still sleeping on the sofa, i'm still paying rent so i'm fucking staying here for another month regardless of what he says.

cheers mate, it's not that bad as long as i can stay out of arguments. i've seen that look in his eyes and i don't trust him not to turn on me, but i'm out soon and i have started moving my stuff over to my mates house. it all feels quite positive now, i've had my little trip to self destructive ville and now i'm ready to get organized.

haha, slowly picking it up.

yeah i know, i'm really excited about moving out, moving in with my mate and all the good stuff that will come with it. she's one of my best mates ever and i think we will get along really well and have a blast, plus it's a bloody nice flat and it comes complete with two cats as well.

i don't know, it doesn't say. i think it's from WW1 though and i've thought about it myself but it doesn't seem to that he's trapped in that sense you know.