going is the best place for me and what we are dealing with. This is not a definite and she wants me go through so more assessments before she refers me for anything to do with Autism. From there I would have teh chance to either wait for a free asessment on the NHS or go private and get it as soon as possible which means paying through the nose.... Which I will do as I want to god damn know why I am the way I am.
On good thing is, Autism is a big part of Charlotte's family and they will know how to support me and help me through this. Charlotte has actually been speaking to Bobby & her mum about me and that she has had strong feelings that I have Aspergers and they agreed, Bobby even brought it up too.
I just hope that whatever I have is identified as soon as poss.... As I have been suffering for so long with learning problems and mood problems, to finally have an answer to why the hell I am the way I am.
Anyways
Not only this, but I went for my second therapy session for my depression and such and (including the hour last week) after 30 mins, my lovely counsellor has a very strong feeling that I have Aspergers Syndrome. This is a pretty deal and hit me hard. I have all the questions like anyone would usually, will it get worse, what can I do to help it? etc etc etc but as she suggested to keep going over the next few weeks with a weekly session to see if where I am going is the best place for me and what we are dealing with. This is not a definite and she wants me go through so more assessments before she refers me for anything to do with Autism. From there I would have teh chance to either wait for a free asessment on the NHS or go private and get it as soon as possible which means paying through the nose.... Which I will do as I want to god damn know why I am the way I am.
On good thing is, Autism is a big part of Charlotte's family and they will know how to support me and help me through this. Charlotte has actually been speaking to Bobby & her mum about me and that she has had strong feelings that I have Aspergers and they agreed, Bobby even brought it up too.
I just hope that whatever I have is identified as soon as poss.... As I have been suffering for so long with learning problems and mood problems, to finally have an answer to why the hell I am the way I am.
Anyways
